Say Goodbye
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☘ Wang Yibo's pov ☘
Getting admission to your dream college is exciting, isn't it? And it's become more exciting because it is overseas. America. But not in my case. Yeah, I was excited earlier but not anymore.
Reason?
Xiao Zhan, my best friend.
At first, we both filled out the admission form together. He is in arts, and I am in business management. As I want to be a businessman. But unfortunately, He got rejected and I got approved. He was sad for weeks. He didn't even talk to me and locked himself in his room. I was sad, too, and Zhan's behavior made me sadder than I am. Dude, who wants to study alone for 3 years outside of the country, leaving their best friend? No one. At least not me.
Oh, I forgot to tell you one thing. Emm. Hmm. I... I am in love with my best friend.
Yeah, I know everyone loves their best friend that is why they are best among their other friends. But it's not that kind of love. Yep, I love him that kind of love, too, but this one is something else. Ahhh you guys understand right what I mean? I knew it. You all are intelligent, not like that dambass. Doesn't he understand my feelings? Is he blind?
Hmm, *sigh* so where I am? oh yeah, he didn't get the admission, and he was sad. But the next morning he comes inside my room like a little bunny and jumps on me and sits on my ass as I sleep facing the pillow. God, if I am not strong enough or my bones lack calcium, then they will be turned into dust. Wait, that would be great. I didn't have to go, but my mom was so excited I didn't want to break her heart. So the idea was canceled. Back to Bunny, I mean Xiao Zhan. God, he turns 180° reversed. He was excited like hell.
" Bobo I am so happy you get the chance to study at your dream college. It's not easy, you know, to get admission, but you did it. I am so proud of you." He said excitedly and gave me a tight hug, pressing our cheeks together. God, if anyone comes inside my room, they will think I am doing some kind of yoga. Damn, my bones are hurting,g, but less than my heart thought.
He was sad those days because he didn't get the admission. I get it, but doesn't he feel the slightest pain in his heart that we would separate? Even if he doesn't see me like that, but come on, I am still his best friend. He should feel bad, but no, here he is dancing on top of me. And god, his weight, I will tell Mom to put him on a diet. But the day I leave, not now, or I will be dead meat.
Yeah, I will leave tomorrow morning. Just the thought of it I feel like crying. Ah, my heart 😭
" Get up now. I make a tasty breakfast for you. Go freshen up first. After breakfast, we will go shopping. Because of my melodrama, we don't even have our shopping."
Hearing the 'our' word my heart takes a sudden jump. It means he gets admission. No, it can't be as I am the one who checks their website. So what is it? Does Mom cancel the idea of me going abroad? yayyyy. Thank you, God. love you 😘
" What happened if I don't get the admission and you are leaving abroad. We still need to study so the place doesn't matter." He said slowly but with a smile.
Dear God I am taking my I love you back.
Ahhh my heart 😭
"Now get up, or we will be late," Zhan said and started pulling me out of bed.
"Go take a shower. We are waiting for you downstairs. Come fast, or the food will be cold". He said and left the room. I can only nod before getting inside the bathroom to take a quick shower.
When I came inside the dining room, my mom and Zhan waited for me, holding a knife and fork so they could dig in on the food. I think my mom also needs a diet too. " They are both looking fat "
"What did you just say? " they both asked together pointing their knife at me.
" Did I say it loudly? " I ask to tremble.
" Yes!!" Again together. Were they mom and son or me? I always have doubts.
"Hahaha, you both heard it wrong. I said healthy, not fat, hihihi," I explained with a fake laugh while scratching my head.
"Good, now let's start eating. I am hungry." My mom said, and we started eating.
" Zhan eats more, baby. You are getting slim. " my mom let out and filled his plate with extra food.
huh...is she kidding me? Who is getting slim? He? I think before I leave, I need to take my mother for a checkup. She had a problem with her vision. I can't blame her as she getting old.
Don't worry; this time, I don't speak out loud. I am not that idiot who will make the same mistake again. I love my life you know.
" Bobo eat fast naa I don't want late for our shopping. " for God shake Zhan stop saying 'our' it's hurting you know. Ahhh my heart 😭
" Aunt I already made a list of what I want. I want to change our entire look. So everyone will always remember who we are." One idiot said showing his bunny teeth.
Nah I am not interested. When my best friend forgot about me and what I will do with others. But you don't dare to date anyone when I am not here.
" Yeah yeah, we will buy everything that our Zhanzhan wants. Yibo you eat fast or we will leave without you. Even your choice sucks. "
" That's right aunt. I don't even remember the one thing I like about his choice. " haa if only you know bunny I thought and smirk.
" stop with your face and finished your food" my mother barked. Did she even my mom? I demand a DNA test. Ahhh my hea... yeah okay okay you guys already know.
So after we finish my breakfast and they had their 3-course meal we leave for the nearest mall. Zhan and my mother buy everything that is on Zhan's list even a few more that are not needed or listed. So you all ask what I am doing here when I am this irritated of course holding their bags. God did they forget that I have only two hands. Cruel people.
" Bobo, can you hold this beg for me? " Zhan asks me with puppy eyes.
Ahhh my heart😍
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But wait
"Umm... Zhan but my hands are already full. If I try to hold it others will fall."
" You don't worry I have an idea," he said and tag that bag on my neck like a necklace. And leave for another store where my mom waiting for him with a proud smile. Are they kidding me? Yeah, they always kidding me. Right now I am looking like a dog. Today I missed my late father so much. If you all want to know how he was don't give pressure on your brain that much just look at me you will find his past Self in me as my mom used to treat him just like they do with me. Ahh, my poor father 😭 respects old man respect.
I can't stand here like that so I just take them to the counter and place them there. And go for further remaining shopping. It's going to be the night before I could think about leaving this place. I wish we are poor at least I don't have to endure this back pain.
Then my heart pain seeing Zhan happily doing his shopping. I don't even notice the slightest sadness on his face. Like I am doesn't exist, our friendship doesn't matter to him. and don't even mention my one-sided love.
I was waiting for them outside a shop when my eye falls on a pair of rings. One childhood memory comes in front of my eyes. That day Zhan's grandfather passed away leaving 8 years old small Xiao Zhan behind alone to live in this world. He was crying on the cold floor hiding behind the curtain.
"Zhan where you are? See I am Yibo, your bobo. Came out, please. "
"No, I don't want to come out. Everyone leaves me, first mom and dad, now grandpa. I have no one now. No one will love me anymore. Then why should I come out?"
" Who said you have no one? you have me my mom and who said no one loves you? I love you."
"You love me Yibo? really? you love me? " Little bunny asks me while sniffing and crawlingly coming out behind the curtains.
"Yes," I answered wrapping his tears from his shallow eyes.
" But we are only neighbors. I am not your family member. Then how come you love me? You are saying this so I can feel better and not for real."
" No Zhan I am saying the truth. From today I am your family and I will always take care of you, love you, and never leave you like others."
" Promise?"
"Promise."
"But grandpa also said those things but still he breaks his promise."
"But I will never. Wait" I said and left the room. I come outside the house and picked some leaves and made two rings with them. After I was done I come inside and sit in front of Zhan.
" My father used to say he promised my mom that he will always love her and me even if he is not here with us. And the ring my mom and he wearing is the symbol of their never-breaking promise and love. so today I also give you my word with full of honestly that I Wang Yibo will always love my best friend Xiao Zhan till the day I die and even after that." I said and put that leaf ring on his ring finger. And he did the same and hug me tightly. I don't know that time my mother was there hearing us. But we don't get startled when she hugged both of us together from behind because our hearts recognized the warmth.
"That's like my boy. Forever remember this promise that you make today. I know you don't know the meaning behind it but still, I am proud of you. Let's go Zhan it's time to go home." she said and kissed our foreheads. She gets up and carries Zhan in her arms and we leave the house holding hands.
" Bobo!! What are you thinking? I called so many times but you don't hear. " I come back to reality when Zhan called out waving his hand in front of my face.
"Wow, those rings are so beautiful. It's a couples ring, right?" Zhan ask me and I just nodded. Zhan, did you forget about my promise to you? It's nothing for you to remember? It's good that I am leaving tomorrow so I can get used to your absence from my life.
" Bobo, what happened to you? Why are you looking at me like that? It's something on my face." Zhan said and touch his face. As I can't say the real thing so I just shake my head as a no.
After we were done with our shopping we had dinner in a Japanese restaurant as Zhan loves Japanese food. I paid the bill with my pocket money and we leave for our house. As mom was tired she goes directly to her room wishing us good night. After Zhan left as well I come out outside and go inside the garage and take two bottles of alcohol that I buy secretly before leaving the restaurant. I don't want to remember this night. I know I can't sleep tonight and this will help me to forget about everything.
When I come inside my room to my surprise Zhan was sitting on the floor waiting for me. Shit, he will tell mom about my buying alcohol. Can't I have only one peaceful night before I leave this country?
" Bobo * look at me than those bottles* you buy alcohol?"
"Zhan please don't tell mom/let's drink together. " We both said together.
"What?!"
"Shhh.. Don't scream or aunt will find out," Zhan said closing my mouth with his hand.
"Our rooms are soundproofed," I said removing his hand.
"Oh yeah, hihihi" Zhan cackle at his stupidity.
" Zhan, you drink? From when? I don't remember I ever saw you drinking. "
" that's why I want to drink. I wanted to know how it tastes. Most importantly I want to get drunk." Zhan said excitingly but my jaw dropped. It's a bad idea very bad idea but I don't want him to drink with someone else as I know if he wants something then he will do it. So it's better to be with me.
So we sit down on the floor after Zhan comes back from the kitchen taking two glasses and a few snacks. Zhan pours the drink into the glasses and we both start drinking. God who teach Zhan to Drink this classicly maybe from the tv dramas. I find it funny but decide not to laugh.
"Bobo it's boring. let's play some games."
" I don't want to Zhan"
" Please Bobo doesn't be a killjoy," Zhan whined.
" Okay! okay, stop now."
" let's play Jenga then" I give a suggestion.
" it's such a boring game"
" You are playing or not? " I threaten.
" Okay don't be annoyed. But lets me put a twist on it "
" What twist? "
" I know a website where they give ideas for the truth and dare games. As we playing Jenga not truth and dare so every time one loses will do the dare that is on the phone screen. So are you in? " Zhan said with his naughty smile.
" Childish" I roll my eyes.
"Why don't have the guts Mr. Wang Yibo " He dares.
" Say what? You just wait I will show you tonight what I am capable of"
" challenge accept"
I take out the Jenga set and started to build the tower, as a rule, a player that built the tower is first to play a turn so I removed a block from the tower and placed the removed block on top of the tower. And Zhan did the same.
We both continue removing and stacking blocks until the tower fell. Zhan successfully removes and stacks a block without the tower falling and wins the 1st round. And I caused the tower to fall I start to set up the tower for the next game while Zhan started to check his phone for the dare.
"Eat a teaspoon of either mustard, soy sauce, or hot sauce."
" What type of stupid dare it is?" I said annoyingly.
"I am not the one who saying this it's the app see," Zhan said and show me his phone screen.
I just take a sigh. We go into the kitchen and I eat a teaspoon of soy sauce.
Then we play the next round while we are drinking our liquor. And for this round, I win the game.
"Talk without closing your mouth I will record the video "
"But you can't share it. " Zhan gives me a deadly glare.
"It's for your birthday party baby," I said with a smirk.
" I hate you"
" Me too. Now start. "
After he did his dare we play the next game. Sometimes he wins and sometimes me and dares are like this -
•Take an embarrassing selfie and post it as your profile picture.
•Sing a song while eating a spoonful of peanut butter on ig live.
•Call a NY-Style pizza and ask them what the difference is between NY pizza and 'Real' pizza.
•Lay on the street and act as a piece of frying bacon.
•Color one of your front teeth black and nose tip red.
•Crack an egg into each of your shoes. Put them back on.
• Call the police station to say Good night.
• Sing a song for your neighbor at midnight in front of their door.
Etc...
After Zhan takes three shots of alcohol in one go I started to store the blocks as both of us already finished our whole bottle of alcohol and I find myself quite a drunk and Zhan as well.
"Bobo...*hiccup* what are *hiccup* you doing," Zhan said with his closing eyes.
" it's quite late Zhan and we both are already drunk let's wrap up the game."
" No no, I want to play more" Zhan whined.
" No Zhan go to your room and sleep."
" I don't want to. Please, please, please. Ok one last game, please. " Zhan started to whine more like a baby and it's like if I say no he will cry out. In this state, it will be terrible.
"Okay okay stop there. One last game after that no more". I accept my defeat.
And we start to play. As we are both tipsy and Zhan's case was worst than mine it doesn't take much time to finish this round. Zhan doesn't in the state of doing the last dare so I let it be and start to store the blocks.
" ki *hiccup* hmm.. kiss the *hiccup* person.. in.. front..of you." Zhan read the dare and the box I am holding falls to the ground and all the blocks spread all over the place.
Did I hear it right? I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack. Ki...sss?...kiss w...who? My heart was beating so fast that I can't hear anything.
I should take Zhan into his room before the situation got awkward between us. What would Zhan be thinking right now? I don't want our friendship ruined because of this stupid game. We shouldn't play this stupid game in the first place.
Yes! I indeed want to kiss him. I wanted to kiss him the day I realized I love him and want to spend my life with him. The day when his cute pranks don't annoy me anymore. On his every birthday, on my birthdays when he wishes me first. That day when he draws my portrayal. Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow. Everyday. It's will be impossible for me to stop if it ever starts so it's better to never happen.
"Zhan come let me take you to your ro...Ummm..." I was holding his hand and about to take him to his room when my world come to stop. I felt a rush of emotions going through my entire body that I forgot to breathe. I can't say if my heart beating in its normal way or not. My eyes winder in shock that I don't know what to do. The only thing I know was Zhan's soft lips are against mine.
🔞🔞
We are not tasting or sucking or anything only our lips are pressing together as he doesn't know how to kiss. He was holding me hugging my neck while closing his eyes and standing on his toes.
Slowly slowly l started to come out from my shock state. Things turned out as I fear the most. A sudden urge of testing his lips comes into me. As I can't think straight right now. I pulled him closer to me as I start to kiss slowly to feel his soft lips that are so sweet like a strawberry.
Licking his tempting mole and lips over and over again I bite it a little bit hard enough that earn me a soft moan. Getting the chance I put my tongue inside his sweet mouth. The Sweet tastes mixed with a strong small of alcohol this is all I could feel.
Zhan tried to kiss me back but did not win against the sweet torture that I was doing with his lips. He tightens his grip on my shirt collar and lets me kiss him as I want. after kissing him for a few minutes I leave his lips when I find him breathless.
He was breathing heavily but his eyes are still closed. His face turns redder than a tomato. He slowly opens his eyes and looks at me hazily. His lips are parted as he wants to say something but don't know what. I go near him and take him into my embrace. He hides his face in the crook of my neck. We stay like that for a few minutes without any movement. Zhan raises his head and we look into each other eyes. His gazes were different than usual. Our hearts started to beat in the same rhythm. I moved my face close to him. he closed his eyes when our lips again meet one another.
This time I let Zhan kiss me as I did earlier. His movements are slower than mine but I found myself on cloud nine. I can't stop myself anymore as I take the charge again to kiss him deeply. This time more passionately more hungrily. I start caressing his back with both hands. When I feel his legs are giving up I pick him up and he warped his legs around my waist holding me tightly. I kiss that mole of his that made him more beautiful than he is. Then his jaw till I reached his neck. As if our mind synchronizes together that letting us know our desire. I leave wet kisses on his shoulder and then started to bite his neck.
"Ahhh...mmm...." Zhan moan. Hearing his moan l lost the control that was left inside me. I captured his lips again. I moved toward my bed and learned in with zhan. Not breaking the kiss with the person who was still in my embrace.
Zhan opens his eyes for a moment when he feels a soft mattress against his skin.
I broke the kiss and look into his deep eyes that are saying something as words not coming out of his mouth. Our slivers that are mixed together are still connected.
I kissed Zhan's forehead assuring him not to fear. As if it works like magic to him I find him calm down. He softly holds my face with one hand caressing it. I kiss the part of his palm that is touching my lips.
"Zhan I miss you." I let out. He looked at me with his questionable gaze. I know what would he will say so I shut his mouth with my lips. I don't want to know, don't want to hear anything. In a few hours I will leave this country, and my Zhan. I know what I am doing it's wrong. But our heart doesn't judge what is wrong and what is right. it's just wanted to love. And our drunken minds put more fire on it. Tomorrow morning he might regret it but right now all I want is to show him how much I love him. He might be not mine but I am always his. Only his.
"Bobo" Zhan called out between our kiss. I leave his lips to hear him out. "I...it... it doesn't hurt, right?" He asks me clenching my shirt.
" Even in my horror dreams, I can't think about hurting you, Zhan." He just lowers his head to avoid my eyes.
" Then what about... you do it. I don't mind the pain. As long as it's you." I said without thinking twice and what should I, it's not written in any book that he has to bottom me just because he is soft and I am more manly. It can be the opposite as well. As long as we both are comfortable. Zhan looks into my eyes and one tear fall from his eyes. " Zhan, why are you crying?"
But Zhan just kisses my nose tip after closing my mouth with his palm to forbid me to ask. I don't want to force Zhan. My manhood knows the difference between rape and making love. I just press our foreheads together. We both stay in silence giving a chance to let our hearts make love. because, in the end, It's only matters.
"I am ready" Zhan whispers shyly a few minutes later.
After Hearing the ' ready ' part from Zhan I jerk off from our nostalgic moment with a sudden shock. I stand up and look at the person who lies on the bed in front of me.
"Zhan you don't have to.." Before I can complete my word zhan suddenly gets up and pull me into the bad in reverse order. Now this time he is on top of me, sitting on my length. Ahhh Fuck!!!
" I want to," Xiao Zhan said and smashed his lips on mine while grabbing my shirt collar.
I hold his ass with one hand and with the other one I hold his waist.
God his stomach is so soft like a cotton ball. I put my hand under his t-shirt and rubbed his stomach to feel it. Xiao Zhan's stomach was flat and quite small according to a man. I made a circle around his belly button and at the same time squeeze his peach 🍑
Zhan whimpers inside my mouth. He breaks the kiss " Bo...bo...don't do...that...its..ticklish."
I smirk and switch our position. "You asked for it." I don't waste time putting my tongue on his belly button.
"Ah...Ahhhh...Bobo...Please". Zhan begs to differ.
After I play enough with Zhan's belly I move to his lips to kiss him deeply. He holds my hair tightly with his left hand, not like mine who are starting to explore through his chest. I put my right hand under Zhan's t-shirt and touch his nipples to stroke them gently.
" Ummmm....um" Zhan moan inside my mouth.
I start pinching and pulling Zhan's nipple and then massaging it. Zhan bites my lips as a return gift as he was getting breathless. I leave his lips and learn on his chest and kiss the clothed nipple that I was playing with.
" I want to taste it," I said with a Husky voice.
"Pervert," Zhan said and closes his eyes tightly for a moment hearing me. He was full red by now. I smiled at his cuteness.
I can't hold back anymore and pull out Xiao Zhan's t-shirt.
After removing Zhan's t-shirt I start looking at Zhan's body in each place that shows in front of me. His body was all creamy white. His nipples are one turn red because of my squeezing and another one is still pink. Those nipples were already hard. I go near to his tempting nipples then put his red nipple inside my mouth and slowly start caressing it through my tongue.
"Ahh...Aaahh...Ummm" Zhan moan loudly clutching the pillow.
"Zhan. Look at me " I said with a deep voice. Zhan opens his eyes to obey me. Without breaking eye contact I take his full nipple inside my mouth and start sucking it as my life depends on it. Zhan can't take this scenario and hide his face by hand.
Between sucking and tasting, I bite Zhan's nipple gently. While doing this I with another hand start to squeeze his other tit.
"Oh, God...Bobo...Please...Aha..."
After done with one nipple I treat the other one the same way. Till then Zhan becomes a moaning mess. He was breathing heavily. His face to his neck all was red. Eyes are moist. And about me, my body was on fire. People say drunk men always feel horny easily. And today it's proven to me. My member was hard as a rock.
It (🍆) was deeply satisfied with hearing those erotic moans that Zhan created.
I rubbed my whole face on Zhan's stomach " Zhan why your tummy is so soft? I can't get enough with it." I ask and find a shy Xiao Zhan. " from the next time I will use your stomach as my pil...low.." I stop and look at Zhan for a few moments.
"Thinking about next time. Is there will be any next time between us? Can will I have this moment with you again?" I murmured I don't know if he heard me or not.
Maybe now this shy face of his turn into hated tomorrow. He was behaving like this because of the alcohol effect. He is not real Zhan. He can't behave like that. My mind continuously warned me. But my heart, it's doesn't listen to any of it. It's telling me to keep going. That Zhan letting me do it because it's ME. His Bobo. His best friend or maybe he has feelings for me as well.
While I was thinking all of this I don't notice the heat of my damp-breath ghosting over his torso, which made Zhan's skin turn into goose flesh. His whole body was undulating against me.
Noticing I don't do anything Zhan might be get disappointed.
" Bobo umm-is something wrong? You don't want to do it with me? " Zhan asks me slowly. His tone was reflecting sadness.
" Nothing. I was just memorizing your beauty." I said with a slight chuckle that made him blush. I kiss his blushing cheeks than lips and slide my hand under his pant.
"Ahh!!"
He gets shocked when my hand touches his baby brother.
" You just ask me now if I want to do it with you or not right? This is my answer" I whispered near his ears blowing air on them and cupping his groin. Pump it with my hand, up and down. Sometimes slowly something faster. Zhan hold my shoulder tightly while biting his lower lip not to surface any moan.
"Zhan please don't hurt your lips. Moan for me. Don't be shy, it's me your bobo." But still, he doesn't listen to me. His hand grip on my shoulder gets tightened.
"Zhan, tell me you are liking it or not" I increased my speed.
" Or you want me to stop" I speed up more.
" Should I stop?" I ask him. As a man, I already know he is at on peak.
"Aghhhh...Ahhhh.." He was slender as he thought I am saying for real.
His moan admits that he is clearly just as excited as I am. My desire for him was so strong that my mind had gone blank except for the overwhelming need to touch his entire body and fully experience the taste of him. My heart was dancing.
I took off Zhan's pants along with his underwear. Now he is fully naked in front of me. Zhan tries to hide his hard member that was licking precum. I removed his hands and put them on my shoulders before biting his thigh hardly to leave a mark.
"You are really beautiful. Don't hide it."
"Pervert" Zhan blushed hardly.
"Aaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!" He gasped In surprise when I teased the tip of his manhood with my lips. His body was shaking visibly. I took him fully inside my mouth and start sucking him off. He clutched at my head, twisting his fingers into my hair and tugging roughly. His reaction made me speed up the tempo. He cries out with pleasure.
"Bobo...umm...Ahhh...bo..bo. I...am...fee...feeling...funny. Something...Ummm...something...Ahhhhh!!!" He gasped and made a breathless strangled noise in the back of his throat as he released his seed into my mouth.
I don't swallow it because it will be needed for the real show. I spit it out into my hand and covered my fingers. Xiao Zhan was breathless. Tiredly closing his eyes to manage himself that he doesn't notice that I spread his legs widely. I lightly touch his entrance and rubbed his cum on it.
Okay, I have never done this before, but my human instinct tells me what to do and what needs to be done so it doesn't hurt him that much. I put my first finger in to tease his entrance. I was slow and calm in beginning. Then I put my second finger. His muscles clamped down around my finger.
" Bobo it's...hurting " Zhan cries out.
I feel bad for him but I have to prepare him first or he can't take mine inside him. "Zhan endure a bit more"
"Hmmm..." He noded but tears don't stop falling.
After I feel he loosen up a bit I put my third finger along with the fourth one. I know it will hurt more but it's better to prepare him in one go than to hurt him again and again.
I take a lot of time to prepare him. Let him relax until I felt that he could accept the invasion of a foreign object. I withdraw my fingers from his hole. After standing up I take off my clothes.
All the time Zhan was looking at me. His eyes get bigger when he saw my not-so-small brother. It's visible that he already gets why I take so much time to prepare him.
I go near him. Grabbing his legs I hang them over my shoulder. Then wiping the remaining fluid from my hand onto my own manhood.
Zhan's breath becomes heavy again. he might feel scared as he understands what will be going to happen next.
"Zhan don't be scared. Here hold my hands " I forward my hand at him. Zhan holds it tightly.
"I promise I will not behave like a monster. It might get hurt at first but soon you will feel good when you get used to it. So relax. Don't tense up your muscles. or you might get hurt more. "
"I always believed in your promises and always will," Zhan said with a light smile with teary-eyed.
"It's just my first time that's why I am feeling scared," Zhan said sniffing. I had all most forgotten that it was Zhan's first time too but hearing it from Zhan my heart filled up with more joy.
" Thank you Zhan for giving me your first time". I said smiling like an idiot and taking a kiss on his lips.
"Shut up," Zhan said with a pout and hit my shoulder lightly.
"I am going to put it in," I said
"So what should I do now?" Zhan ask.
"You just relax and hold me tight," I said.
I take my length and go near to Zhan hole. I take his hip a little bit up and start rubbing it with my junior.
"Ummmmmm..." Zhan whimper.
"I am going in now," I said and Zhan just nods his head and close his eyes tightly.
After looking at Zhan's face one more time I began to push inside him.
"Aaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!" Zhan wailed tragically. because of the pain, he was breathing through his mouth. Tears are falling without any mercy.
" Pain. Pain" Zhan let out with much difficulty.
" l am sorry," I said after gathering courage. I was about to come out from him but Zhan Stop me holding my hand and shook his head.
"Zhan it's hurting you" but still he doesn't let me let out. Zhan is very Stubborn. If he set his mind on something then nothing can change it. In the end, I will be the one who will always lose.
"Then relax and try to take deep breaths." Zhan did what I said. I stop in midway and give him time to adjust, even when my length throbbing inside his tight tunnel. His warm flesh becomes tighter around me. it's begging me to move but I can't be selfish. I have to wait and I wait. A few minutes later Zhan opens his eyes and looks at me. It was a clear signal from me that I can start.
I leaned forward and kissed Zhan's forehead. Then to his, both eyes to kiss away his tears. I started to thrust into him. My pace was slow at first. I withdrew slowly and gently re-entered. As we had no lubricant. Come on who would think of something like that when you are single and your love was your best friend, who you are hanging out with? I never thought it would turn out like this.
In the end, when I can't take it anymore I pushed myself fully inside him. A feeling of deep happiness filled inside my heart. I go near him and we both hug each other tightly. Zhan was moaning softly with my every thrust. I started to speed up.
"Aaaahh...Aaah...oh...god...Ummm." Zhan starts to scream. His toe starts flinching over my shoulders. He was scratching my back that I am sure will burn tomorrow but now I don't mind. With each thrust Zhan inside squeezing me more tightly and it's making me harder crazily.
I want Zhan to feel the same and for that, I had to find the sweet spot to bring him from the little bit of pain he still has to fully Paradise.
I start to thrusting deeply. taking his one nipple inside my mouth start sucking and leaving bite marks.
"Umm Bo..bo...aah" Zhan cries out. The sound of skin slapping violently against skin echoed in the room. When I slightly change my angle of entry and give him a deep thrust. Zhan's body started to shake underneath me and a loud moan escapes from his mouth. I knew that I had finally found the sweet spot I'd been looking for. I started to thrust faster and harder and hit the spot again and again. Zhan arched his head back against the pillow. My belly was also rubbing firmly against his little bunny. As a man I know he was about to release so I speed up more. My length was touching his belly button as I go more deeper.
"Ahhhhh...Ahhhaaa...Agghhhhhh!!! Don't....its...ahhh.." Zhan lost his words with my every thrust.
"Bo..bo...Bobo...ahh. I am..feeling...umm...funny...ahhh...again...Bobo.." With a deep thrust Zhan cum all over our stomachs. I was also close. So close. I started to thrust like no tomorrow. I was groaning with pleasure. Zhan looking at me with those innocent dark liquid eyes of his. He slightly parted his lips and mumbled something that I don't understand. The pleasure was too much for me to ask him anything. He pulls me for a kiss. It was not lustful nor a hot deep kiss, it was a kiss full of emotions. We close our eyes to drown away in it. That kiss sends me into an unknown universe as I spilled my seeds deep inside him. I break the kiss and fall on top of him to catch my breath.
By the time my breath gets stable, I look at Zhan to find a sleeping beauty. I smile lightly and caress his face softly. I slowly come out of his hole and get up from the bed to get inside my bathroom. I come out with a wet towel and a few tissues and started to clean him. After he is clear enough I take out one of my shirts from my wardrobe and make him wear it. I make him lay down on the bed properly and cover him with a new blanket before going inside the bathroom again to take shower. After I had done I come out and lay beside Zhan who was looking like a baby.
I pull Zhan in my embrace and close my eyes to let sleep win against me.
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I don't know what time it is or how many hours pass when my sleep break with a disturbance of sunray. I open my eyes annoyingly to close them again when a figure shut the curtains for me.
I happily go back to my dreamland for a few minutes to come back to my presence when my hand realized me something when I couldn't find any warm touch beside me. I opened my eyes with a jerk and get up hurriedly to find an empty room.
I don't know for how long I look at my bed. My mind stops working and I don't know if my blood pressure gets down or high as I find my palms get sweaty and my legs get cold.
"Is that a dream or reality? Did really something happen between us? If yes then why I am alone here" I let out. I found something watery running down my eyes. I go inside my bathroom to let the water wash away everything.
"Ahhh fuck" I cursed when I feel a burning sensation on my back. My eyes get wide when the realization hit me. I run out of my bathroom with my wet clothes without caring much. I come downstairs to meet my mother who was reading a newspaper accompanied by her morning tea. Damn how come I forgot about her. God if she found out...ahhh I don't want to imagine the next.
" Mo...m. mom " I find myself shattering.
"He is inside the kitchen," She told me without giving me a single glance. As if she knows what will I ask.
I assumed it better to run out of the danger zone before the lioness woke up from her sleep. But I holt my steps when I come near the kitchen door.
I am really nervous. What if he slaps me. Punch me, kick me. Or the worst break every relation with me. I don't want to lose Zhan. Especially not after what happened between us.
"Zhan" I called out slowly and start to go near him. He might not realize I was behind him till I called out as he shook up with my presence. But don't respond or turn back. He was wearing my shirt but the different one that I wear him last night. His hairs are wet. Looking like he has already taken his shower but why did he choose to wear my shirt and doesn't wear his. I have to admit he looks sexy with this oversized white shirt.
"Ahem...Zhan" I gather my courage as I decided to speak. "Did you...did you remember about last night? " I ask and get a nod as an answer.
Shit. okay, calm down it's good that he remembers. But dude I am feeling scared.
" Remember means everything? I mean what happened between you *pointing him* and me *pointing me* ?" again nod. I gulp down my saliva.
" Did you have pain?" this time he takes time for another nod. God Zhan this new behavior of his is killing me. He looks cute but his only nods giving me anxiety attacks.
"Did you get mad at me?" I finally let out. Please Zhan don't nod please don't. I am begging you. I can't live with the thought of you hating me.
He nods again and with that my world falls apart.
"I am sorry," I mumbled enough for him to hear. my eyes looking at the floor. I can't face Zhan. I wish I could already be in America so this day never comes into my life.
" Why wouldn't I? I already lose my virginity." Zhan turns on my side with his crossed arms and Said making a pout.
"I am sorry" I apologize again.
" You should be. Do you know how many fantasies I had about our first night? But you ruined all of it." Zhan said angrily.
"I am sorry"
"Shut up with your sorry. You're sorry can't make me a virgin again."
"Sorr.." I stop in the middle when Zhan gives me a death glare. I keep my mouth shut.
Don't he was the one who doesn't let me get out of him last night? He not going to admit it, anyway I am wrong in the first place so it's my fault.
" It's okay what happened is already happened. Hmm..." Zhan said and forward his left hand in front of me.
"Huh?" I ask dumbhead.
"Put the ring on my finger that you buy yesterday," he said excitedly.
" Which ring? I don't buy any ring ". I ask him. I don't remember buying any rings. Did he get a dream about something?
"What? You don't buy it? " Zhan asked more like screaming.
"Should I have bought it?" I ask myself in return slowly like a whisper.
"Wang yibo are you even a human? I will surely kill you today." he for the first time call me Wang Yibo beside bobo and marched on me to beat me. He is really angry.
"Are you planning to let me live with that leaf ring that doesn't even fit on my finger anymore? " he asked me and do a shower of punches on my back.
"Aunty don't lie when she said I am going to marry another idiot as she did. Ahhh...This back pain."Zhan stop when he gets tried and getting the chance I pull him by his waist.
" What did you just say? " I ask him in disbelief as I can't believe my ears.
"What? Why are you looking at me like that as I said something impossible? " Zhan asked.
his eyes get big as if gets something
"Don't tell me Yibo that you all those years you see me only as a friend and forget about your promise?" Zhan's eyes started to tear up.
" Shhh...don't " I cupped his face with one hand with the other I was tightly holding him.
" Let me go you asshole. I hate you". Zhan said and started to struggle.
" But I love you," I said with the biggest smile that I ever had.
" You are lying *sniffing*. "
" I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you." I said and take him into my embrace more tightly. " I never thought that you also feel the same way as I was. I thought I lose you when I found myself alone in my room. "
"After my confession last night you still had doubts? " Zhan looks at me in disbelief.
" You confessed...?"
(Xiao Zhan's Pov from last night) ---
That day when I find a new home in Yibo changed my life forever. After a little growing up aunt though me many things about relationships. Respect between men and women, men and men even between women and women. But most of the common thing in all of them was Love. That marge everyone in this world perfectly. She helps me to understand what the promise of Yibo means. But she never forces me to accept it, it's the opposite. She gives me the freedom to choose and let me be who I am. She told me that this world is like a Rainbow its upon us what color we want to choose.
At that time I didn't understand it that well but after growing up I realize one thing toat this Man on top of me, In every shade in every color, I, my body and soul accept him as mine long ago. My heart was so much of his that it's don't want to listen to me anymore. It wants free from me to be with him. I don't want to be silent anymore. My heart wants speck too, it's want to confess. Confess about the love that had so much for him. It's wants to scream to the point I couldn't breathe.
"I Love You"
but I could whisper it out as my body special my heart is shaken up by the overwhelming feeling. I hold his face and press his lips against mine to lose myself completely.
(POV end)
Back to Yibo POV:
" I don't know what confession are you talking about. But let me be the one who confesses to you more and more.
"I love you, Zhan. I love you so much that I don't believe that you also can fall for me."
" l don't fall in love with you," he said and I frown.
"Because I have always loved you and always will. Understand Mr. Angry Bird." He said smiling and hugging me tightly.
But still, I don't understand one thing.
" Zhan if it's true then why the fuck are you still happy that I am going abroad?" I ask with a glare.
" Why shouldn't I? I know how you work hard to get admission. Yeah at fast I was sad that we will separate and locked myself in my room. But that day when aunt comes into my room and gives me my university admission form I get happy again." Zhan said putting his hands on my shoulders.
" So you eventually get cheered up because you get your admission here but not because of me," I said with a poker face.
" Did Americans have only one college? " Zhan said with a smirk.
"Huh?" I get confused.
" Wait a minute. You mean you are also going to America with me?" I asked and carry him up. I am so happy today that I can't describe it in words.
" Yess. We are going together. Don't I say yesterday place doesn't matter? All we need is to study and to be together. I thought to give you a surprise about it when we will leave for the airport but I guess we already miss our flight." He said and give me his naughty smile.
"You need to get punished for it," I said and capture his lips. This is our first kiss as lovers. Ahhhh my heart 😚
" Bobo but we had a problem," Zhan said nervously breaking the kiss. Hearing the 'Problem' word my face gets pale. I feel like a fish who comes out of the water.
"What problem Zhan?" I asked
"Aunt," Zhan said and we gulp down our salivas.
Did you guys know about Doraemon anywhere door? I wish we have that in real life so I can run away with my Zhan.
"Di..did she know about last night?" I asked him. Zhan bites his nails and gives his favorite reply another nod.
"But how? Our rooms are sounds proofs so it can't possible that she heard your moans." I started to scratch my head as I can't understand.
"WTF it's not like I was the only one who was moaning you are groaning too," Zhan said annoyingly. "And about how she finds out how would I know? When I open your door of yours in the morning she was standing in front of me. I was so scared that I run to my room. But my room was locked from the outside and the key was in aunt's hand. I don't get what to do then and all I can do was come inside the kitchen to hide. Yibo, please do something naa. Go ask aunt for the key. I am feeling shy. I am still wearing your shirt."
" You find me an idiot?" I asked.
"Yes".
"Hahahahahhaha...I mean no absolutely not. You are a hero, my hero. So Mr. hero it's your responsibility to protect your baby." Zhan said with puppy-like seductive eyes.
" Then I better be an idiot. I don't want to jump in front of a snake."
"You called me a snake?" My Mom who was standing at the door ask me.
"Hahahahahhaha" I start laughing with fear. Zhan starts laughing too. When did she come? Dad used to say to me that you always choose your words correctly because we Wangs are famous for the wrong timing. Especially when you are with your mother and future spouse. Ahhh my luck why you are dancing?
"Hahahahahhaha... no mom hahaha. I don't have the heart to compare you with a snake. You are my one and only Mother. You are a goddess. Indian Goddess Manasha." I explained with a bow.
(A/n: Goddess Manasha is the Indian Goddess of snakes )
"Are you done? Or want to utter more nonsense? If yes then move." I zip my mouth and move.
"Did you guys remember right that you both missed your flight? How unreasonable you both can be. You guys dare to drink in my house that even my favorite brand. And do adult staff when both still behave like a kid."
"You guys should respect an older. I am not much older than you both but still, you guys should respect me." I just roll my eyes at that.
"If I don't wake up and notice you guys talking inside the kitchen then I would never guess. Both of you leave the lights on plus the whole night your room lights are on too. What you both are thinking that I would don't even know about it. What do you think this idiot came out just like that.
And who will pay the electricity bills haa?"
"Zhan honey I am very disappointed with you. first I thought I was mistaken but when saw you this morning I got confirmed. Don't I teach you not to give in front of these Wang Men? Don't you always fantasize to have an experience like mine? Like how I had my first time in Italy. In a large hotel room on a full moon night after a long romantic drive. Gosh, I still remember those days." my mom said shyly and I feel like throwing up with her acting. Haa if I don't know the real truth.
"Mother when do you go to Italy? As I remember father had a phobia of heights and you guys are poor too." I ask crossing my arms.
"You are not even there at that time so shut up. you don't know anything." She replied faster.
"Huh, I don't know anything? Father told me everything. like how you used to bully him in school because he was a cry baby. How you used to beat him if he forgot to say you are beautiful. How you told him if he doesn't date you, you will throw bugs on him. How you give him dared to marry you or you will leave him in a ghost house. And about your first night, haa you again bully him and take his virginity inside our storeroom as all rooms are full because of your wedding guests. " I said with a smirk.
"....."
Zhan's mouth was hanging open. My mother glared at my father's picture and mumbled I hate you as I read her lips.
"He hates you to mom," I said laughing.
"Do you want me to adopt Zhan? And made you his elder brother ? " she said glaring at me. This only line was enough for me to become the identical son of my father.
I know my mom. she can do anything so I grab Zhan's hand and try to run.
"First clean the floor before leaving or that idiot father of yours also can't save you from me today." she gives an alarm and throws one key towards Zhan. Getting the key Zhan literally runs inside his room like a marathon forgetting the back pain he was complaining about earlier.
Aish is this called true love? That he forgot his lover and leave him in danger without thinking twice.
Ahhh my heart 😭
Why God why? What we Wangs did with you to give us these cruel wives.
But I still love him so I go in front of his room to tell him not to come out. I can't believe my mother so I can't take a chance.
"Zhan Please don't worry about me, okay. you just stay inside."
"Bobo you don't worry I will not come out even aunt beat the shit out of you. You go clean the house. God, I am very tired I should take asleep."
"...."
"Dad, I miss you, 😖". I said and cry and after that, I come out to clean the whole house. Ahh, my Budha. why is mother so cruel. I only mess the sitting room but she told me to clean the whole house plus the garden and garage, Cars, Waterpipes, dishes, bathroom, clothes, etc.
I learned my lesson to never open my mouth.
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Next day
"Zhanzhan it's time to leave baby. Come out now. " my mom called from downstairs.
"Coming"
Finally, we are leaving today. I look at the clock that shows 10.50 am. I still remember how 2 days ago I was whining about going to America. But today it's completely the opposite. I am excited. Yeah, I am sad too, I am leaving my mother here. I told her to let's come with us but she refused. She not going to admit but I know she misses dad. The man she always loves. And this house it's the only place she found him beside her. So I don't push her more or I had admitted to the hospital for getting a hard beating.
"Don't be so sad Zhanzhan I will always be beside you both. Even though we will physically be separated but emotionally we are always connected. And yeah if his idiot * pinching my ears* gives any hard time to you then directly call me I know how to deal with these Wangs." She said to Zhan and my bunny hugs her tightly.
"Mom can you at least leave my ear now it's hurting. " I complain.
"That's why I pinched".
" Can't you show some love for me as well besides always beating me? "
"No. I will beat you even if you turn 80 and I am 100. It's our Asian mother's right so no one can come in the middle to stop me."
"Mom I am going for years. No, come back before we will graduate. And if I get an opportunity after that then have to settle down there. No meeting, no spending time together like before, not eating together like before only phone and video calls even only for a few minutes. Don't you feel bad for me haa? You only coddling Zhan don't you love me? " I asked.
" Uff... finally you understand," My mom said, and both laughed.
"MOM!!! You guys are laughing at me when I am this sad. Were you the one who give birth to me? " today I am feeling extremely jealous. Because I love her god damn it.
" No. You were found and picked up by me". She said and rolled her eyes.
" I knew it. No wonder you yell at me all day."
"Whatever. Let's go Zhanzhan."
"Mom!!"
"What?!! Don't you see the picture in my room where I was holding a newborn baby who looks exactly like you in a hospital bed and your dad standing beside me? did that kid was your grandpa?" I made a pout and lower my head.
"Are you coming or not or should I cancel your ticket and send Zhanzhan alone? " She said and hearing that all do is run to the car.
"This brat never going to change always shows tantrums." She said and shook her head.
In 20 minutes we reached the airport. We check in for our flight and hand over the baggage that we are carrying with us to go into the aircraft hold. Our plan will fly soon in a few minutes so we to have board soon.
Finally, the time came to say goodbye. We both hug mom tightly together and bid farewell.
We are going to the airport security gates when someone called me from behind. I saw a mid-age lady coming running towards me and that was my mom. That same mom who was suppressing her sadness inside her heart. It will be the first time I would be separated from her after I had birth. There is a pain in her eyes along with deep happiness for my future.
I run to her and we hug each other tightly and start crying.
" Be a good boy there. And don't you dare to skip your meals. I will not be there and Zhanzhan Is still a baby so you have to take good care of both of you. Daily call me. Don't take stress much there if anything happens always remember you have me." She said sniffing and I just said hmm and nod for everything.
"Mom I love you "
"I love you too"
" Are you crying? " I ask teasingly.
" No, absolutely not. Something.... something fall inside my eyes. And you? "
" Exactly. Something falls inside my eyes too." We both laugh as tears fall down. We hug each other more tightly.
"Go now you are getting late," she said after broking the hug. She wipes my tears with her scarf and kisses my forehead softly.
"Yeah, I am going. Take care of yourself. I will call you daily" I said hugging her last time before going inside the security gates where Zhan was waiting for me. He was crying here giving us mother-son a little time alone. We hold hands to start our new journey together.
After boarding the plane we were comfortably seated inside our business class sites. In a few minutes, we fly to our destination.
"Zhan I love you," I said lying down on his lap and kissing my bunny tummy who was looking outside the window being amazed.
" Thank you," He said and look back at the window again.
" Wait did you just say thank you on my I love you? " I asked making a face and he nods teasingly.
"Zhan doesn't look for a punishment," I said.
"What if I am?" He challenges me.
" Okay," I said with a smirk and close the curtains while Zhan looked at me with narrow eyes.
I pushed him against the window and start kissing him. He closes his eye and kisses me back. I toll down to his neck and start biting him hard. But he pushed me when my hand reached under his pants.
"Bobo what are you doing. Someone will see us." But I don't stop and started to touch his bunny again.
"Then keep down your voice. This is your punishment for not saying I love you," I said with a smirk.
"Okay okay, I love you. I love you." He said hurriedly thinking I will stop.
" Thank you"
" But...you are late," I said and speed up.
" Bobo. Yibo stop or... or I will complain. " He said with a pout.
"Complain to whom? Did you forget that mom is not here? And you have to live with me alone in our apartment for me to touch you daily. There who going to save you, baby, hmm?" I said teasingly and he gulped down his saliva.
"Daily... huh, Not going to happen I also know how to deal with Wang's," He said nervously but try to mock but cry out when I squeeze him tightly.
"Okay, okay once in a month." He admits defend but I faster my pace hearing that.
"Then 15 days later later ". More faster
" Ok once in a week, now please stop," He said expectedly with his teary eyes. But I am still a jerk.
"Then what about once in every four days. Three days work too"
" No"
"Hey, how you can do this to me? Did you forget I also had a university to attend every morning?" Zhan complains but I shut him up with my lips.
" Everyday means everyday."
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