As soon as the car pulls into a parking lot near a park, I know Yoongi hyung isn't bringing me to my Mom and daughter. I squash the immediate anger, and follow him to sit on a bench overlooking a river. I have known this Hyung for a long time, and he doesn't ever do anything with no reason at all. I just need to be patient.

After a few minutes he lets out a long sigh, and turns to face me. I can see he is struggling with something, and I try to offer him a smile.

"Jungkook-ah... I brought you here to talk about something serious..."

"Ok. I'm listening Hyung."

"What's the last you heard about the trial? Do you know what's going on?"

"I haven't heard anything since Taehyung hyung called to tell me they wanted Sophia to testify... And then we had the argument and I...."

"Don't blame yourself too much Jungkook. I know how much you've been holding in over the years... It was inevitable that at some point you would crack..."

"I shouldn't have... She could have died Hyung... I can't believe I could actually have killed her, just because I couldn't contain my anger..."

"She'll be alright... I believe it, and you need to as well."

"I'll try... So now tell me what is going on that brought us here... Sophia obviously can't testify, but shouldn't they have enough evidence with the Dr, and the other witnesses?"

"Aera has new lawyers... They have managed to put a halt to the divorce, and are close to getting her released. The Dr is missing, and without him, and now Sophia... She may not get punished."

"She signed the papers Hyung... How can this happen? I proposed to Sophia... I want to marry her and build our family together... What the hell Hyung?"

"I'm worried Kook... If Aera is released, and the divorce isn't final, she'll be trouble..."

"What can we do though?"

"I can fix the Aera problem... But you can't ask me questions... And I need you to acknowledge you understand exactly what I'm implying... It's not something to take lightly."

"You mean... kill her... Right?"

"Do you think she'll do less to Sophia? If she gets out, she's coming right for her Jungkook... She's gone absolutely mad... Taehyung saw her, and tried to get her to sign a new divorce, and she just laughed like a maniac at him. She told him that she won't sign it, and she'll get rid of Sophia from your life... You hung up on Tae, so he never got to tell you this stuff..."

"Sophia wanted to try and help her... She thinks that she needs a hospital, not prison... But, if she's going to be released, and will hurt what's mine... Go ahead Hyung... Do it..."

"There's no going back if this is the decision... You have to be sure Jungkook-ah..."

"Are you trying to discourage this, or what?"

My frustration is at it's peak with the contradiction. I hate everything about this, but I don't know what to do. Aera was important to me... She was a great friend... But it was fake... She trapped me, and used my daughter to worm her way into my life. I was already done with her, but when she tried to kill my Sophia...

"I am not trying to tell you either way Jungkook... I'm just giving you the options... Let me ask you... Do you think if Aera gets out, she'll listen to you, and stop her craziness? Do you think that there's a chance you can convince her to divorce you, and move on?"

"No... She is obsessed with me... I don't like that my options are hoping she'll move on, or death... But if I have to choose Sophia's life, or Aera's... There's nothing to think about."

"Alright... We won't talk about this again. I will only do what needs to be done if she manages to get out. My father is supposed to meet Kang Daeshim tomorrow, and see if there is anything he can do... The outcome there, will hopefully be that he'll convince her to divorce you. Do you want me to update you, or would you rather I just do whatever I need to, and make sure Sophia is safe?"

"My priority is Sophia... Whatever needs to be done to get the divorce, and have Aera leave us alone... Do it. You can tell me if you think I need to know, but I'd rather focus on getting Sophia better..."

"Alright... You're going to have your happily ever after Jungkook... You and Sophia."

"Thank you Yoongi hyung... I am so thankful for you. But one more thing... Am I selfish to do this?"

"No... It's not selfish to want to be happy with your family. Sophia also deserves to not have to be scared anymore... She deserves to have you, free and totally hers.... But if you're going to beat yourself up... I shouldn't do it..."

"No... I'm not... I am fine... I just can't believe this is where we are... But I'll never regret protecting Sophia at any cost... So do what you need to Hyung."

My stomach clenches thinking about what I've just agreed to. I don't show it to Yoongi hyung though, and just get back in the car to go and visit my Mother and Olivia. I'm going to put this out of my mind, and move forward with my family. I know the conversation I need to have with Olivia is going to be difficult... How will I explain to her without making it scary?

"We're here Jungkook-ah... You ready?"

I swallow thickly, and nod as I open the car door. Every step I take towards the room my daughter is in, makes me remember moments with Aera... How much Olivia loves her still, even though she understands that Aera did something wrong. I can't stop the happy memories we shared from bombarding my mind, as I wish things were different. The anger is back... The anger that I let myself be fooled by 2 of my best friends, and the woman I love... Anger at how she didn't trust me to keep her safe... Anger that our daughter didn't have her when she was young...

"Hey... Jungkook..."

I feel Yoongi hyung's hand grip my arm, and I look at him. His worried eyes tell me that my mood is showing.

"Talk to me Kookie... What's wrong?"

I look around to make sure we're alone before I answer.

"I'm just mad... At everyone... Why is this the decision, when if Sophia had just trusted me back then, Aera would have never been in our life... I hate that I can't get over the anger Hyung..."

Bitter tears begin to leak from my eyes, and I lean against the wall to try and calm down. I don't want my daughter to see my this way... I have to let go of the past and focus on the future I want with the woman I love. Why is it suddenly so difficult?

"Jungkook-ah? You can't do this... If you think about everything, and really let it settle, you'll understand Sophia. She endured all the abuses, and still tried to move forward. She thought that Ha-eun would hurt you. She didn't know any of us very well back then. Don't be angry at her for trying to protect you... Also, as much as I hate to admit it, remember that one of our friends was there while she was tortured... She didn't know if she could trust us... Hobi is someone we both love, and even Sophia has forgiven what happened. It's time for you to as well..."

I sigh and wish for things to rewind. I wish for a way to know that she would run away like she did. I would have stopped her, and made sure to kill Ha-eun if it made her safe. But Yoongi hyung is right... I can't be mad at her about this...

"You're right Hyung... Thank you..."

"Last chance Kookie-ah... Tell me to stop the plan now if it's too much. I'll figure another way."

"If there were another way, you would have told me... Do what we agreed Hyung. I'll be ok. I was just hurting because I know Olivia will be upset hearing about her mother's condition."

"Just remind her that her mother is alive. That's really all that matters. The rest will fall into place. Come on... They'll be waiting."

I follow him down the hall, clearing the negative thoughts, and any memory of Aera... I need to just remember she tried to kill Sophia... Whatever happens, she deserves it.

Sophia

The visits from everyone make me happy... But I'm frustrated. I can't tell them what I think. I want to talk, and I can't. I don't understand what's wrong with me, and I hate how helpless I feel. I know it's selfish to wish that Jungkook was here, but I do. He's the only one that makes me relaxed. The others come in one at a time, with Namjoon staying in case I need help.

Their sad faces make me upset, but I paste a smile on my lips anyway. Namjoon doesn't try to fill the silence when Jin leaves. I loved Jin's loud, and inappropriate, banter, but it falls flat when I can't really respond. A throat clearing has me looking up to meet the boxy smile of a man I care deeply for. I want to tell him, but I know I can't.

"Hey beautiful... Did you miss me?"

I nod and allow him to hug me. But it becomes like every other person... It gets awkward very quickly when they want to talk, but I'm unable to.

"Your baby is very cute... Have you had a chance to see him?"

"Taehyung... Don't..."

I look at Namjoon, and back to Tae. A piercing pain shoots through my head, and I close my eyes. I have to be the worst mother on the planet... I haven't thought of the baby that was in my body even once since I woke up... I felt the pain of the surgery, but didn't equate it to my child... It's a boy?

"B-Ba... eeemmmm.... Aaanmmm"

"Hey... Sophia... It's alright... Calm down."

Namjoon is sitting on the bed, and holding my hands so I don't hit myself. I hate that my brain is doing this... I just want to hit my head to jog something. I feel the wet tracks on my face and turn to hide my face. I'm tired of being so weak... I'm tired of hurting... I just want to sleep. Not caring about anything, or anyone, I turn on my side, grabbing a pillow to bury my face in. I shut the others out, and let my tears flow... I want Jungkook...

Namjoon

I feel so bad for Taehyung. I know he didn't mean to cause the reaction he got, but it happened anyway. I knew that Jungkook told me that she didn't really acknowledge the pregnancy. He wasn't sure if she was scared that the baby was gone, or if she might have been having a memory issue... He wanted to wait a few days to discuss it. Now, he'll be pissed that this happened.

When Sophia stopped crying, I realized she's fallen asleep. Taehyung is just watching her, and rubbing her back, apologizing quietly.

"hyung... i can't believe she didn't know..."

"i don't know what she knows tae... she's pretty traumatized, and weak right now though..."

"i am so sorry..."

"it's fine... she will be alright..."

"jungkookie will be mad at me though... i really didn't intend to upset her."

"Why am I going to be mad?"

We turn to see Jungkook entering the room. His eyes are searching ours, and then they land on the sleeping figure of his girlfriend. She's curled into a ball in a clearly defensive position, and he moves to her quickly.

"What happened?"

"Jungkook-ah... I didn't mean to..."

"Didn't mean to what Hyung?"

"Kookie-ah... He only asked if she'd seen pictures of the baby..."

Jungkook's eyes go wide, and he shakes his head. His jaw is flexing, but he doesn't say anything. Taehyung moves to stand so Jungkook can take his place. His sad eyes catch Jungkook's, and it makes the younger stop.

"Don't worry Hyung... I didn't tell you guys that I was waiting to speak to her about it when she was a little stronger... It's fine."

They embrace each other, and Taehyung just nods. He keeps his eyes on Sophia as Jungkook sets himself on the bed to run a hand over her hair.

"How's your Mom Kook?"

"She's doing alright. She and Olivia are going to come tomorrow. I know it might stress Sophia though. I didn't know how to say no to Olivia... She wants to see for herself that her Eomma is ok... You know?"

"I know... It might be good though. Having her daughter will make her happy I think."

"We'll see..."

"I think I'm going to head out, unless you need me to stay."

"No... I'm just going to get changed, and then settle in for the night."

"Call if you need me... Do you want me to ask the others to wait until another time?"

"Yes please Namjoon hyung... She's asleep now anyway..."

"Alright... Good night Kookie... See you tomorrow."

"Good night Jungkook-ah... I'm sorry again..."

"Night Tae hyung... It's fine... Don't be sorry."

As we leave, I see Jungkook laying gently behind Sophia and taking her into his arms. It's a sweet picture, and I'm happy he's here for her.

⚠️*Slight mature content ahead*⚠️

Jungkook

After the hyungs left, I changed into some sweat pants and climbed back into the bed. Sophia nestled herself into my side, burrowing her face into the crook of my neck. I could feel some dampness on her face, signaling me that she cried, and I just squeezed her to me tighter. Any residual anger I have melts away as I feel her heartbeat synchronize with my own. Her breathing into my neck tickles, but it makes me smile.

"jun...oo.."

Her whisper brings me out of my thoughts... It's the closest she's comes to my name since she woke up, and I feel a tear slip down my face.

"i lo y-yoo... jun...go"

A smile splits my face, as she continues to murmur in her sleep. She's relaxed and maybe that's why she is able to form the words better. It gives me hope that she's getting better, and I place some sweet kisses on her head.

"i love you too... sophia, you're all i've ever wanted... rest love... i'll be here."

Her small hand fists my t-shirt, and I move mine to hold it, hoping to help her relax. She seems tense in my arms, like she's having a bad dream. When our fingers meet, the lovely current I always feel, has her sighing again. I love these moments... Holding her close, sharing our warmth...

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A moist feeling on my cheeks, combined with a cool touch on my neck, brings me out of my slumber. I open my eyes to find Sophia kissing my face and smiling at me. She's on her knees, leaning over me, and I reach out to cup her cheeks. "Good morning love." She kisses my lips, and I groan at her affection.

"Careful baby... You know how my body reacts in the morning..."

Her cute blushing cheeks make me smile. I love waking up like this with her.

"l-loyou... jungooo..."

Her face is an even deeper shade of red as she struggles to speak. I'm so proud of her in this moment, and I don't wait to tell her.

"I love you too, my Sophia... That was great! You're doing great baby."

"T-Tr... Aaanmmm.. t-tyin..."

"Yes you are! Don't pressure yourself... You'll get there my love."

I pepper her cute face with kisses, making her giggle. It's the sweetest sound in the world to me. A gentle tug and she lands on top of my chest so I can hold her in my arms.

"We're going to be alright Love... You're going to be alright... I love you so much. Don't ever leave me again..."

She shakes her head and hums into my neck, kissing my sensitive spots. She's trying to rile me up, and I chuckle at her.

"Please... Sophia... We can't be doing this here... I want to do naughty things when you kiss me like that..."

She giggles again, and places one last kiss. Her hand runs along the vein on my neck, and she brings her face to be in front of mine. I claim her lips hungrily, feeling completely turned on by her actions. She begins to pull back, but I grab the back of her head and hold her to me, pushing our kiss further. When she taps my chest, I release her with a groan.

"Baby... I need to go take a shower... You aren't ready for what I want to do to you right now... And I need to take care of my problem."

I tell her while looking at the tent in my pants. She has the nerve to giggle again, and look at me with an innocent face. Her tentative hand runs over my abdomen and onto my crotch. I try to stop her, but she slaps my hand away, and massages me through my pants. She covers my mouth when I open it to object, and dives her other under my waistband to grab my erection.

"Shhhh... I-I d-do..."

She's staring into my eyes, with her mischievous ones, and begins pumping my cock. I don't look away, loving the connection while the knot in my stomach begins to burn. Her lips meet mine, and she slips her tongue in my mouth, and I suck onto it while she moves her hand faster. Our mouths separate, connected by a string of saliva. Her forehead rests against mine as she stares into my eyes.

"Fuck love... You are so good to me... I'm close baby..."

She smiles and squeezes a little as she moves her hand quicker, and runs her other hand into my hair, giving it a tug. She knows how to get me, and I groan as I'm so close.

"c-cum..."

Her whisper has me exploding in her hand. I feel my semen coating the inside of my pants and her hand. She moves more, slowing down as I am panting at her touch.

"I love you Sophia... You are so amazing... Let me go and clean up now... Thank you Love."

She removes her hand from my pants, licking her fingers, making me hard again instantly. Her little hum as she cleans my cum from her hand is the hottest thing I've seen in a while. I can't help but to grab her and slam my lips on hers. I almost assault her mouth with how crazy she makes me, but I let go before I hurt her. I wipe some of the cum she has in the corner of her lip, and get up before we go any further. I know she can't, even if she wants to, because of the c-section.

Grabbing my bag, I send her a wink before I enter the bathroom. She is smiling at me, and I feel my love for her grow more. I feel my dick throb in my pants as she looks down at it, and I groan again.

"See what you do to me baby? I'll look forward to punishing you when you're able to handle it..."

Her eyes widen, and she blushes at my statement. I go before I do something I shouldn't, and close the door to the bathroom, hearing her giggle.

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We're just sitting, playing games on my phone, when I smell cinnamon. Looking up, I see my mom walking into the room with a bakery box in her hands, and our shy daughter hiding behind her skirt. Sophia gets tense, but she sits up straight and leans back into me.

"Good morning Mom... Olivia... Did you have a good sleep?"

I wrap my arm around Sophia's middle to hold her, and hopefully help her relax.

"We did. I stopped to get some cinnamon rolls thinking how the food here must be awful."

"Thank you... But I don't think Sophia can eat them yet..."

"I-I ca... Aaanmmm... I d-do"

Sophia frustratedly argued back, and my Mom just smiled at her.

"Alright love... You can try... But the Dr said that solid food might be hard..."

She continued to stare at the bakery box, and then she turned to me with big eyes.

"I-I tr... try"

"Good job Love... You're doing such a good job."

Her cheeks tint, and my Mom moves to set the box on a table. Olivia comes to the edge of the bed, looking at us. Sophia smiles at her, and opens her arms. It takes only a second for Olivia to scramble onto the bed and dive into her mother's embrace.

"I'm so sorry Eomma... So sorry..."

Sophia hugs her tight and runs a hand through her hair. I see the tears start, and I rub both girls on the back.

"N-nooo.... Y-yo... Aaanmmm... F-fin..."

"Olivia... Eomma is trying to tell you not to be sorry. You didn't do anything wrong angel."

I hear a click, and notice my mom has her phone aimed at our little family.

"Do my girls want to try some of the pastry Halmoni brought? Hmm?"

Both of them nod, and I watch as Olivia moves to sit in between Sophia's legs. I take the box, and grab a cinnamon roll, the size of a small car tire, out of the box. Chuckling at how enormous they are, and the way both of my girls are licking their lips, I tear it in half.

"Appaaa... Why?"

"Because if you eat that whole thing, you'll get sick."

My mother chuckles, and hands me a couple napkins. I place a half on one napkin for Olivia, and begin tearing small pieces of the other for Sophia.

"Love... I want you to eat this slow, alright?"

She nods, and looks at me with her excited eyes. When she takes the first piece in her mouth, I hear her moan and her eyes flutter closed. She chews it carefully, and I feel my pants tighten. Damn it...

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The afternoon passed with Sophia and Olivia playing games on my phone. They seemed to be able to use it to communicate as well, and I loved watching them together. The bright smiles they both had, warmed my heart better than anything.

"Jungkook-ah... How are you doing?"

My mother asked me this, drawing me away from my voyeuristic behavior.

"I'm alright Eomma... Maybe a little tired, but I'll be ok. How's Appa?"

"You know you're father... He's working hard. I know he hopes you'll come back to Seoul and help him again... But I want you to do whatever you think is best for you, and your family."

I love my mother so much for this. She will go to the mat for me with my father, if we decide to stay in LA. I know that he is impatient for me to return, but I can't without Sophia. If she wants to stay here, it's where we'll be.

"I don't know what to say... I can't make that decision right now."

"I know that... And I didn't mention it to pressure you son. I want Sophia to heal, and be happy for once. I'm sorry that she's once again dealing with a hardship. She's such a lovely woman... I feel like it's finally going to be your time. If you guys can get through this, then you'll be happy... I believe that Jungkook."

I nod, trying to have faith in what she's saying. I want to... I really want to believe that we're done struggling... It's what Sophia deserves... What our daughter needs...

"Jungkook-ah... Listen to your old mother... Love her with everything you have, and hold on. I see how much that girl loves you. She may have hurt you, but she never did it maliciously. She doesn't think she deserves you... Show her otherwise."

"I'm trying Eomma... My life is empty without her, so I'll hold on to her. I'm just scared... Yoongi hyung told me that Aera managed to stall the divorce, and might get off from the charges... If she does, I don't know how Sophia will handle it..."

"I'll talk to your father... I'll take care of that bitch myself if I need to."

My mother's eyes held fire, and I knew that she would do anything if Aera tried to hurt Sophia again.

"I love you Eomma... Thank you."

"Jungkook... You and your family deserve to be happy. Sophia deserves to feel safe. Whatever you need from me to get there, I'll give it. I love you all so much."

When my mother came and wrapped me in her arms, I broke down completely. It felt good to let it out. I wept for all the lost years... For the pain the woman I love has had to go through... For the feeling of being inadequate... For not being enough to hold on, and keep her with me... I wept for the fact that I can't even say that things will be alright even now...

"Kookie... I promise you... I won't let anyone get in between again... Trust your mother."

All I could do was nod and continue crying...

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When I'm sad, or feeling sick, no matter my age... I want my Mommy... 😁

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