O L I V I A   V A L E Z

"Ah! Ah! Ah!"

The blonde girl's mouth was forming a big O as she grabbed the brunet girl's hair, who was licking her vagina as if it was an ice fucking cream. She was moaning using this erotic, high-pitched voice as the other girl kept kissing her private part. I don't know what to call what the girl was doing other than kissing her vagina. And I don't know that it was possible! Do people actually kiss other's private part?! Was that even safe? Isn't that dirt or something?

My brows were about to meet as I kept on frowning with my widening eyes. I could feel my neck and cheeks burning. This is the first time I saw a person naked. Well, I know what it looked like. I have anatomy books in my room, but this kind of nakedness? Holy Molly! It shocked the inner soul in me. My eyes kept open-wide with everything they were doing. I cannot fully grasp that I was actually watching porn. 

"Oh!" 

This time, the brunet stopped kissing the blonde girl's sex when the guy behind her spanked her ass hard. The camera closed up to the girl's butt cheek. It bounced sideways, and it was edited in slow motion. It reddens a bit like an apple. I gasped when the man stood proudly with his penis fully erected. It was so long and big. Was that even real? 

I heard Prima laughed beside me. Bumaling ako sa kaniya at nagulat akong may hawak-hawak pa siyang slice ng pizza habang na nonood kami. Ano 'to movie? Kaya niyang kumain habang nanonood ng ganito? Well, watching this isn't my choice. Ini-screen share niya pa sa TV niya rito sa kwarto ang porn video na pinapanood namin. Kaya kahit takpan ko ang mata ko makikita at makikita ko pa rin. Masyadong malaki ang TV niya para maiwasan kong manood. And honestly, I was a bit—just a bit...curious. 

"This is fun." Prima said as she looked at me and took a bite.

I frowned even more. "This is fun?" I repeated what she said with a confused tone. "What is fun? Watching porn with your friend?!" I said, bewildered.

She chuckled again, "Hmm, quite. But what's more, fun was watching you blush like a virgin little girl."

"I am a virgin! And I'm still not at the right age to watch these sinful videos!" 

"O, come on. You're turning seventeen, and for your information, I started watching porn at fourteen." 

Prima had this big grin on her face like she was so proud about the information she had said. This girl! Why is she watching these censored videos at a much younger age? Hindi ba siya pinapagalitan? Siguro ay tinatago niya. Stupid, Olivia! Of course, she would keep it a secret. 

I groaned and covered my ears, "Too much information, Prim."

She rolled her eyes, and then her eyes went to the screen. She acted shocked and pointed at the TV like there was something about it that was surprising. 

 "Look!"

And me being uto-uto kay Prima, lumingon naman ako sa tinuro niya. Once again, I gasped as I saw what the screen was flashing. It was the guy's big fat penis that was saluting proudly like a soldier ready to fight with pride and dignity. It was even in close-up mode! The guy was rubbing it using his hands, and the veins on his hands were visibly showing. The head of the penis was moist, and a pre-cum was showing. The body of the penis was veiny too, like his hands.  It was giving me a feeling I cannot name. I quite feel uneasy and embarrass. 

The guy smirked at the girl, who turned her head and watched him jerk off. His eyes were blue, and that certainly made my thought went to the one man with heavenly blue eyes I know. Would he also look like that when he was doing such a thing? Was his p... O, no! Olivia, stop thinking about him! What a dirty thought you have there. When I saw the blonde girl was also watching him, my thoughts were cut off, her long slim fingers went down to her sex, and she started rubbing it. Her hips were moving slightly as she played her vagina. 

"Ugh!" 

The guy groaned as she teased the girl who's behind was bent out for him. First, he licked his palm, and then he rubbed it to her private part. 

"What?!" 

Prima turned her head towards my direction with confusion in her eyes. "What do you mean by what?"

"Did he put his saliva on her vagina?! Isn't that dirty?"

Prima smirked at me, "Everything about sex is dirty, Oly."

"If it is dirty, then why are people doing it? And they are even filming it!"

"You'll know in time, Oly."

"What does that mean?"

Prima didn't answer me. She just smirked and drank some soda and continued watching. She pointed to the screen again. Ane me being me, na never nadala sa mga pang-uuto ni Prima, ay lumingon agad sa TV. 

Exactly as my eyes focused on the screen, the guy was entering the brunet girl. I can clearly saw how his penis entered slowly and how her vagina swallowed up his fullness. Her vagina looked so stretched out. Isn't that painful? My question was instantly answered when the girl moaned loudly.

"O, my god! Oh!"

I gasped as the guy pump harder and harder. Their sex's meeting was creating a lewd sound. I didn't know when the skin was slapping to another skin would make such a sound. The guy grabbed her hair and pulled it as he moved faster.

"Fuck me harder! Ah! Ah!"

The blonde girl who was laying beneath the girl who was being fucked started sucking her boobs, while looking at her erotically. The brunet girl was having a hard time keeping her eyes open as the guy fuck her hard and fast. 

"Hmm, yeah! Fuck!"

I don't know how I should react. I was just sitting on the bed beside Prim like a statue. My eyes won't leave the screen, and I hardly blink. I was that shocked. I didn't even know I was holding my breath as I watched them fuck. Surprisingly, my body was starting to feel hotter. I could feel my nape up to my head heating up like I caught a fever. I slowly exhale a shaky breath from my mouth. I closed my tight tightly as I feel a weird sensation on my private part. 

"I'll fuck you like a slut."

The guy growled that to the girl's ear, and then he bent down—hugging her neck as he pumped harder. The blondie laughed erotically then her lips moved from the other girl's boob to her lips. So now they are kissing tongue to tongue. 

Napatili ako nang may biglang kumatok sa pintuan ng kwarto ni Prima. Nanlalaki ang mata kong nilingon siya. O, my god! Mahuhuli kaming nanonood ng pron. O, my god! O, my god! I was panicking while Prim was so chill. Finally, she stood up, but before she walks towards the door, kinuha niya muna ang remote control ng TV, at pinatay ang aming pinapanood. Kumuha siya ng unan at mahinang hinampas ito sa akin.

"Don't worry, and my walls are thick. So they won't hear a thing, and I locked the door."

Para naman akong nakahinga nang maluwag dahil sa sinabi niya. Kinuha ko ang unang hinampas niya sa akin kanina, at niyakap iyon. I buried my burning face in the pillow, trying to cover the embarrassment and overwhelming feeling I got from watching porn. Bumungad ang nakangiting mukha ni Manang Leslie sa aming pahkabukas ni Prim ng pintuan. Halos hindi ako makatingin nang diretsyo kay Manang. I was so guilty, and I don't know why! Maybe, for the reason that we were watching something scandalous, and I know it isn't good, but I still watched it.

Hindi ko rin masuklian ang ngiting iginawad sa akin ni Manang, habang parang wala lang ito kay Prima. Akala mo ay cartoons lamang ang pinanood namin at chill na chill lang siya. Nakuha pa nga nitong bumati kay Manang. Hustler. 

Matanda lang si Prima sa akin ng ilang months kaya siya ay seventeen na, habang ako ay mag-bi-birthday pa lamang. Akala mo ay matanda ma ito kung makaasta sa ganitong bagay. I know she's liberated, but I didn't know she was liberated at the age of fourteen! They said watching porn is the norm for adults, kaya nga nakalagay na eighteen above. At aware rin akong maraming teenager ang pasaway na nanonood, kahit hindi pa appropriate ang edad. Hindi ga lang ako kabilang sa mga 'yon. I was never curious...bukod kanina. 

"Tumawag ang Mommy mo Hija, at sinabing paghandaan si Olivia. Kaya bumaba na kayo para kumain ng lunch."

"Sige po, Manang. Bababa na rin po kami, mauna na po kayo." magalang na sabi ni Prim.

Pagkasarado niya ng pintuan ay humawak siya sa kaniyang tiyan. "Kakain ko lang ng apat na slice ng pizza, e."

"Sino ba kasing nagsabing kumain ka nang marami?"

Umirap lang siya, "Pero at least may pagkain! Mabuti na lang talaga at pinapunta kita." 

Tumawa siya ta naglakad  papunta sa box ng pizza na may apat pang slice. Itinabi niya iyon sa table at bumaling sa akin.

"Tara na?" tanong ko.

She smirked at me, "Hindi ka ba muna mag-re-rest room?"

Kumunot ang noo ko at pinakiramdaman ang sarili. Oo nga at medyo nabasa ang panty ko. Siguro ay dahil sa pagpipigil ng ihi kanina, dahil sa mga napanood ko. Bakit naman kaya alam ni Prim na naiihi ako?

"Yes, I will." I said as I looked at her doubtfully.

 When I reached the restroom's door, I heard her whispered. "She got wet."

Gusto ko sanang tanungin siya sa ibig niyang sabihin, but I was too uncomfortable with my wet undergarment. Anong ibig sabihin niyang wet? Hindi naman ako nabasa, a? Or baka ang itunukoy niya ay ang panty kong basa dahil sa pagpipigil? How did she know that anyway? Prima was acting weird.

I got myself thinking as I sit on the toilet, and saw my panty has a big wet circle. Kahit naman nagpipigil ako ng ihi rati, ay never pangnabasa nang ganito ang panty ko. Ihing-ihi ba talaga ako kaya ganito kabasa ito? But it was a little bit sticky. Ugh, I would never restain my urine ever again! 

Nang lumabas ako sa CR ay nakapagpalit na ng casual clothes si Prima. She was leaning on the wall, and her hands were crossed on her chest. Her lips have this knowing smirk, and her eyes were teasing. I frown at her, and she just shrugged her shoulders. But her grin never went off. 

Hapon na ako nang makauwi sa bahay. Almost maggagabi na, actually. Pagkatapos namin kumain ay hindi na ako pumayag na umakyat muli sa kwarto niya. Mamaya ay ano na naman ang maisipan niya, at baka may part two pa pornography na aming pinanood! Hindi ko na yata kakayaning manood pa ulit no'n. I meant two consecutive videos in raw? And take note, it's my first time watching. I'm going to lose my sanity. 

When I reached our house, I instantly went out of the car and looked at the thing Prima gave me. It was inside a paper bag. Nakalimutan kong tignan kanina sa sasakyan dahil busy akong isipin ang mga pinaggagawa namin ni Prima. As I've walked into the entrance, I fished out the object inside. And to my surprised, it was a book! Prima told me with a devilish grin on her lips to enjoy this. I never thought she would give me a book.

The book cover was in color dark blue—almost black, and then it has a silver blueish necktie. I read the title, and it says Fifty Shades of Gray. Maganda kaya 'to? Well, Prima said I would enjoy this, so I'm going to trust her. Nabitawan ko ang librong hawak nang biglang may nagsalita sa aking harapan. Rinig sa buong sala ang pagbagsak ng libro sa tiled floor namin.

"You're into reading?"

With my surprised face, I looked at Atlas, who was holding an unlit stick of cigarette. He frowned and looked at the book that was laying on the floor. Then, he tilted his head and read the title of the book. I bent down to pick up the book. I was about to stand up as I held the book in my hand when he said something that shocked me.

"Fifty fucking shades of Gray?! You read erotic books?!"

Nabitawan ko ang libro habang bahagyabng nakayuko pa rin. But my head was up, and I was looking at his annoyed eyes with my widening eyes. 

"What?!" I said instantly.

"You're reading such books?!" he said, pissed.

Then I heard a footstep coming behind me. I turned my head and saw my dad walking towards me. I instinctively grabbed the book and hid it behind me. I gave my Dad an awkward smile, and then I greeted him.

"Welcome home, Dad! You seem early today?"

"Yes, I finished my work today faster than I have expected. Anyway, what was Atlas saying? You read what kind of books?"

I could feel my stomach getting colder like someone punched me using a block of ice from Alaska.  Prima Donovan! I swear, I'm going to strangle you!

~TBC~

As promised, double update for the week! Hindi nga lang umabot sa Saturday. Happy father's day to all the fathers out there, and all the single mothers who took up the responsibilities a father should do. And to those who stood as a father figure to us. This day allowed us to express our love and gratitude to our fathers, so take this chance to say I love you and thank you to them. Let's all acknowledge the sacrifices they made for us. 

This is a rough draft, so please bear with me.

Feel free to share your thoughts, and keep safe, everyone! 

Love lots. :>>