Every evening I am tired
I fall asleep easily
A last tear in my eyes
Saying goodbye to the world
With the hope never wake up again
Never feel such a pain
In my broken heart.

Every morning I wake up tired
My head is overthinking
Full with thoughts and wishes
It screams from inside
To kill my sadness
But I can't
I don't know what makes me so sad
That I am always overthinking
Down with my optimism.

Every day I master it tired
I am not there
With my thoughts
I am in my own world
A deep black hole
In a deep black society.

It repeats over and over
I am tired
Everywhere and every second
I want to sleep
The rest of my life
And never wake up again.

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