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If Albus can travel back in time to the moment he lost Scorpius he would jump in front of the curse with no hesitation.

7 months ago he lost the love of his life because of a stray killing curse. Why did the curse have to hit Scorpius? Why didn't it hit him instead?

So many questions are swirling through Albus' brain and he can't even process it. Why did he have to go?

Too many tears have been spilt, too many nights waisted without sleep, too many thoughts eating him alive.

The only thing keeping Albus alive is the little life that rests within him.

He had found out he was pregnant 1 week after Scorpius died and the news pretty much killed him.

How can a depressed man take care of a innocent child? Albus rubs his 9 month pregnant stomach and sighs thinking about the last 7 months.

The pregnancy has been hard on Albus and really took a toll on him. So far his body almost miscarried, he was sick for more than half of it, and doesn't feel the need to take care of himself.

Every time he thinks about the baby he thinks about how excited Scorpius would've been if he was alive.

Albus is only 18 years old and he wasn't prepared for his life to take this big of a turn.

He closes his eyes and tries to get his mind off of death and shit like that, but when he closed his eyes all he saw was a flash of green and Scorpius flying across the room.

Ever since Scorpius died and Albus found out about the baby he's been living with his parents who have been a great help.

Without Harry and Ginny Albus and the baby will be dead. Albus bows his head and stares at his bare stomach as the baby moves.

It still fascinates Albus that when the baby kicks his stomach moves with it and he loves playing with the baby.

He gently presses his hand on one side and watches amazed as the baby kicks that same spot.

"Oh baby I love you so much." Albus whispered tears falling down his face as he straddles his stomach. "My baby I'm so sorry for everything I've ever done in my life. I'm so sorry your daddy isn't here, but I bet he would be so excited to me you."

"He would be proud of you love." Ginny said with a sad smile.

"Mom, it hurts so bad." Albus whispered leaning against the couch.

"I know baby, it's going to hurt..."

"No mom, my stomach hurts so bad." Albus said gripping his stomach in pain.

Ginny runs over to Albus and screams "HARRY!"

Harry runs in and says "yeah?"

"Baby do you think your in labor?" Ginny asked worried.

Albus whimpers and nods.

They immeaditly head to st mungos and almost as soon as they got there Albus collasped.

It was all a buzz to Albus, they rushed him into the OR and he thinks both his mom and dad are right next to him holding his hand.

He was wearing a breathing mask because he can feel it on his face, but his train of thought was becoming foggy and the last things he heard was a cry and his parents yelling something at him.

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Albus wakes up, but everything is white. Where is he? Why isn't he at the hospital anymore? Where's his baby?

"Babe?"

The voice startled Albus to no end and he turns around to see Scorpius starring at him.

"Scorpius?" Albus whispered feeling mix emotions.

"Yes love its me." Scorpius said stepping torwards Albus.

"How..." Albus shakes his head "no I'm not talking to you cause your dead!"

"Yes I am dead and yes you are talking to me." Scorpius said softly.

"B-But..."

Scorpius says "there was a complication during your C-section..."

"Am I dead?" Albus asked eyes wide open in shock.

"No, but you are in a state between life and death." Scorpius said walking closer to Albus.

Albus nearly starts sobbing when Scorpius gets really close to him "this is just a dream, you are not right next to me."

"I am love." Scorpius said taking ahold of Albus' hand "you have two choices, either you come with me and leave our son to grow up an orphan, or you return giving our son the best life as you can and see me again when you die for real?"

"That is really hard, but I can't leave our son no matter how much I want to stay here with you."

Scorpius kisses Albus and says "it's not your fault Albus, what happened was a coincidence, I was in the wrong spot at the wrong time."

"If only..."

"No if's or what's Albus." Scorpius whispered "I love you so much Albus."

"I love you too." Albus whispered tears pouring down his face.
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Beep beep beep.

Albus' eyes were heavy, but he was able to open them and look around.

He feels a breathing tube in his nose and he looks to left and sees his mother who fell asleep with tear trails on her face, he looks to his right and sees his dad who was also asleep witb tear trails on his face.

"M-Mom, d-dad..." Albus' voice was horace so he shakes them awake.

Both of them pop up at the same time "Oh my goodness Albus baby!" Ginny said kissing his cheek and hugging him.

Harry sighs of relief and hugs Albus as well.

"W-What happened?" Albus asked softly.

"Healer said you started hamerging, so they did a emergency C-section, but you passed out and didn't wake up." Harry said softly.

"What about the baby?" Albus asked worried.

"He's perfectly fine and healthy." Ginny said with a small smile.

"Can I see him? Where is he?" Albus asked worried.

The door opens and a healer walks in with a small baby boy "He's right here and he's very excited to meet his daddy."

She hands him over to Albus who immeaditly started sobbing at the sight.

He holds the infant close and says "he looks so much like Scorius."

"What's his name Al?" Ginny asked.

"Michael Scorpius Potter." Albus whispered starring at his baby.

"That's a great name, Scorpius would be proud." Harry said.

Albus looks up and says "I know."

Life may seem complicated, but it's a blessing.

End of chapter.