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we stood there silently, not speaking a word. it wasn't awkward, it was actually comfortable. not fighting over a small thing, just staring at the horizon. our hands touching but i didn't mind, jisung seemed to be comfortable with it too.

"let's go back." i blurted out, blinking my eyes.

"okay." jisung hummed. i glance at him and saw him staring, he looked away quickly when he realized i caught him.

"i mean, yeah. we really should. i heard that the teachers are planning a party for all of us." jisung coughed and turn around, glancing back at me when i didn't move.

"aren't you going back?" he raised a brow, waiting for me to walk.

"yeah." i nodded, walking beside him. the walk was quiet but comfortable, peaceful. when we reached the building, the teachers were announcing something.

just like jisung have said, we are having a party for valentine's. i didn't bother to listen further when i saw riri zoning out. i walked up to her and called her, took me a while until she realized that i was calling her out.

she looked so lost, so i explained what the teacher have said about the party or more like, what i've listened to. we entered our room and changed our clothes.

hyunjin's voice was heard that made riri jumped slightly, turning to me.

"hyunjin is the mc?!"

"oh, yeah. i forgot to tell you." i blinked. but in reality, i didn't know that hyunjin was the mc.

someone knocked on our door that made the both of us turn our heads to it.

"ready?" jisung.

"yeah." i absentmindedly nodded even though he can't see me. riri looked at me for a brief second before following me outside the room.

"let's go." jisung opened his eyes and stood straight, previously leaning his back on the wall. he eyed me up and down, shaking his head with a smile.

"what?" i asked him, whispering. riri was walking slightly ahead of us, jisung and i was slowly trailing behind.

"nothing. i kinda figured out that you won't wear a dress." jisung chuckled, i shrugged.

"well, what can i say? dresses suck." my face scrunched up to which he just laughed at.

we reached our destination and sat on the vacant table, students were wearing formal dresses and tuxes. but who cares, i wanted my favorite black t-shirt and pants.

hyunjin was saying something on the stage which i didn't paid any attention to, i was looking for jisung who was just beside me a minute ago.

"have you seen jisung?" i asked riri, she shook her head and said no.

"that boy, he was just beside me and now gone." i rolled my eyes and riri looked like she was also looking for someone, chan i guess. i asked her if she was looking for chan but she lied so i gave her the 'bitch i know you're lying' look to which she only smiled.

i tried to focus on the stage but my mind was involuntarily zoning out to where jisung is possibly at. hyunjin said something that caught my attention, he said something along with the lines of '3racha' that's why i tried to pay attention.

jisung is part of 3racha. it's an amazing group consisting of chan, changbin and jisung. they produce and sing their original songs. masterpieces.

riri turned to me and asked what was 3racha, i explained it to her and she nodded in understanding. the crowd roared when the three came up to stage, some shouted their names and cheered for them. they haven't even started yet.

the beat started and chan sang firstly, staring at riri. they look so in love at each other, but i'm sure that one of them is confused. not because of their feelings for each other, but something else.

"look at the stars,
look how they shine for you.
and everything you do.
yeah, they were all yellow."

i noticed that riri turned around, seeing chan's ex. i don't know her name and i don't wanna know so i'll just call her as 'the bitch that wants chan's attention 24/7 '.

riri frowned and she probably thinks that chan's line is for the bitch behind her but i know better, i know that it was for her.

my breathing hitched when i heard a familiar voice singing, nostalgia rushing all over me as i remembered how i fell over him on our first year.

"i came along,
i wrote a song for you."

jisung's eyes wandered throughout the crowd, they stopped when they met mine. we stared, losing ourselves into each other's gaze.

"and everything you do."

he smiled and i can't help but to only stare at him, feeling my heartbeat quickening. i didn't look away, he also didn't. i guess, we don't plan to look away.

"and it was called yellow."

i can remember it. my feelings for him that was burried long time ago.

it's coming back.

and i hate it. i don't like it. i don't want to be hurt.

i snapped back to reality when riri teased me, saying that my cheeks look like a tomato since it was 'red'.

i rolled my eyes and broke the eye contact with jisung, looking away.

but i know that there's two things i cannot hide at that moment.

my blush.

and my feelings for jisung that is surely coming back.