"I'm worried my nightmare will become reality" you spit out slightly feeling your heart ache and your body begging to tingle with anxiety.

Your mind flashing the images of your vivid nightmare, the specific one where each beloved boy collapses to the ground. Dead.

You feel a tear slip from your eyes before gazing into the loving ones of Yoongi.

"Oh y/n..." he mumbles before wrapping his warm arms around your shoulders pulling you closer and softly rubbing you back.

"I...I just don't want it to happen..! I'm scared...I'm worried that it is possible and that I'll loose you all..." you begging to break down in front of him your worried and anxieties filling you up.

"I'm worried that the fans will throw things at me...I know that they hate me Yoongi...." you mumble also adding to your problems.

"Shush...some of the fans will hate you but most of them love you. Trust me. Yes not everyone will love you that's impossible. What's important is that your happy, within yourself and with the people your with."

He softly whispers comforting words into your ear helping you calm down and realise that it's not all that bad.

Or is it?

"O-Okay..." you mumble burying your face into his shoulder.
"Yoongi..." you call out.

"Yes princess?" He hums still rubbing your back.

"...will you stay by my side the whole time while I'm with you on stage..? I'm a little nervous about it all..." you ask. A little hesitant about what he might say.

"Of course I will, that was my plan anyways!" He grins while pulling away and using his thumbs to brush off your tears.

"I will protect you from any bullet or thing a fan throws at you, Okay?" He sternly says with confidence.

You nod slowly, "Okay."

"Good, now shall we do something fun?" He smiles brushing away the loose falling strands of you hair.

You nod softly smiling a little before glancing down to your hands.

"Alright, do you want to learn to play the piano still..?" He asks.

You remember back at the holiday house you wanted to learn how to play it, you lighten up as your surprised at how he remembered but nod your head furiously agreeing.

He just grins in return before sliding over to his piano and shifting bit on the seat so you can fit on too.

You just perch next to him nearly falling off the chair but not care as your too captured by how his fingers dance across the keys.

Just nearing the end of the song o press down on the very last highest key like a clueless kitten playing with the piano.

He just laughs closing his eyes slightly while he laughs at your adorable action.

You are just filled with confusion as he just laughs at you slightly.

You only smile warmly at his relaxed state before pressing down on the keys again trying to copy what he did.

"You too cute, here let me show you.." he wraps one arm around your waist before using his other hand to guide yours across the keys.

You soon begin to learn how to play the beginning of the song before your both disturbed by a ringing from the door bell of his studio.

Yoongi sighs frowning playfully before opening the door, "Yes?"

"Hey, I just wanted to say that we're all getting to bed as it's only 6 more hours until we have to get up again..and I don't want my sleep disturbed by you slumping into our room alright?" Jin complains before walking back down the hall.

"Alright, come on y/n/n, I'll teach you the rest when we get back from tomorrow Alright?" He smiles at you before collecting you and waltzing back to your room.

You feel happier knowing that you don't have to worry about shooters or hateful fans...although deep down inside of you, you believe it's still possible.

Slipping under the covers you just think about all that has happened ever since meeting them.

Overwhelming memories fill your head as you remember the first time the boys met your brother.
How he gave Yoongi a hard time, you then feel your eyes become sore from whimpering in your sleep.

You miss him.

A lot.

— yoongi pov —

After a while from Trying to sleep, I couldn't help but hear the small whimpers from her figure beside me, how her body shook and the small sniffles coming from her side of the bed.

My heart ached, as if someone punched right through my chest and squeezed my heart.

"Y/n..?" I croak out and suddenly her whimpers stop. I flip myself round and pull her close to me from her waist not even thinking about letting go.

"It's okay now, I'm here, you have me.." I whisper trying to comfort her softly but also trying not to wake up jin.

Tugging up the covers over us I snuggle my face into the back of her shoulder planting small Soft kisses along the back of her neck.

Her small frail body shivers in mind only making me want to hold her tighter. All I want to do is to keep her safe and sound.

I just wait, patiently waiting for her shivering to stop and her small whimpers to fade away slightly..I could loose my sleep for her as long as she is okay I'm happy to just throw away everything for her.

I squeeze her frail body tighter not too much to hurt her but enough to just let her know that she isn't alone.

I even find tears fall down my cheeks slowly as her cries slowly stop and her breathing gets slower and relaxed.

I sigh knowing that she is finally asleep but the agonising pain in my chest still remains.

I rest my forehead on the back of her neck closing my heavy eyes lids slowly. Allowing the needed sleep swoop over me.

But disturbed only to wake up to A ringing and shouting of Jin and my alarm feeling a big space between my arms.

Concert day.

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Soft/ sad chapter my lovely readers!

Sad to say that this might just be the second to last chapter of the whole book!

I also would like to apologise for all you Hoseok stans and not ending up with him :(

However I will be making a second ending for you all but I would like to write that when I have it more planned out.

So after this book finishes I would recommend checking out my two other books that are on the go and both have a good few chapters published!

I want to Thank you you all for 13k reads! As I never really expected this book to get this far at all.

I honestly only did it for fun and considering this is my first fan fiction I really didn't expect this. Lol.

However thank you very very much! And I wish you all a lovely weekend!

(I'll be writing a book 2 on this but only for yoongis ending sadly)

Hope to see you in the next chapter!