(AN: There is smut in this chapter. Take this as your warning.)

Chapter 8:

Gavin's idea actually worked. We found a frozen ham in the freezer and we threw it out to the walkers. Instead of using our guns, we used knives to pick them off. It was risky, yeah, but it got the job done and it wasn't as costly.
Gavin stood, propped up by Meg and Barbara while I and the AH guys killed the walkers. He shouted out things to us, which we took as advice. He watched us anxiously, smiling when we had killed off all the walkers.
I walked back over to Gavin. I felt the blood of the walkers and sweat that dripped from me on my clothes. I really needed to wash up. The AH guys walked behind me proudly and they started asking Gavin how he came up with that plan.
"I'm not much of a gun person. More of a knife person. I figured out some pretty neat battle techniques you could perform with a knife," He told us. Gavin had promised me he'd teach some of them to me later.
It was going on nightfall and I laid in the barn next to Ray. He was fast asleep, along with most of the group. We'd be leaving tomorrow. I wasn't looking forward to it. I kinda liked this farm. But it wasn't safe. And I think the walker assault proved that.
I wasn't able to fall asleep. My mind kept drifting to the British man that was laying not twenty feet from me. He was quite skilled with battle strategies. He also seemed fit to be a good role model. I knew quite a few people already looked up to him, and after today's events they may see him as a hero.
Like they see me.
And I'm there leader. I was already struggling and Gavin had saved me from a major breakdown today. Perhaps, I could use the extra help Gavin could provide.
I began to get restless. I sat up from my sleeping position and looked around the dark barn. I noticed a pair of eyes open, staring back at me. I recognized them as the sparkling blue-green eyes of Gavin.
I got up and approached him carefully. He sat up a bit and rubbed his eyes when he saw me coming closer. I offered him my hand, which he took a little hesitantly. I wrapped his hand over my shoulder and dragged him to his feet.
He hopped out of the barn with me supporting him. I led him over to the field, so we had a perfect view of the forest and the moon.
I set Gavin down and I sat down next to him. Even though it was dark, I could see the smile on his lips and I smiled back at him. I wrapped an arm around him and pulled him closer to me.
The first thing I noticed was how warm he was. The second thing I noticed was how well he fit next to me, curled up in the crook of my arm. I rested my head on top of his, enjoying the feeling of him in my arms. It was quite pleasurable.
We sat there for a good five minutes, watching the moon rise into the sky. I felt Gavin grip my other hand in his and I gripped back just as tightly. I smiled down at him and kissed his head gently.
This was nice. No walkers, no people, no sorrow. Just us. I realized in this moment that these confusing feelings I was having with myself weren't going away. I like Gavin. And the sooner I come to terms with these feelings, the sooner I can embrace them.
"Gav, can I tell you something?" I asked him slowly. Gavin pulled away slightly and looked me in the eyes.
That was when I felt the cool I was keeping shatter. I grabbed his face and pulled it closer to me, smashing our lips together. He kissed back, just as roughly. He started leaning back and I found myself propping myself up over him as we made out.
I pulled away for air and looked into his eyes. He did the same and I saw three emotions swimming in the crystal depths.
Fear.
Confusion.
And love.
"Gav, I think I like you," I told him. Gavin smirked and smashed our lips back together.
"I like you too, Mi-cool," He got out in between kisses. I smirked against his lips and felt myself becoming aroused at the intimate moment we were sharing.
I pulled away and caught my breath. I looked down at Gavin to see him eyeballing me. He noticed what was going on with me and he smirked. I felt myself blush and I suddenly felt Gavin's soft fingertips brush underneath my shirt. I felt it begin to come up, exposing my stomach. I smirked and helped him get my shirt off quicker.
I threw it off to the ground. Gavin smiled and sat up, pulling his shirt off. He leaned back down and I crawled back on top of him. I grazed our lips together, but not kissing.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" I asked him. Gavin grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled on it.
"Yes," He hissed in my ear. I smiled and started fumbling with his pants while he did the same.
We eventually pulled them off and I kissed him gently before pulling off his boxers, along with mine. We gazed at each other for a few seconds before looking back up and resuming our making out.
When we pulled away, I spit on my fingers and rubbed the spit around. I looked back at Gavin, waiting for him to tell me to go. He gave me a slight nod but I caught the hint of fear in his gaze. I kissed him gently again.
"You tell me if it hurts okay," I told him. He nodded and I pushed my first finger into his entrance.
He winced a little and I made sure to slow down. He let out a slight moan and I smiled at that. I pushed my second finger in, followed by my third. He moaned out and I smiled, knowing he was enjoying this.
I pulled my fingers out. Gavin moaned in protest but I quickly spit on my fingers again and rubbed the spit off on my erection.
I smirked down at Gavin and I saw the look of needing in his eyes. I gave him another kiss before pushing myself in.
Gavin's reaction was immediate. He winced and cried out a little. Spit would never work as well as lube. Wasn't slippery enough. But he slowly got adjusted to the pain and I pushed a little farther in. He again, cried and I stopped.
"Do you want me to stop?" I asked him. He blinked open his eyes and shook his head.
"Keep going," He pleaded me.
I slowly continued, feeling how tight he was. It felt amazing. I sped myself up a little, hearing Gavin's hisses of pain turn to moans of pleasure.
I felt myself getting close. Gavin grabbed a handful of my hair again and tugged at it. He gave one good tug on it and he came on me.
I followed a few seconds after him. I watched his eyes widen at the sensation of my cum inside him. I smirked and collapsed next to him.
I wrapped my arms around him and held him closely. Gavin brushed back my hair and kissed the tip of my nose. I smiled and hummed a little at the adorableness he was expressing.
"Michael, I don't think I like you," Gavin muttered. I pulled back a little.
"What?" I asked him, confused. I felt my heart shatter.
"I think I love you," Gavin muttered. He blushed a crimson red and I smiled, feeling reassured.
"I think I love you too, Gav."
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Hehe... Okay! So first sex scene. Yeah, first, there's probably gonna be more. Anyway, thanks for reading. I really hope you guys enjoyed this. I'm really liking how this story is coming together. The chapters after this are gonna be like adorable fluff and then serious shit goes down so heads up for that. So thanks for reading and please tell me how I'm doing! It means a lot!