Me(Writer)

She is turning my friends on me since I have problems and she making them hate me and I know it.

I know why they think I was meant to be hurt and left behind by all.

But, the paladins keep on telling me that’s not true because my nightmares and pain is just so neverending for me.

My songs is pain because I write songs about my pain and they will never be heard by me since I want to live two lives. One in the dark and one in the fame.

I can’t be both of those words because I’m too stupid to do it and they don’t want to hear about my past since the fact is that I am a fucking joke to them all and they can’t fucking care about it.

My whole life is about bullshitting pain that is neverending and  fucking depression that is also neverending.

I fucking will never getting better because all I can do is try my fucking best to not fucking harm my damn skin.

I mean I want to be better ,but, it will just never happen.

It's just.....

....Neverending.

Til Next Time, My Readers….