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My flight is called for boarding, and I head to the gate. This is really what I'm doing... I'm walking away from her... I hand my boarding pass to the gate attendant and my phone signals a text. I move to the jetway and look at the notification.

Love 💖: I'm waiting in Room 2507

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I freeze in my steps, making the couple behind me curse. She's waiting? I'm so confused... Moving away from the gate, I read the text again. What am I missing? I'm literally stuck in my spot. If I go back, is it going to be her explaining why she can't love me enough? That she is too broken after everything I failed to protect her from? All the reasons she doesn't want to be with me and our kids... That's what the letter said, right? I run a frustrated hand through my hair, staring at the text. What do I do?

I take a minute and place a call.

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Hello?

Hyung? I'm sorry if I'm calling at a bad time.

Jungkook? It's not... What's up?

I have a dilemma... Help me.

Tell me... I'll do what I can.

I tell him about finding the room empty. The envelope with my name on it, and how it reminded me of when she left the first time. He lets me talk, not interrupting, and when I'm done, he just sighs.

Jungkook-ah... Why didn't you read it?

I guess I was scared... I remembered that day she left me to run away... It broke me Jimin hyung...

You have to go back! You didn't read it, and you are making a mistake...

I can't take her leaving me again... I can't!

I begin crying while Jimin hyung continues to tell me everything will be alright. I hold on to his reassurances, and make a decision. I'm going back... A spark of hope ignites after listening to Hyung, and I rush to the airport exit.

Sophia

I sent the text a while ago, but I haven't heard back. I check my phone, and read through his messages from earlier. Nervousness runs through me at the tone of them. He was clearly upset, and on the verge of anger. Did he not read my letter? I thought that it was in a spot he couldn't miss it...

Maybe he read it, and realized that he's not willing to deal with me not being able to speak properly... No... He wouldn't do that... He knows how hard I've been trying, and he is proud of me. Stop thinking that way!! But where is he? The candles are burning down, and the bath water is getting cool... Hurry Jungkook...

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An hour with no reply... I can't control the tears that fall now. Maybe he really doesn't want me... I grab a glass of champagne and down it, becoming absolutely dejected at this point. The bubbles tickle my nose, and I just pour another glass. Climbing into the bed, I drink more of the alcohol. I really thought he would run here... After I confessed all the things I felt, and wanting to marry him soon, to make us a true family. I wanted to try to have a baby if it's what he wants... But this time we would be together the whole time... I wanted to go home to live close to his family... Our friends... Is it too little, too late?

My head is spinning at this point... I set the glass aside, letting my tears choke me a little. I drop back onto the bed, and hate myself for not being able to communicate with my voice. Maybe I didn't write out my feelings well... Did he not understand? The bedroom spins as the alcohol flows through my bloodstream. I realize that I haven't eaten, and I'm drunk... Jungkook... Where are you?

Jungkook

When I get back to the hotel, I stop at the desk. The same woman is there and I ask for a key to the room Sophia said she's in. She hands it over with a smile, and I practically run to the elevator. I'm impatient, but there is a crowd waiting so I need to calm myself. When we all board, the buttons are pressed, and I can't help but groan at how many floors we'll be stopping on.

I know that people are annoyed by me, but I don't care. Her text came more than an hour ago, and I am worried she might be angry... Traffic from the airport was awful, and there was an accident that held us up also. Finally the elevator reaches the 25th floor, and I take off towards the room.

Wiping my sweaty palms on my jeans, I unlock the door...

Wow...

As I get closer to the bed, I notice her. Damn... Jungkook you idiot!!

Looking around the room, I see a beautiful table set for dinner. The bath with flowers and candles floating in it is cool now... She looks absolutely stunning in the lingerie, but it's her hair that takes my breath away. Fiery, full, and long... Did she get extensions? It's amazing, and it's splayed across the pillows. I see the open champagne, and her cheeks are rosey...

My pants get tighter looking at her laying there, dressed beautifully for me. I can't believe I almost left... She drank... This means she was upset that I didn't show up. What would have happened if I'd gotten on a 14 hour flight... I jump when my phone rings in my pocket.

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Hello

Jungkook-ah? Did you go back?

Yes Jimin hyung... I'm here now.

It's ok?

I came to the room she texted me, and she has it set romantically... She got drunk though, and she's out cold... Hyung... I can't believe I'm so dumb...

I can...

Hey!

Well, you both are always assuming the worst... Maybe you could stop doing that, hmm?

Yes Hyung... You're right.

Alright... As long as you know it.

Thanks again Hyung.

Anytime maknae

Taking off my shoes, and jacket, I drain the tub, to add warm water.

I call for a new dinner to be delivered in an hour. I wonder if she's even eaten today. The hair must have taken time, and she obviously spent time getting all this ready... I can't believe I'm such an asshole...

I take off my shirt, and unbutton my jeans. Climbing onto the bed, I run my hand over her gently. I get an immediate response, when she moans as I caress her belly.

"Sophia-ah... Love... I'm here now..."

I dip my head down and kiss her thighs. Immediately she spreads her legs. Moving between them I rub my hands up over her body. Noone would believe she's had 2 babies... She's perfect, and I want her to know it. My hands cup her breasts and I place kisses over her belly moving down towards her panties. Her nipples become erect under my hands, and I flick them earning a moan.

"Sophia-ah... Wake up baby... I want to make you feel good..."

"jungooo..."

"Yes Love... I'm here... Open your eyes for me..."

I lean over her, and peck her pouty lips, and she slowly comes back to consciousness. When her eyes open, I smile at her and join our mouths. Sliding my tongue into hers slowly, she reaches up to sink her fingers into my hair. Her little tug has my cock hard as a rock. Groaning, I pull away, and stare into her eyes.

"I'm sorry I was late Love... You look so beautiful... Did you do all this for me?"

She nods as her cheeks turn a beautiful pink. I nuzzle my nose along her cheek, and grip her hips trying to control myself.

"I love you Sophia."

"I... love... You... Jungooo"

She speaks slowly, but doesn't stutter. I smile at the way my name has changed, and I find it adorable coming from her lips.

Tangling my fingers in her hair, I tip her head back and stare into her eyes. She moans at the pressure of my hands in her hair.

"You like that? You like it when I pull your hair?"

"Y-yes..."

"My baby... Such a good girl for me... You want me to fuck you?"

"Aahh... Y-yes... Yes... Fu-Fuck me... Ple-Please... Wa-want it..."

Her hands move to push at my waistband impatiently. I chuckle as I help her remove my jeans, kicking them away.

"My Love wants it bad?"

"Yes..."

"But I think you're drunk baby... We should wait..."

"Noooo"

She whines at me and grabs at my dick, making me to groan. her little fingers tighten as she pumps me slowly.

"Baby... You're killing me..."

I connect our foreheads, and stare into her beautiful eyes as she moves her hand faster.

"Stop Love... I need to take off your pretty clothes... If you... Aaahhh... Fuck Sophia... I don't want to rip them..."

She ignores me and continues to jerk me off, so I push her panties down her legs. Grabbing her wrists, I make her stop and push them into the pillows above her head.

"I said stop... Is my Love asking for a punishment?"

"Jungooo... I wa-want you... Ple-Please..."

She's bucking her hips to try and connect with my erection, and I can't help but tease her a little. I grind my cock through her folds coating it with her juices. She's a whimpering, panting mess, and I love it.

"You're so wet... Fuck baby..."

Pushing myself into her fast, she throws her head back, moaning loud and long. Thrusting fast and rough, I fuck myself into her knowing this is going to be quick. When she screams my name, I can't help but unload into her. Slowing, I bring us both down.

"How about a bath Love..."

"It wi-will b-be co-cold..."

"I refilled it before I woke you... I also ordered a new dinner. I'm so sorry I was late... Forgive me?"

She nods at me while blushing like crazy. I cradle her in my arms and carry her to the tub. Stepping into the water, I sink down and hold her to me with her legs straddling mine.

"Thank you... Thank you for all this... Why did you decide to? Hmmm?"

"Yo-you di-didn't r-read the le-letter?"

"No... I'm sorry... I panicked... I thought..."

"I wa-was lea-leaving... Yo-you thought I-I wa-was lea-leaving... R-Right?"

I hid my face in her neck and hummed. Ashamed that I believed she was going to do it again, and afraid she'll be angry... Worse, I don't want to see the pain in her eyes at my stupid thoughts.

"Jungooo... I love you... I-I'm n-not lea-leaving a-again..."

Her little hands cup my face and force me to look into hers. She's smiling at me, and I feel like every puzzle piece fits.

"Thank you Sophia-ah... You make me so happy."

The kiss we share makes my heart throb hard in my chest.

"Let's wash and then eat something, alright?"

She nods and grabs the sponge. She runs it over my body, a small smile on her lips the whole time.

Yoongi

As the Amber liquid burns down my throat, I can't help but feel like I've lost everything. Hobi hasn't even called in days, and I hate myself more than I ever have. When Jungkook called and told me he is in LA, I think he's really planning to leave me. I guess I don't blame him though... I lied to him repeatedly... I became the monster I didn't want him to see me as.

Daniel has been fussy since he's gone, and I hate feeling like I've ruined our child's life also. Hobi had always been the better of us... He's happy and relaxed with Daniel. I have to work for it, but have learned not to worry, and just love him. As I'm thinking about the baby, he begins to cry. Setting the liquor aside, I head to check on him. His cute, chubby face, lifts my spirits, but I know if Hobi doesn't come back, I'll never be enough.

I bring him to the changing table, cooing to him the whole time in order to calm him down. As soon as he's dry, his fussing stops, and I carry him to the kitchen. While his bottle is warming, I decide to unload... He's just a baby, so he doesn't know what I'm telling him at this point. He's almost like free therapy... I just talk in a soft voice, and it's like I'm only saying things that are happy.

"One day you'll probably hate me... I hurt your Hobi Appa and he left. I hope you don't think it's because of anything you did. He loves you so much... But Yoongi Appa screwed up... He didn't trust Hobi like he should... Please my little baby... When you are grown, don't lie to people who love you. It only causes pain baby...

Your Hobi Appa will come back to see you soon, I know it. He might not want to be with me anymore, but he'll always love you. Our problems are only because I'm not a good man. I am thankful the adoption people didn't see that when we decided to bring you into our lives. I don't know if I understood I would love you this much... I'm just so happy you're here my baby boy... I'll do everything in my power to bring Hobi Appa home... I'll... I'll..."

My tears become too much, and I held my son tightly, as I tried to not begin sobbing. The tiny hand that grips onto my finger, has me smiling bitterly. How will this beautiful child be alright if we aren't together? I will have to give him to Hoseok, and I'll fade to the back. I'm not good enough to parent an angel.

"Yoongi hyung? Are you alright?"

I spin towards the voice of Jimin, and he rushes to me after seeing my tears. I feel my child being pulled away, and I crouch down, letting my grief overwhelm me. I'm such an idiot... How could I hurt him this way? I don't know who I am without him...

Jimin takes Daniel to place him in his playpen, and then he's before me. His arms wrap around me and I begin to cry loudly, hating what's happened.

"Hyung... Shhhh... What happened?"

I can't answer him because it would mean he might hate me too. I shake my head, clinging onto my friend. I have been so stupid... So wrong... Aera was Jimin's sister-in-law... He'll be disgusted with me if he finds out what I've done.

"Yoongi hyung... Please... Tell me what's wrong."

"Jimin?"

My whole body freezes hearing Hobi's voice. At first I think I'm hallucinating, until his warm hand touches my shoulder.

"Jimin... I'll help him... Can you check on Daniel?"

Jimin moves away, leaving me curled into myself. I don't begin to hope he's here for any other reason than to break it off completely. The warmth of his arms pulling me into his chest, has me crying harder.

"Yoongi... What happened? Babe?"

A tiny flower of hope begins to bloom hearing his pet name for me.

"I am here Babe... Tell me what happened..."

"I'm sorry Hobi... I can't... I'm the worst"

"No... You're not the worst... You made a mistake... One you'll never make again, right?"

"Never! Please... Give me another chance... I'm sorry!"

When I feel his lips on my temple, I almost melt. How can this perfect person still want to be with me?

"Yoongi... Listen to me... I was hurt by your not trusting me. But I'm not leaving you. I love you so much Yoongi... You, and our son, are my life... You're the reason I want to wake up in the morning. I just needed a step back, and I'm sorry you thought I would leave forever... I'm here now though... I'm back... If you still want me."

I tackled him into a hug, kissing him aggressively. The way his body fits against mine always makes my heart happy. He responds, but calms me down before I strip him.

"Yoongi... Not now... Jimin is here..."

I pull back, staring into his teasing eyes. He smiles at me gently, wiping my tears, only making them multiply... How is he real? Is he going to stay with me?

"Please don't leave me... I'll change... I'll do whatever you want... I... I can't live without you Hoseok."

"I'm not leaving... Calm down... I love you, and Daniel. We're a family... I don't want to live without you either."

When his lips meet mine, it's sweet and calms all my fears. I will never lie to him again.

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Shorter chapter than usual. I think I have one more chapter left. This story has been one I've loved and then hated. I took a step, or two, back, and redid pieces of it. Now I love it again. It's time to bring it to a close though, or I'm sure I'll be back to hating it.

Thank you to everyone who read it! I loved all the comments, and felt proud with every vote.

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