Niall POV

I took a cab back to my house to calm down. I wasn't expecting Zayn calling me slut just because I was with Josh in Hawaii. We aren't even together and he wants to act like a prick towards me.

I understand that he lost his unborn child and he's been missing me, but that's really hurt. Josh is a really nice guy and I kinda like him. I'm not going to lying that seeing Zayn did bring butterfly to my stomach. I'm sweating just thinking about Zayn, I need to calm down.

My phone rang make me jump from my jumbled thoughts that are running threw my head.

"Hey Josh, What's up?"

"Why were you at the White House?"

"Perrie summoned me their to make Zayn less erratic."

"So did you sleep with him?"

"What? No, I'm starting to think people like to assume I sleep with everyone." I huff.

"I'm sorry, it's just you two have history."

"But that's mean every-time I see Zayn, I sleep with him."

"Good, cause your mine."

"I'm not yours Josh." I roll my eyes.

"You wasn't saying that when I was in-between your legs in Hawaii, you were a moaning mess."

"Goodbye Josh!" I snap and hanged up. I dive into bed and hear my phone ringing again, I groan and didn't feel like answering, but it just kept ringing, so I eventually picked it up.

"Hello." I mumbled tired.

"I apologize for calling you a whore or slut. I don't even remember what I said since I was drunk out my head and my head hurts. Just know this Niall, I love you and I'm sorry for anything I said. I was emotional wrecked and broken, you don't ever wanna go threw losing a child, it's awful and it takes you to dark place." Zayn mumbled sadly,

"Ok, I'm just tired of the fighting, then we 'make up' then we go back to fighting again. It's not healthy for any of us." I sigh.

"I know, but we will manage threw this, we come this far and I'm not giving up on hope for us. I never fought someone that I love and that will forever be you Niall, never forget that."

"Zayn, you have to stop this. I don't want to believe you then we are bound to get into a fight again. It's cause me to go to Hawaii for a whole two months. I don't wanna keep running away from our problem, it's effecting out personal life's as well. I broke my promise to Aiden and you losing your shit, you need to stop drinking. You need to get back in control in being the Presidents."

"This is want I wanted for you Niall. To keep me grounded and in control. I called you so many times when you were away and I kept getting your answering machine. You don't know many times I've call to hear your voice. It helps with the pain of losing my child, you help make me be better Niall. Not Perrie or Liam, just you."

"That means a lot to me Zayn, but back in my mind. I'm scared as hell that eventually you will leave me and look for someone else. I don't know what you seen in me, that you couldn't in Perrie." I say truthfully.

"Stop doubting yourself Niall. The heart wants what it wants. My heart only wants you only and nobody else. I'm never going to let you go Niall, I will always love you." Zayn admitted.

"I will always alive you too Zayn." I say holding back the tears.

"How about we go on a second date? I promise you, I won't trick or lie to you ever again. I should've told you about the house and I regret trying to break us off, you know I only did that for your happiness. Being mixed up in me can bring out lots of media attention towards you and I don't want you overwhelmed and being calling you a bad person for making me the most happiest man on earth."

I nodded and smile. "Ok Zayn. I'm the luckiest guy to be with you, it always seems like a dream come true. I'm going to ready for our date."

"Ok, see you in a few hours?" He says hopefully.

"Yeah, see you soon." I grin and hanged up the phone. Their was a knock on the doctor and I couldn't stop smiling like a idiot. I open the door to see man with familiar blue eyes and the same facial feature as me.

"Hello son." The man said.

"Dad!?"

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