get your ass up
"I'll guide you through life, no matter what."
"Come over, princess", Riven tells me but I hesitate. "Riv, I don't want to just fuck." "You can still get here and just hug me, right?" "Yeah, but you know what happened last time." "What's so bad about it?"
"I just.. Riv, I like you but I don't want to be dating anyone at the moment. I enjoy my freedom." "Isn't that something that I am supposed to say?", Riven mutters frustratedly so I give in and lay down next to him.
As I watch him staring at the ceiling, I know that I want him but I'm also afraid of anything that could happen. "You know that I've never said those words to anybody and no one else will ever hear them from me", Riven states so I turn his face around so he can look at me, "Princess."
"Can you stop calling me princess?", I groan and hit his arm. "Excuse me, princess of Eraklyon." "Oh, shut up", I roll my eyes playfully and am about to hit him once more but Riven takes my arm quickly and pulls me on top of him.
Riven looks me in my eyes and I know what he's thinking without using my powers. I can't even control them so it wouldn't help me anyways. "Give me some time, okay?", I whisper before resting my head on his chest.
"How could you be so stupid?", I snap at Sky storming into his and Riven's room with Riven by my side after the party defending my best friend. "No, Scar, you're not making this your problem now. Stella broke up with me. I can do whatever I want to do. I was only talking to Bloom."
"No, Sky, you were talking about what happened. Stella is hurting. She never intended to hurt anyone!" "Why is everything always about the blonde princess?", Riven groans and I roll my eyes.
"It's about Sky's reckless behaviour." "My reckless behaviour? Stella blinded someone and broke up with me and you expect me to take care of her now?" "I don't expect you to care about her! I expect you to be yourself, the kind specialist that you are. No matter what happened, my brother would never remind someone who is important to him of something that hurts. Think about it", I snap back at Sky because he knows exactly what stresses me out.
I was the one who calmed him down when Stella broke up with him. I couldn't be with Stella anyways because her mother wanted her to be in the castle during summer but I never left Sky's side when I didn't have to. We could have such a great relationship, we often have.
"Scar, what are you doing here? You're-", Saul appears behind me. His voice is sharp. Of course he's checking the rooms after the party just in case some male specialists mack on some girls. "I know, I know. I'm not allowed to be here", I roll my eyes not wanting Silva to look at me like this.
He raised Sky and I. I don't want him to be disappointed in me or angry at me. "Riven and you can meet any other time." "Woa, it's not my fault for once. I'm just laying around here", Riven defends himself and I nod. He's right, though.
"Yeah, sure. Riven, hands off. Scar, back to your room", Silva orders making me follow him. Of course he wold hold a speech as soon as we leave the room. "Scar, you're about to make some mistakes that change your life. I'm only here to help you choose the right decision. I promised it-"
"To my dad, I know." "Riven's a good fighter but he's no good for you." "I know, Saul! I could explode anytime, I know. I know what people feel when they see me or the scar on my face. They're staring at me more than they watch Stella. I'm" "Scar..", Saul sighs weakly and opens his arms to hug me but I shake my head.
"It's fine. I'm fine." "No, Scar, listen. I'm only trying to look out for you and meet your dad's wishes for you. You deserve a happy life." "I know you only want the best for us and I know I'm making it hard for you to trust me, but I'll give my best to change." "You're good just as you are, Scar. There's no need to change."
"Scar?", Saul asks me before I'm about to get back to the suite. "Yeah?" „Would you.. use your power?" This is the only moment in which Silva is shy towards me. He doesn't like asking me to use my mind powers especially since I can feel anything he feels when doing so.
I'm glad whenever I can help him because in times like these, he just wants to remember the past more clearly. "What would you like to see?", I ask him smiling. Saul has done so much for Sky and I. The least that I can do is show him a memory more clearly.
Fortunately, that's the power that I've got the most control over. These mind powers help me to remember my family in the best way possible. "Just whatever comes to your mind." Saul gives me his hands and I chose the first memory that I've got. Christmas 2010.
"Saul, Saul! It's christmas!", my six-year old self screams excitedly and jumps into Saul's bedroom and onto his bed. Saul was still sleeping, at least he did before I decided to change that.
"I'm surprised, Scar", Saul mumbles tiredly but turns around to look at me. He realizes that I'm wearing the christmas sweater that he got for Sky, him and I and smiles at me. "Are you excited?" "Of course! I love christmas!", I scream again and jump around on his bed making Saul laugh, "Can we play in the snow?"
"Have you wrapped up your presents?", Saul asks softly and I nod. Saul never told me to get presents for anyone but I wanted to give something to Terra, Sam, Sky and him. They all get the same, a self-made snow globe. I nod proudly. "Is your brother ready?" "I think so. He's watching TV."
"Let me get a coffee and get dressed and we'll go, okay?" "No, I'll make you coffee! And you get dressed." "Scar, you don't know how to make coffee", Saul chuckles but I'm stubborn and insist on doing it. Eventually, Saul gives in and stands up.
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