— your pov —

You sit solemnly and anxiously while the make up artist applies layer after layer of eye shadow and foundation.

Looking in the mirror you hardly recognised yourself.

You actually never really achieved this level of make before even though you thought to yourself you were pretty good at it.

"Are you doing okay y/n?"

You glance in the mirror to the boy standing next to you as he fixes his hair in the mirror.

"Yeah I'm just trying not to panic Joonie..." you admit sighing.

He places a hand on your shoulder and rubs it softly, "your with us. So when you stand up there remember you are not alone." He comforts while sitting next to you pulling his phone out of his back pocket.

You glance back at yourself in the mirror thanking the make up artist for doing such good work however you mind is now places else where within your memories.

Your mind flashes back to the concert day, how you stood with your close friends smiling up brightly at the screen as they all spoke their little speeches.

Your thoughts are disturbed by a cute calling as you whip your head back.
"Y/n/n! Come on we're going to take a groups selfie!" Jimin calls out cutely while waving you over to everyone else.

You take no chances to get up and waddle over to them standing on the side and posing slightly.

"No no no y/n! Get in the middle silly!" Jungkook drags you to the middle where yoongi and Jimin stand on either side of you.

You smile brightly feeling a little more confident about going up onto the stage with them.

"Okay boys! 5 minutes until we get up and going!" A staff member calls out brightly.

You feel a warm hand grasp a hold of yours comfortingly, "I'll be right here the whole time okay?" He flashes you his cute gummy smile before walking off to the other boys.

You glance at them happily before following the boys out and stopping at the side lines, smiling to them as they all walk out.

You didn't want to go up expectantly thinking you'd be joining then straight away, also GoGo isn't going to be shown until half way through the concert.

So deciding between yourself, you'll join them later on. But this means you can enjoy the concert before being apart of it.

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You mind keeps having small flashes of clear memories flicker in your mind, you remover the golden confetti glisten while toppling down, the evil eyes Of dark shadow. You shiver at the memory before looking back up from your phone.

Your currently perched on a comfy chair backstage and watching them mess around and have the time of their lives while on stage.

You sip on the hot chocolate but it's still not As good as jins hot chocolate but you just reluctantly sip on it.

"Y/n time to get your outfit on please!" A staff happily calls out.

You jump up and follow her over to the changing room before hopping in and facing with your expectantly Snow White dress however your not, Instead faced with a beautiful short gown, one that matches the boy's current black suits.

And it's paired with some simple elegant small wedges.

You can't dance in this you say to yourself.

It's Impossible!

You glance around the room trying to find the Snow White outfit but get startled when you hear a knock on the door.

"You'll be on stage in 5 minuets I hope your ready soon!" A call from the door calls out.

You begin to feel extreme butterflies swamp in your stomach bashing against each other because there so many! you quickly slide on the short gown that has a jet black base colour and reaches just to the top of your knees, the top of the gown has a lovely embroidered golden roses that match the gold accessories that the boys have on their suits.

Skirt flares out a little giving your waist more definition and it has a waterfall back to the skirt.

Just flowing gently across the back of your legs.

You gulp while slipping on the small wedges which are a Matt black.

Knocking sounded from the door startled you again, you frantically open it, "I'm ready!" You panic before gasping  placing you hands over your mouth.

He only giggles before taking your hands away, "You look beautiful, I'm sure the fans will love you even more than they already do." He hands you your golden mic which has your very own name sketched into it.

You smile before linking arms with Yoongi as you follow with him and the boys back onto the stage.

As you close in on the opening you try to pull away from Yoongi but you feel his arm tug tighter not letting you go.

Glancing confusingly at him he only returns your expression with an adorable gummy smile before waltzing out with you to the thousands of fans drastically waving their Army bombs around and their familiar screams ringing in your ears making you slightly shiver a little from fright before only Yoongi arms holding you up tighter.

"It's okay, I'm right here.." he comfortingly whispers in your ear.

You nod and smile slightly at him before reaching the rest of the boys all lined up on the square part of the stage.

"ARMY!" Namjoon begins smiling his brightest before the crowds create a wave of excited calls.

You feel a coldness leave your arm as you glance towards Yoongi who has now let go of your arm, but soon wrapped his arm around your waist.

You instantly feel a blush rise to your cheeks and you ears grow warm. Namjoon begins to express his gratitude towards the fans for being so understanding and supportive towards you.

You begin to feel a lot of pressure pull up onto your shoulders, you gulp.

Crystal clear memories flash through your head again, hitting you like a ton of bricks, you begin to feel a pain in your shoulder as the memory of the ringing gun sound pierces your ears.

You gently place your hand over Yoongi's which clasps your waist tightly, you gently squeeze it before glancing to him with shimmery eyes.

His expression shows so much concern and worry his mouth slightly agape.

You begin to see the same worried face slide into your memory.

"Miss?!, hello?! Keep your eyes open its going to be okay! Hey!!"

You gasp a little quietly as the memory beams so clearly in you memory.

You can clearly see his concerned face as his eyes shimmer with small tears.

Your mind only flickers to the memory of your last few minuets of consciousness.

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His words over powering reality as your mind takes you to the concert day.

"No! No, please don't close them! Someone quickly first aid call an ambulance!"

You gaze up into his concerned face as he holds your head delicately.

"It's going to be alright...I'm right here.." he hums softly before being slightly pushed aside by another familiar face one where his hearth shaped mouth isn't so happy any more.

"Is she b-breathing Yoongi?" Hoseok worriedly ask's as he takes your hand in his.

Yoongi's concerned and worried expression is the last thing you saw before you lost consciousness.

Yoongi was the one who was by your side the very first time.

Just like he always was.

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I wanted to end the book on an even number lol.

So one more chapter!

I honestly am so excited for all you comments on this coz so much planning went into that chapter!

Also hope you all had a good weekend!

Hope to see you in the next chapter!