Perrie POV

"Thank you for sitting down with me Ms. Mailk, this was not a interview I was expecting to do, I understand it was you're idea?" James questioned, kindly.

"It was James, the things I'm going to share is something that's really hurt me, you see James my husband and I...." I paused and took a shaky breath, I stare at the camera nervously that millions of people are watching me right now spilling the truth about Zayn.

"It you're time First Lady."

"Thank you, it just my husband and I are having difficultly in our marriage."

"What do you mean by that? Ms. Malik?" James questioned concerned.

"We're having a baby and the whole tragic shooting ordeal, I stood by Zayn thru everything. I found out that my husband was unfaithful to me." I breath out. I watch James look at the camera man with a shocking look.

"You're saying he...." James mutters in disbelief.

"I'm saying Zayn had an affair, we took some time apart." I stated.

"Are you aledging..." James started, but I cut him off.

"No, I wish was aledging James."

"So you're confirming that the President Of The United States is cheating on you?" James questioned carefully.

I have a hesitant look. "Yes and I just wanted to let the American people know that for their understanding and their forgiveness. No marriage is perfect and I truly hope that in time and space, Zayn and I will have time to repair what is broken here, to become better."

"Do you know who's the name of this person?"

I coughed a little. "Who?"

"Yes, who did the president drop his pants for other than you?" James sassed a little.

"I... I don't who it was, I just know."

"Or you do know, but you're not revealing their name, why is that First Lady."

"I wanted this..." I started, but was cut off by James.

"You wanted what? Just exposed the whore that ruin you're marriage on national television it's that easy." James taunted. I felt so overwhelmed that I started to cry.

"I'm sorry First Lady, I should've have pushed you, it was very unprofessional, maybe a ten minute break?" James asked, handing me a tissue.

I snatch the tissue. "No, I'm done what I had to say. The interview is over." I cried and left to my room, I was so stupid of doing this.

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Niall POV

There was silents in the air after Perrie interview, I didn't know what to think. Being vulnerable at that state must be hard for anyone to go thru, I honestly felt bad for her, being cheated on takes a total on person heart and self esteem, especially when you know you are being cheated. Guilt has been injected to my heart after watching perrie interview.

"I have to go." Zayn says nervously, getting up from the sofa.

"Alright, when will you come back?"

"I'm not sure, I gotta make sure Perrie is ok and now paparazzi are going to watching my every move to find out who I had an affair with."

"Calm down Zayn, everything is going to be alright." I lied, I don't wanna add my nervous feeling on Zayn's conscious. I just wanna sound positive for him.

"How can you say, it's going to be alright!? It's not, I feel like an idiot for being unfaithful to my own wife."

"Do you still love me?"

"Yes, I still love her."

"What!?" I shouted.

"I meant to say you, I'm sorry." Zayn says quickly.

"If you meant it, than you would've said you, instead of her."

"It was an honest mistake Niall. I don't love Perrie anymore, you know that I love you."

"I don't think, I can believe you. You said I love her with such calmness and didn't even correct yourself until my reaction."

"Let's not fight, we can discuss this later." Zayn sighs, walking towards the door.

"It's not about fighting, it's about wether you love me or Perrie. This is not a game Zayn. You have a baby on way. If you still wanna repair your marriage, then go to her and be the man that will help you're married which is counseling. It's what's has to happen."

"You have my heart Niall, Perrie doesn't have anything I desire."

"Shes having your baby. You were right about having some time apart. You need to figure out what you want."

"I only want you Niall."

"Just leave! I'm just tired of this, I should've end this long time ago. I want you to beg for Perrie forgiveness and be a wonderful father for your son or daughter. They don't need to suffer losing a father over this affair."

"I'm going to make sure Perrie is ok and I'm coming back here."

"No, just stay away from me." I spoke harshly, Zayn had a painful expression on his face and walked out the door, slamming the door behind him.

"You sad?" Aiden questioned.

"No I'm fine Aiden." I fake smile, trying not to cry in front of him.

"You are sad."

"I'm happy, Aiden."

"No you not."

"I said I'm fine!" I snap.

Aiden frowns. "I'm sorry."

I feel extremely heartbroken that I yelled Aiden. I put Aiden face on the crook of my neck.

"I'm sorry Aiden, I didn't mean to yell at you. It's my fault." I whisper in his ear, rubbing his back.

"It's ok, wanna nap with me?" Aiden questioned smiling.

I chuckle. "That's a great idea."

I walk upstairs into the guest room and put Aiden on the bed. I laid flat on the bed, looking at the ceiling. I felt Aiden climb onto my chest and laid down.

"Play with hair, till I sleep?"

"Of course." I smile, putting my hand thru his hair. Aiden closed his eyes, as I continue to gently play with his hair until he went to sleep.

My thoughts consumed me with so questions. Does Zayn have feeling for Perrie? Does he love me? Do I just forget about Zayn, to make other people happy?.... I choke out a small sob, the feeling of being conflicted and ending things with Zayn, who I love, because he had to make sure his wife and unborn child aren't hurts. I can't blame Zayn. I guess, I never meant to be happy.

Aiden stirs and puts his face on my neck, lightly snoring. I smile at Aiden sleeping and gently put my arms him. At least I have someone that I can care for and make happy. I will make Aiden the happiest child that I can do. Ignoring my unhappiness to care for this small child in front of me like a brother.

***
I slowly open my eyes to see Aiden's small arm on my face. I chuckle.

"No laughing." Aiden says pouting seriously, wiggly his finger sideways, which made me laugh harder. I carry Aiden and walk downstairs, then I hear a knock on the door. I walk over to the door and open it.

"Hey Louis." I mumbled, holding Aiden tightly.

"Hey Niall, I wanna stay I'm sorry for the awful things I've said to you and Aiden. I was just concerned about my best friend getting hurt again, do you both give me?"

"Yes I do. I'm sorry as well, I didn't mean to yell back at you." I smile, hugging Louis.

"No it's fine, I needed a good yelling at."

I chuckle and let Louis inside.

"Wow, Jody has a place here."

"Yeah, I love it here. Jody home is bigger than mine and she has the best son in the world."

"Who?" Aiden questioned.

"You silly." I laugh, tickling Aiden.

"I saw the interview with Perrie, it was on every single channel. How did you and Zayn take it?" Louis says plopping himself onto the couch.

I sat next to Louis, still clutching Aiden as my support system to keep me calm.

"I took as more of a shocker to see Perrie being ballsy enough to talk about the President being unfaithful to her on national television. I felt terrible for her. I can tell she really loves Zayn."

"And how does feel Zayn?"

"He was more concern on her breakdown and left to go to see if she was fine. I asked Zayn, if he still loves me, but he said, he still loves her. I waited a few seconds to see it was a honesty mistake, but I'm not sure if he loves me or still loves Perrie."

"So are you guys still together?"

"He wanted to come back after he visited Perrie, but I told him to stay away from me. Things are getting more hectic and I just can't take the stress anymore. I would be more happy, if Zayn and Perrie were together."

"What about you? I don't want you to be feeling sad and stay in bed all day thinking about Zayn. I don't wanna worry what about not eating." Louis says concerned.

"I will be fine, I have Aiden to keep me happy."

"You always have me to keep you on your feet."

"I'm glad, I have you as a best friend, Lou."

"Me too, Niall. I'm going to help you thru this."

"I just hope, I can forget Zayn who has my heart. Im officially done with being the President little secret."

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Sorry for the short chapter. Things are heating up!

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