this story will contain mentions of depression, suicidal and intrusive thoughts, and self harm. if any of this is triggering to you, please, please do not read! 

this is centered around a feminine reader who has a past like the one above, and how changbin (our beautiful, wonderful, insanely talented sunshine) helps her through it.

this is not, i repeat, NOT something to read for fluff. if you want fluff, go read my han jisung or kim seungmin ff on my account. this will be very sad and somewhere i will go when i need to get out of my head. 

i don't want yall to feel like i'm pressuring yall at all! this is something that will benefit my mental health, so i'm taking a leap and putting it out here as well. 

now that is all said and done, please enjoy as best you can! <3