"So what are your plans for later on in the year?" Your mother asks the boys as everyone finishes their puddings.

"I think we might do another world tour..." Yoongi inclines as he places his spoon in the bowl indicating he's finished.

Jin takes the empty bowls and begins to wash up and put everything in the dishwasher, Namjoon smiles before speaking up. "We are leaving this weekend to head back to South Korea."

Everyone's eyes were wide open.

This weekend? That's hardly enough time for you and hoseok to bond and spend quality time together! You knew he had to go but not so soon!

"Wow really? Time flew by that fast?" Jungkook gasps as he takes a sip of his banana milk.

Jacob joins jin at the sink and helps him wash up along with Jimin who quickly dives away from the conversation.

Your gaze soon met hoseoks saddened one across the table and you felt the most painful twang in your heart, standing up immediately you felt your eyes glisten over before excusing yourself to the bathroom quickly.

You have felt this pain before, it was the pain of loosing someone and you felt fear place it's hand on your shoulder as it over took you, rushing towards the bedrooms bathroom your hands desperately searched for a towel as you sunk down onto the floor your face buried into a towel as you begin to feel the hot tears roll out from your eyes.

You don't want to be apart from Hoseok so soon! It's as if he's being ripped away from you right in front of your eyes, just like how your sister disappeared so quickly. You began to sniffle and look around the bathroom your watery eyes dwelling on the window that looked out onto the beautiful garden filled with bluebells and forget-me-nots.

You don't want to say goodbye to Hoseok just yet...your not ready.

Memories soon began to fill your head, you shuddered them off by getting up and running a steamy bath. Trying to think of ways to clear your mind.

But it was no use, you love Hoseok with your whole heart and you never want to let him go so soon, or let him go at all...you hated yourself for getting to attached so quickly.

Hopping into the bathtub your eyes focused on the flickering candle light only reminding you of the flickers of the fire place of yours and hoseoks first date. The day he promised himself to you.

Trickles of the water again reminding you of him as you felt the familiar cold rush of the rivers water swamp you, hoseoks worried eyes filling your head as you remember seeing him dive in after you pulling you out as if his life depended on it.

Twinkling fairy lights that decorated the bathroom only pushed further your memory of the midnight dance you had with Hoseok on the roof top you remember how his soft gentle eyes made you feel secure and safe as if he would be with you forever.

The tap of the bath wasn't the only water source that filled the bath as your tears contributed as they fell from the cheeks into the water, blending in through the bath water.

Turning the tap off the sound of your sorrow filled sniffles only filled the room, soon turning into cries as you remember all of hoseoks loving words towards you.

You loved How his smile was always there whenever you saw him, how his eyes were filled with love and nothing else as they sparked with the light only the world. How his protective side would always come out whenever you were in trouble. How even when he became weak he'd still know exactly what to do to make sure everyone else was okay before him. You loved all those things about him.

But you remember sitting on your bed watching their Run series and episodes how their music and lyrics always found you peace in the most desperate of situations and how you leaped up onto that stage only to save Hoseok from the threat that got to far.

You glance over towards your shoulder, it's healed nicely over time but your still a bit anxious to get it wet so without any more waiting you shoot out the bath, dabbing your eyes dry and the rest of you before getting dressed into a new set of comfy clothes.

Tugging the door open your sorrowful state was met with hoseoks gleaming smile and he holds his arms out towards you, "come on I know your upset." He comforts as you take no chances but to dive into his arms stuffing your face into his chest and letting the tears again fall down your cheeks.

"I love you so much Hoseok! I don't ever want to be away from you, i know I'm being selfish but I just don't want to loose you.." you admit hanging your head low in shame for being selfish about your feelings.

Hoseoks grip around you only became tighter as he birdied his head into the dip of your shoulder. "It's not selfish at all...I feel the same way.." he admits again before pulling away and handing you a soft smile.

You try to pull a smile back but seeing how his eyes shimmer over with tears only made you let out a soft whimper and burst into tears too.

"Hey hey...don't cry..I still haven't asked you something." Hoseok chuckles before flashing you a grin sitting you down upon the bed.

"What colour do you want your room to be in the apartment?" He inquires his small dimples showing up as he pulls his happy innocent face.

Colour?

Room?

Apartment?

What.

Hoseoks smile only grew wider by the second at your confusion.

"Who said I'm leaving without you? You do realise we have a perfectly good spare room in the apartment." He chimes before you leap into his arms again, the hand of fear letting go immediately and the hand of happiness pats your back and begins to tell you that, everything will be just fine.

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Two chapters left!

I might write a small bonus chapter for hoseoks ending~

Anyways I'm writing a new book and I am very hyped to be sharing it with you all so that is taking up most of my time, however again I. Have a lot of books on the go so I don't want to over work myself.

I was re-Reading this book again and it nearly made me burst into tears about how much this book as grown I remember the only me posting the chapters hoping people would like it, and falling in love with these characters.

It's going to be hard saying goodbye to them all. But I hopefully will soon go attached to my new characters in other books.

I love you all to the stars and back! See your soon my teapots. 💜💜💜 - Zen