chris,

i always felt like i'm on a tightrope. 

that was our relationship: a thin line about to break.

it wasn't anything you did, per say. you treated me well. like anyone should be.

but i just wish you did more. i wish you loved me how much i loved you. 

i kept hoping you would realize. i kept hoping you would fight for me.

i'm still hoping. 

love, 

penny.