[ Alternative Ending start!]

— hoseoks pov —

I slowly watched as her body lifelessly dropped to the ground after having a spasm of coughs.

I felt my heart stop.

"Y/N!" I scream out rushing over to her cold body and holding it in my arms.

Each second that went by after she collapsed was all a blur, I was only focused on her as the fans bellow out their worries and scream their support before all of them are soon escorted to the outside.

Soon my sight is crossed too the dreaded blue and red lights spinning around and around from outside, before people in highlighter yellow and deep green tear her frail figure from my grip.

"Hoseok it's will be alright! Quickly lets head to hospital." Namjoon gasps while helping me up before dragging and leading us all out into the van where he rapidly starts the engine.

He swerves the car out of the parking lot before following the red and blue flashing lights.

I only didn't notice until I looked back in the car that it was only me, Namjoon, and Taehyung that managed to skip into the car before leaving.

Taehyung look scared for his life, "HYUNG DONT YOU DARE BREAK THIS CAR." He screams in pure fright.

Looking like a kitten clawing onto the seat in front.

Namjoon doesn't listen I don't even think he heard as he soon pulls into a parking space from outside the hospital.

"Namjoon since when did you learn to drive!?" I yank myself front the car before mentally preparing myself.

"I didn't" He simple says before rushing into the hospital along with Taehyung and I racing behind him.

I just wait anxiously tapping my foot like thumper from bambi waiting impatiently my heart pounding and rapidly thumping in my chest.

I soon loose my way of thinking as I just tenner the image of her chocking and then suddenly drop to the floor.

I gulp before Namjoon grabbing my arm and dragging my almost lifeless body across the hallways, "Hoseok pick up you feet!" He shouts before I snap out of my worries.

I begin to pick up my pace to match up Namjoons before turning into the operation rooms.

"Excuse me!" Someone shouts behind us and Taehyung grabs Namjoon to hold him back.

"S-sorry our friend is in there and were really worried." Namjoon catches his words.

"Yes yes I know miss l/n y/n, but you can't go in there please sit down here and we'll let you know when she is stable alright?" She strictly says before guiding us too a layout of uncomfortable seats in front of many rooms.

Namjoon reluctantly sits down along with me and Taehyung, I just place my head in my hands letting the concerned rush flow around my body.

What if she dies?

I wouldn't be able to cope if she did...she was lucky enough to live through a bullet.

What was even in the water?

Why did she choke?

I can only hope she's okay...

My goodness.

Please be alright y/n.

I don't want to loose you ever.

Please don't go.

I'll miss you precious smile that you give when you drink jins hot chocolate, I'll miss the little expressions you pull when concentrating on your art, I will miss how you wiggle your feet while sitting down, I'm going to miss how you dance a little when you get all excited, I'm going to miss so much the smiles you give me even after everything you've been through! I will miss my strong independent y/n. I will miss how cute you looked in your dinosaur onesie, how your ears go red when your embarrassed and how you raise your eye brows at nearly everything.

So please don't make me miss all these important things by leaving, I'm going to miss every single part of you.

I don't want to miss you.

I don't want to loose you...

Sighing groggily I sit back and slam my back shading the back of the chair.

I could feel the beads of sweat pour from my forehead and feel my eyes begin to water up.

No Hoseok.

Don't cry.

She's going to be alright.

Be strong for y/n.

That's what I always tell myself but I'm sorry y/n I can't be strong anymore...

I feel the weak resentful tears slip away from my eyes as I just glare at the nurse in the small office ahead.

She's stopping me from seeing y/n.

No Hoseok she's not it's her job and you don't want to risk y/n dying.

I take a deep breath in before releasing it letting my body slump a little in the uncomfortable chair.

I begin to look around the room there are now a couple of new people.

Namjoon is sitting back with his arms crossed and eyes sewn together.

On the other side of me Taehyung is shaking his leg while texting someone on the phone.

My eyes soon settle on this one boy.

His eyes are a piercing green, and his long curly brown locks frail around his handsome features.

However if I were jin,he isn't as handsome as me.

I notice he is wearing a deep red hoodie along with white jeans and a yellow baseball cap sported with some Adidas white trainers.

I sigh and bring my attention back to my hands slowly weeping into them.

I just can't let her go.

She means the world, I owe her my life.

Please don't die before I can repay you.

Just hold on A little longer...for me please!

I have so much I want to give and say to you.

Please don't leave me!

Y/n!

I could feel my heart clench in my chest as my mind imagines the scene play out in front of me, the heart rate monitor holding a long unwanted tune and her body jumping as the nurses and doctors press the blocks against her chest making and electric feeling burst from my heart.

No Hoseok don't think like that!

Why do I keep telling myself to keep hoping in things that are merely impossible.

Y/n doesn't love me.

She loves Yoongi.

Y/n doesn't want me.

She wants Yoongi.

But...

Why do I keep hoping for things that just won't happen!

"Hoseok, y/n is going to be fine, we're going to stay no matter how long it takes..." I feel someone pat against my back before turning my sorrowful face towards his small dimple smile.

"Have hope"

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CHAPTER ONE FOR HOSEOKS ENDING YA'LL EXCITED?

Coz I am!

Oh my goodness I have to read my book again.

I hope you all don't hate me for not posting Dailey as I wanted to give this book a break and my self one.

So I will be posting every other day and working on chorophobia on the other days!

Also would love to thank you all for 16k reads! I swear you all are amazing! You nice keep going!