#1 My Past
Elsa's POV
"Elsa did it. I saw her feeding the puppy with lots of chocolate." Abby
"Yeah! She killed the puppy. She killed Mr. Olaf!" Kyle
I...
"I... I didn't do anything."
*gasp*
I woke up. It was just a dream.
Why does this memory keep coming back? I don't want to remember it anymore. It just shows how much I don't trust people. That's why I don't need friends. I don't need them. You'll only get betrayed in the end.
My name is Elsa Arandelle. I am 16 years old. Senior High School Student at Konoha High School. I don't have any friends nor do I have the interest to make one.
Oh, the dream a while ago? I'll tell you what happened.
When I was 1st grade, the whole class found a stray puppy. The whole class decided to take care of the puppy and the teacher agreed right away. We named him Mr. Olaf because of his white fur and brown feet. His reddish nose kinda looked like they were orange. But it didn't matter. Mr. Olaf was cute, nonetheless.
A few weeks later, we found Mr. Olaf lifeless on his bed, set by our classmates. We didn't know what happened but I did.
Abby, a former classmate of mine, fed Mr. Olaf lots of chocolate. I knew that chocolate can kill dogs. Kyle was there. But I left them there.
But when we found out Mr. Olaf was dead, they put the blame on me and treated me as if I really was the one who fed Mr. Olaf. They treated me as if I was a murderer.
I thought they were my friends. I thought I could trust them. But I was wrong.
That's why I don't need friends. They can leave you if they want to. They'll just you for their convenience and ignore you like you were never there.
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I got off my bed and went downstairs. I saw mom preparing breakfast. I sat on the table and mom gave me a plate of eggs and bacon.
"Didn't you promise me that you won't serve eggs and bacon ever again?" I said. Yeah, she did promise that to me.
"I'm sorry, hun. It's just that, this is the only part of Anna and your dad that I miss the most. If only they were here, you two would be whining 'mama. I wanna eat chocolate.' Oh, how I miss them so much." Mom said and went teary.
Anna and my dad died because of a car crash. Dad was bringing Anna to the cinema to watch The Lion King because Anna just love animated movies. I was too busy with assignments back then that's why I didn't tag along. But then when they were about to go home, they crashed into a store. The police told me that they were about to hit a drunkard but they turned and crashed into the store. Not only them who died, but those who were in front of the store.
After knowing the incident, Mom frequently stared at the nothingness in front of her. Even if she is physically watching the television, her mental self were in the midst of nothingness. Nothing but sorrow, loneliness, and the fact that her beloved husband and her sweet daughter were now just a soulless body, each inside the casket, ready to be buried.
What was I doing?
Just the same.
Anna was my best friend. My only friend. Her type was very rare to find. And I know for the fact that I couldn't find a duplicate of her from anyone. She was the original. The one and only kind person who truly understood me and who I cherish the most.
I miss Anna so much.
"Yeah, I miss her too, mom." But then I saw mom went upstairs. She'll probably going to cry again on her room where they used to sleep and cuddle together.
I went to the bathroom and bathe and after that, I wore my uniform which was a white blouse and a gray skirt. Other girls' skirts only reached the below of their butts. Mine reaches below the knee.
I went to the train station and got to my school a few minutes later. Even from outside, I could smell the stench of foundation and lipstick from the girls of my school.
I was walking down the hallway when a girl I don't even know went in front of me. Her friends were laughing.
"Elsa.." the girl grinned. "I've heard that you never had a boyfriend. Is that true?" She laughed along with the other girls.
I just walked away and ignored them.
"Oh. You ignoring me?"
"Maybe the question was too offensive." -her friend.
"Like I care."
Then they laughed.
It's been ten years since I made friends. After the incident, I never talked and interacted with anyone.
And I know that...
It'll be just the same this year.
I don't mind because....
They're all the same.
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Hey guys. I have an ongoing fan fiction before this one. I'll update later when I finish reviewing for my finals. :)
Hope you enjoyed the first chapter. ^_^
♛Agipegs
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