Christine woke up with love and excitement as she looked over at her husband as she started kissing his neck, feeling her hand trail a path into his briefs, John woke up to see a smile on her face.

"What a surprise." John said as Christine smiled.

"I want you so bad right now." Christine said in her husky tone only meant for him as she wrapped her hand firmly around his member.

"I want you too darling." John said, gently easing Christine onto her back, slipping his hand into her knickers, earning a soft moan from her.

"Mhmm... Keep going." Christine said.

"We have to be quiet, the kids are home." John said.

"It's not my fault that the monster in your pants was growing against my back side." Christine said as John couldn't help but chuckle at her.

"I can't help it that a beautiful woman was the reason why I have such a painful erection." John said.

"Well, I guess we'll have to do something about that, won't we?" Christine asked as she got up and slipped off her pajamas pants and knickers, slowly easing herself on top of his member.

"You make it hard for me to say no." John said.

"You can't say no to me." Christine said.

"Sometimes I can." John said.

"Not right now because I want to make this day better." Christine said as John knew what she was planning on doing.

"Let me guess, you're going to take me candle shopping with you?" John asked.

"Yes and we're shopping for all my Fall essentials because I want us to have a cozy house that looks like pretty while burning my favorite candles and eat as much candy as we could possibly eat." Christine said.

"I know what I could eat right now that made both us feel better?" John questioned as Christine felt him pull her towards his face.

"You handsome devil." Christine said as she felt his lips kiss her sensitive opening and arched her body as he tasted her primal scent that tasted almost like honey.

"Yes baby, that's it. Keep going, ahh." She moaned while John slid his hands up to her breasts, feeling her erect nipples against his calloused hands while Christine gyrated her hips in rhythm of his tongue.

"Oh God baby, just like that yes. Keep going." Christine said as John smiled up at his wife, knowing what she loved and how to make her feel good.

After she felt herself feeling satisfied, she wanted to make him feel better too, so she could give him the same treatment.

"Now, I'm going to make you feel better darling." Christine said as she eased her way down to his erection and kissed the head of it, softly massaging the spongy tip with her her lips and tongue, taking him all the way in her mouth.

His mind went fuzzy, feeling him hit the back of her throat. He enjoyed days like these where she needed him and he'd give her anything she wanted.

"Oh darling." John moaned at the sensation of her velvety mouth giving him the pleasure he had been accustomed to since they got married.

She came up for air as she kissed him, feeling in that moment what they were happy to be enjoying this moment of no interruptions of work or their kids barging in.

"I need you." Christine sweetly whispered in his ear as John wrapped her legs around him, slowly entering her as Christine tilted her head back.

"You're my dream come true." John said as Christine smiled.

"When the kids are gone this weekend, I want you to put this big bed to use like we used to before we had three kids." Christine said.

"I don't want to break our bed or the headboard again." John said.

"That's why I bought it, for you to ravish me in. I love you and I want you to raw me in every way like you used to." Christine said.

"Well, I can do that. You're sexy little body is all mine this weekend and I can't wait to have you all to myself." John said as he kissed her neck, Christine felt her orgasm roll in as John's hand made contact with her clit, rubbing it in circular motion while his member grew inside her, hearing her moan.

"Fuck baby, you just made me come all over you." Christine said.

"I'll clean you up." John said as Christine wanted to stay like this.

"No, I want you to fill me up. We don't have to use the pull out method anymore." Christine said.

"What if I get you pregnant again, you'll kill me." John said.

"I can't get pregnant anymore darling. Now, ease your mind and release yourself inside of me. Let go baby, it'll make you feel better." Christine whispered in his ear, kissing his neck as John held her, putting their foreheads together as Christine rode him while rolling her hips to ease him of his frustration of worrying if he got her pregnant.

"Oh baby, you're heaven on Earth." John said as Christine felt his member releasing himself inside of her.

"Take your time darling and don't rush." Christine said as John felt himself needing to be eased.

"Darling, you get better everytime were together." John said as Christine smiled.

"You do too sweetheart, maybe we can have the same kind of fun while we're decorating and making all of favorite favorite Fall tradition treats like we make every year." Christine said as she eased herself off his member, laying beside him.

"Need a smoke?" John asked as he lit one.

"It's been a long time since I smoked a cigarette, I quit after I found out I was pregnant with Henry." Christine said John looked at her.

"You haven't had a cigarette since 1995?" John asked.

"I didn't want to get the kids sick and I had one the day I got divorced from Eddie." Christine said, John hated that man.

"Fucking prick." John said.

"It's okay darling, honestly I was better after he left." Christine said as she flicked an ash in the tray.

"I still blame myself because we both got married to two nuances." John said.

"But, we're here now and happier than ever. Now, let's go downstairs and make breakfast for us, the kids are probably up, so I'll go make Molly a bottle." Christine said.

"I'd like that." John said as Christine looked at him.

"Okay, let's go shower." Christine said.

...

John and Christine made breakfast as they sat down with their children.

"Mum, is everything okay?" Henry asked her.

"Yes sweetheart. Why do you ask?" Christine questioned.

"Well, I woke up to you and dad... You know?" Henry questioned as he waited for his mother to respond.

"Sorry about that." Christine said as John looked at her.

"It's okay, but at the same time, it's very disturbing." Henry said.

"Sorry that you all heard us but I can't help it that I wanted to make love to my wife." John said.

"Dad, you didn't have to say that. I love that you and mum have a healthy sex life but it doesn't mean everyone wants to hear it." Henry said.

"I couldn't help myself and your dad and I love you, but when it comes to this topic, I can't help it when the urge is too strong to stop." Christine said as their kids held their hands over their ears.

"You know there's children present." Olivia said, looking over at Emily and Molly.

"Alright, now me and your mum are leaving." John said as he held Christine's hand and they walked to his car, driving to wherever Christine wanted to go.

...

Christine picked out assortments of different candles, wreaths and signs, each one would hold a special place in their home as she was giddy about shopping with John.

"Hey Chrissy, look at what I found." John said as he held up a bag of her favorite popcorn.

"Aww sweetheart, you remember one of my favorite snacks." Christine said.

"I know you better than anybody else and because you ate enough of this when you were pregnant with our kids." John said.

"I miss those days." Christine said.

"What?" John questioned as Christine held up two candle holders, envisioning what they would look like over the fireplace on their mantle, the one in their family room and in their bedroom.

"I miss being pregnant. Those were the times where I felt the happiest, the times when we talked about our relationship and how we felt about each time when we were really happy." Christine said as John was confused.

"Sweetheart?" John questioned.

"Yeah?" Christine asked.

"I know that you wanted more children, but it's impossible now." John said.

"I'm aware of how old I am and that bitch ruined the most happiest times of my life." Christine said as she walked away to the register, she hadn't had a chance to release the pent up anger over the affair.

She checked out and walked to the car as she opened the trunk as she loaded everything in the back of the car.

John walked out shortly after to see Christine just staring out the window, tears running down her face through the lens of her sunglasses.

The drive home was painfully silent as they arrived home, Christine clicked her seat belt and got out, grabbing her items and walked into the house.

John wanted to give her some space as he decided to go to Mick's, texting Christine to let her know where he was going.

...

John was at Mick's home studio as he wanted to hear his best friend's advice on the situation.

"Mate, I don't know what to say right now." Mick said as John fumbled around on his beloved bass.

"She said she misses being pregnant." John said.

"You need expert advice." Mick said, fumbling around on the switch board.

"That's why I came to you. What do I do?" John asked him.

"Do you love Christine?" Mick asked him.

"What kind of question is that?" John asked him.

"Do you?" Mick asked.

"I love Christine more than anything else in this world. Hell, she's the most important person in my life. She's the mother of my children and my best friend. She's our songbird, the backbone of our band and she's the most talented singer and songwriter we know besides Stevie. She's our mother earth to us and and our band. " John said, adorning the wedding band on his finger.

"Then, I suggest you go talk to Christine and give her what she wants." Mick said as John looked at him like he had two heads.

"What the hell man, do you realize how dangerous it would be if Christine and I were to have another child." John said, taken back by Mick's sudden answer.

"When you were with Julie, she was pregnant and Christine would see you both and break down in mine or Stevie's arms, wishing she was the one carrying your child while Julie rubbed the wounds with the affection and banter. She hurt Christine in every way she could. You envisioned Christine all the time, I used to see you stare at her when she was married to Eddie and how you would drink yourself to oblivion when Julie was around when you made the choice to sleep with her, get her pregnant and then, of all things, you and Christine divorced and married Julie and she has been hateful to Christine ever since she became your secretary before Henry was born, even though she was fired, but she wormed herself back in." Mick said.

"If I could take it all back if I would, but instead, I hurt the most important people in my life. Christine is my heart and soul to everything I do, from the time I wake up till I go to bed at night. I love her with every fiber of my being and if I could ease the pain of all the wrong things I have done, I would do it." John said as he shook his head.

"All I'm saying is you need to make Christine feel like she's the only woman in the world. Surprise her by having your way with her in your kitchen while you're making your favorite Fall tradition treats that you two used to make every year, even have your way with her in your family room, just you two while watching a romantic movie or even, your home studio, I know that's how either Olivia or Emily came into this world. She's got to know that you want her, sometimes it takes a little bit more than just a morning shag to make a woman to really swoon." Mick said as John smiled at the advice, trying to put his plan into place.

"I love my wife more than I have ever loved anyone and I already have an idea. Thanks for the advice and please, don't ever bring my ex wife up again, to me or Christine, I think I'll keep my family jewels because it was a mistake that I ever met that woman and I feel guilty knowing that I hurt Christine in so many ways. I love Molly but I wish I would of had her with Christine instead." Mick said.

"Her favorite flowers, perfume, lingerie and her favorite bottle of wine should make the occassion special." Mick said.

"Thanks for the advice mate." John said.

"Any time, now go have some alone time with your wife because you have that look on your face. The only one that's reserved for your lady. I have work to do for one of our projects and a trip to plan." Mick said.

"I'll see you mate." John said as he left Mick's house.

...

John walked into his house to see Christine, her back towards him, going through boxes of decorations and bags full of past memories of Fall momentums from years past.

John came up behind her, moving her hair away from her neck while holding a big gift bag for her as he started kissing her neck, something that she adored.

"God, you're perfect in every single way." John said as Christine laughed.

"So are you darling." Christine said as she caressed his face, placing a kiss on his lips.

"This is for you sweetheart." John said, handing her a bag.

"You didn't have to go out and buy me anything darling. This evening was just not how I planned and maybe it's just me, maybe it's just because this time of the year, reminded me of all three of my pregnancies and the happy times we had." Christine said as John watched her smile turn into a frown, knowing she was down and thinking it was her fault but it wasn't.

"I know sweetheart and I'm sorry, it just through me for a loop, I'm the one who should be apologizing and I'm sorry. I'll make it up to you, I promise." John said as Christine held the gift bag.

"This is sexy." Christine said as she pulled out the items out of the box to examine what her husband bought.

"I can't let you be the only one to set the room on fire." John said as Christine smiled at the reference.

"I thought about something while you were gone and I did some searching online, you know how couples text each other like what makes them get in that "mood", I thought we'd do that." Christine said.

"Okay, I can send you one right now." John said as he grabbed his phone and went to her contact.

"Hmm... I can't wait!" Christine said as John smiled while lifting her feet up into his lap while going to give her a sensual foot massage, knowing the points to rub that make her feel better.

John starts texting her

You are so perfect,
Your face was and still is the light during the darkest times of my life.
Your beautiful blue eyes are the color that make my world go around.
You're the best person I have ever met and you're the best wife and mum to our children.
Everyday, babe I'm amazed by you and everything you do, baby, I'm amazed by you whether it's just chores that we do together around the house or when we're on stage, you make everything better.
I want to spend the rest of my life by your side and I'm so in love you, even in the times we were apart.
For you, I'll give you the sun, the moon and the stars.
Everyday, I'll make sure you know how much I love you and how beautiful you are my songbird.
Love your one and only,
John aka your penguin.

John sent the text as Christine smiled at the text as she read and hugged him, tears slipping from her beautiful blue eyes.

"Oh honey, I don't know what to say." Christine said as John kissed her.

"What if I make you dinner and afterwards, we'll watch a movie?" John questioned as Christine smiled.

"I love that idea but I'd like to watch more than a movie. I want to make you feel better too." Christine said.

"You already do, my darling." John said.

Author's Note: I hope you enjoy and hopefully I'll get at least somewhat better at updating. ❤