Chapter 54 (smut, skip if you're underaged)

The steam from Light's bathroom leaked into the bedroom, catching my attention as he stepped out while drying his hair. He was topless and his broad shoulders had grown extremely attractive from the last time that I had seen it. A faint trace of abs could be seen while he walked into the room, some of the water droplets slipping sexily on his forearms.

He was masculine, completely the definition for handsome and detailed, yet not too buff or muscular. He had lean muscles and was clean shaved even for a Japanese guy. I could feel my face heat up like a microwaved tomato, waiting to splat onto the floor in a gushing mess.

I gulped, tearing my eyes from his body before landing on his pants that were riding dangerously low on his hips. I almost screamed in frustration, sliding my leg over the other one as I felt my body burn wetly.

Fuck, was he doing this on purpose?

I felt my slender legs rub against each other almost instinctively.

"Light, if you keep this up I might think you're seducing me." I flashed him a weak grin and watched the corner of his lips curl up.

"I've been thinking about taking a break from your words," he slowly crept closer, dropping his hands to his sides before stopping in front of me and pushing me onto my back while hovering on top of me. A tingling feeling shot all over my body as I held my breath from his words, avoiding his gaze at all costs.

"Sayu," he called out directly. "Look at me."

My gaze slowly lifted to his face, flickering to the edges of the large queen-sized bed a couple of times before reaching his eyes. I bit my lip to hold in that frustration as the dark lust blazed in his eyes like glimmering need.

Desperation.

"Are..." I gulped down the thick saliva as I felt my body soar in heat. "Are you sure?"

Light leaned down gently, just stopping above my lips before he breathed out, "I've been sure the moment I turned 20."

He licked his lips before diving for mine.

I instinctively let out a moan before slipping my hands around his neck and pulling him closer towards me.

It had been so long.

The taste of him resonated as he tugged at my sweater, pulling it off aggressively as he continued indulging his mouth with mine, breathing hard before taking his fingers to clasp around the chain of the pendant he gave me years ago. I felt his joy as he lifted the accessory off of my neck, biting me on my collarbone while my hands ran down his back and clawed when I felt pain.

"Ah," I gasped before he lifted his mouth off of my neck, tracing the hickey that he created with dark desire. Jolts of electricity shot through my spine as I threw my head back and moaned. Lunging for me again, I felt his tongue roll down my skin erotically, before biting down like a beast on my skin.

"Light-" I closed my eyes and bucked my hips, the heat between me getting hotter enough that it was going to drive me insane.

The moisture on my lips escaped me as I clutched his shoulders, not knowing if I should push him back or lean on him as he trailed towards my breasts, hands flicking behind me as he lifted my build-up. Changing the position so that I was sitting on his lap, my legs hugged around him before he unclasped my bra, throwing it off to the side of the room. My belly was tightening so hard that I squeezed my thighs together, lifting myself as his hands dug eagerly at my skirt, slipping it off along with the white panties that were wet.

I want more.

I want him.

I felt him chuckle before placing me back down as I pressed against him rubbing our desperate spots and exploring his mouth. Nipping his lips desperately to show him my desire, he threw me against the pillows, watching me heavily with his tinted cheeks. I could see his mouth open once as if to say something, then clamping it down with a curved smirk.

"Open your legs."

My insides flared at his command.

Light watched me with amused eyes as I struggled to listen to his command, flinching once before hesitantly forcing them to open as my own juice dripped slowly onto the covers of the bed, tainting them.

I saw Light's bulge tighten even more as he groaned from the sight and kissed me with so much force that it pushed my head deeper into the pillows. I felt him shuffle his pants off, trailing his hands on the side of my hips before pushing in.

"Ah!" I flew against him, hugging him tightly as the stinging pain shot up my hymn, the lily on my wrist burning like fire. It felt so raw as it broke through my folds, as he growled at the sensation, breathing in a few times before pulling my legs and brushing them with his thumb, before wrapping them around his waist as he moved.

"Sayu," he squeezed out before lowering his head to wrap his mouth around my breast. "Sayu, you're mine."

I gasped out airly before calling his name, feeling him tighten even more inside of me, rising from the bed and plummeting down as his cock hissed with agony each time Light had pulled it out of my folds. It was so deep, so deep that it was slowly sinking me into addiction.

"Mine," he wrapped his arm around my back and kissed me hard, murmuring as he breathed in sync, intensifying our senses along with the sweet smell in between us. Inside me, he moved without hesitation, satisfying my current thirst yet somehow still forcing the heat to blaze even further in my body.

My eyes flickered to the lily carved deep onto my wrist as Light threw himself in me again, desperation pouring out every corner before he growled outfrom the back of his throat.

"Swear to me, Sayu," he panted, pulling himself out before watching me with dark possession. "Swear that you'll never leave me."

The void echoed with Light's missing heat as I squirmed, my own juice dripping out of me like an uncontrollable drug. Light was driving me crazy. Utterly crazy-

I bucked my hips downwards as drool escaped my folds, begging for more.

"I'm yours!" I cried out desperately before he slammed himself and moaned again and again.

"I'm yours until death," I pushed my hands over his sweaty hair, lifting his bangs in the midst of chaos before seeing the sheer bliss and delight engraved onto his face. I kissed him gently and he returned my gesture with rough hunger, threading his hand through mine like a vow.

"Give me all of you," I whispered heavily beside his ear after we parted. I saw him nod slightly before going down to kiss me again with his jagged breathing. Drive me crazy, make me yours.

Make me never forget you.

I closed my eyes and let myself seep into the pleasure.

Morning blinded my eyes as I lifted my head from the pillows, plopping back into my sleep as I hugged Light who cracked his eyes from my movements.

"Light," I grumbled into his chest before turning to stare at his perfect face. "Couldn't you have been more gentle with my first time?"

"I'm not a gentleman, Sayu," he smirked before brushing my red locks that gleamed scarlet in the sun. "You should also know that it was my first."

"Yes, but I don't think you want a child, do you?" I raised my eyebrows before grinning at his slipping smile. I gave a half shrug before letting him go, and slipping away from the covers before shivering at the cold that seeped into my body.

"I haven't given much thought," Light answered and sat up from the bed, watching me as I hopped onto a slim desk across from his bed to place some distance between us.

"Yeah, it's not really a smart idea since our blood increases the chances of our child being potentially..." I trailed off before crossing my legs. "Well, what do you plan to do when you're near death? Burn the book?"

Light's eyes flashed at the thought before leaning back onto the board of his bed.

"That's something to ponder after I become the God of the new world," he placed his hands together like a gentleman that he just said he wasn't going to become. I snickered at the fact before tilting my head for a moment.

"Also, don't you dare buy condoms. They feel terrible."

"That was your first time," he cocked his head in my direction with a wrinkle in his brow.

"Yeah, but I've seen and heard things. Imagine having sex, but you can't really feel me." I gestured with my hands and he made a face like he was served potatoes instead of the tomatoes that he ordered.

"I'll take the pill so don't even dream of buying those," dangling my legs, Light smirked and eyed my naked stature.

"It doesn't hurt to try, Sayu."

"Trust me, you won't like it." I shook my head before coyly lowering my head.

"Not to mention," parting my legs shamelessly, the juices from our last session dripped out from my folds. "I like being creampied by you."

With a victorious grin, I watched as his Adam's apple bob in his throat as his gaze instantly darkened with thirst before slipping off the bed to stand in front of me. His eyes were trained hard on my face, not daring to look down but his hands betrayed him and slipped through my folds. I stifled a moan before throwing my head back and leaning onto him as he continued his work, stiffening harder by the passing minute. I heard his breath quicken despite my own muffled pleasures as his scent filled my mind before crying out a sound that was silenced by his lips.

"Light-" I panted before squeezing my thighs from the pleasure. He leaned down and cupped my breast, mouth on one and the other rubbing my hardened nipples. Flicking it with his tongue, I pulled him closer to me, sucking on his neck as I heard a muffled groan and clench of his fingers on my body. This time, my hands fluttered to him, taking it and rubbing the tip before returning his hard work.

"Goddammit, Sayu."

He growled darkly as I pressed my knowledge gained from the mafia's seduction classes. Up and down, up and down, squeezing him like a toy, he threw back his head before panting roughly, thrusting his fingers harder through my slippery folds. I giggled breathlessly and continued my work, pressing against him and holding his body harder so he wasn't able to escape from my techniques.

It was amazing to see the tip drip with his semen and lubricate my movements before I grabbed the bottom half and gave it a tight squeeze. My breath hitched before I felt a wave of pleasure clench inside my belly as I cried out, Light watching me with amusement before I fell limply on his shoulder, still continuing to focus on him with a breathy pant.

I want more...

Beads of sweat rolled from his neck as he came, spurting the white liquid over my chest before he breathed airly. Light pulled his fingers out of me with a sloshy sound, staring at the colour of my juices before parting his fingers to watch the sticky substance unlink like saliva.

"I'll think of the pills later," I shuddered desperately before wrapping my legs around him and yanked him closer to me. I bit my lip to silence myself as Light chuckled with his hands sliding up my skin.

"Fuck me like you're trying to make me pregnant."

It was like we couldn't stop.

"Oh," I threw my head back as Light bit into my neck in the bathtub. I threw my eyes across his sweaty face that still gleamed with vigour. We were supposed to take a shower, but it ended up with me straddling Light and fucking in the bathtub.

It felt like we were trying to make up for the distance that happened after L captured Light. Light grappled my limp arms before thrusting again, carrying me like a ragged doll. Honestly, I had deserved it though. Each time we had finished, my ego just had to add the last word to turn him on harder. It was surprising that his stamina could reach my expectations though.

I somehow knew that our compatibility was near perfect despite me not having any experience in sex before. Was it because I was in the body of his sister? My head drooped as I lifted myself again, positioning above him before slamming back down and earning a jerk of surprise in his expression. His thrusts quickened and signalled that he was reaching his limit.

"Oh, oh!" I mumbled as he pinched the nub above my folds, instantly making me shudder with electricity jolts and cum with him. I felt him shrink inside of me before pulling out, all the juices dripping off of his tip and in between my folds. We both panted heavily before staring at each other in silence.

"We need to stop," I breathed before he yanked me back into his embrace, kissing me slowly on my temples before moving to my mouth.

"Mph!" I squirmed a bit before closing my eyes, giving into his unhealthy obsession with me. I felt his hands travel to my butt before pinching them. I yelped with a glare directed at his smooth face.

"Why is it," a conflicted expression loomed over his face before I felt him stiffen underneath me as he gritted his teeth as if in frustration. "Why is it that you drive me crazy?"

I lifted myself up before forcing him to enter me with another cock of his head in ecstasy. We didn't stop, even when rings came from our phones as we toppled onto the bed and continued our pleasures. We ignored everything as if we were the only ones on earth.

"Why is it that I can't leave you?" he whispered furiously before filling me as I threaded my fingers in his hair. I listened to his aggravating silence and pleasures echo throughout the room as we moved.

"How," he started as I saw his eyes narrow before closing them while sweat dripped from the tips of his hair. "How do you know me so well?"

My back arched at his touch before I blinked rapidly back at him.

"That's what I wanna ask," I said with my trembling eyes as his gaze darkened again with lust. "How is it that you've enslaved me so tightly within your grasp?"

It was so confusing.

Our relationship had no words to name it but needed a word for us to establish our connection.

What were we?

Lovers?

Siblings?

What did we both want?

Each other.

We needed each other desperately.

We both fell down after he released inside of me, panting with our hands grasping each other. I broke our grasp before shifting closer to him and cuddling in the covers that he lifted over us.

"You don't understand," he swallowed darkly before staring intensely into my eyes. "I can't bear to lose you because you're the only one who understands me."

Brushing a lock behind my ear, the sun rays started shining into the bedroom to indicate our fourth day since I came to his apartment. By now, I believed that my mafia members were trying to contact me like crazy. His frown twisted into a look of obsession before leaning closer to my forehead and inhaling my smell as if I was his healing factor.

"It's so dangerous," he murmured before tensing his jaw at some dark thought. "You're the thing that keeps my sanity."

Something in my chest pounded at his words and I stared at him with wide eyes, closing them slowly before accepting his warmth. I smiled sweetly before pecking him on the lips, earning a velvety chuckle from him.

If I lost him...

I'd lose everything.

"Light," I called softly as he squeezed my hands as a reply. "You're the one that keeps my humanity."

His eyes slightly rounded before kissing me deeper, burying both of our hearts as if the world was going to end.

Light's footsteps echoed through his halls before he came back with food hanging in both of his arms. I felt Light's eyes bore fondly into the back of my head as he placed the take-outs on the kitchen table before shuffling towards me. I finished texting Chia before scoffing when I felt his lips on my neck, trailing his tongue before I tossed the phone onto the floor and slid my arms around his neck to kiss him softly.

"Kira's been gone from the world for a week already," he whispered hoarsely before staring back at me with an amused smile. "It's incredible how much you can drive me insane."

I smiled coyly before flickering my gaze to see his swollen mouth that he had covered with a mask before going out. It was so unlike him, a guy who placed his career and dream to become God first before everything.

"Well," I bit his earlobe before his whole body stiffened again. Glazing over his bulge lustfully, I parted my lips invitingly at him. "Gods need vacations too."

Light threw back his head as he groaned quietly, trying to muffle the sounds as I licked his base. Cupping his balls with an amused smile, I pressed my thumb and gave it a little push while the tip of his shaft leaked with white liquid. Swirling my tongue fluidly, I felt Light pant above me, grabbing my red hair before easing my mouth off him.

"How are you so good?" He narrowed his eyes before pushing me back in, grunting in rhythmic beats as he came, splurting the semen into my mouth. The smell was fishy, yet if I ignored it without thinking what it was, it made life much easier.

"Swallow it," he demanded before I made a face and swallowed it obediently. The look on his face was close to delirious when I licked my mouth, knowing that I was slowly changing his whole standards for women in general.

It was interesting how men liked seeing their lover swallow the semen, as if trying it to mould and melt with the girl. Maybe it was a way to mark their territory, knowing that the girl was completely theirs.

In this way...

I smirked dangerously.

No woman can ever please him except me.

"Sayu, I won't sleep with anyone else," Light quirked his mouth before yanking me up onto my feet and towards him. I giggled before leaning our foreheads together and staring into his eyes.

"Oh? Did I say that out loud?"

Light's eyes danced with glee before kissing me slowly. The taste of him mingled with our saliva, twisting and turning as our tongues tried out new techniques to please each other.

"No," he murmured hotly in between our breaths. "I know you better than anyone else."

I smiled without saying anything back, only enjoying the time that we had together.