You shake, anxiety fills up inside of you as you hear the echoes of the screaming fan girls just outside of the doors that protect you from a wave of ear racking screams.

Tiredness overwhelms you from the exhausting flight over to Korea, you hardly got any rest as the manager was trying to pry every little secret and trail out of you. Yes somethings were needed but other things you felt uncomfortable and awkward to talk about.

You feel hands slip a mask onto your face along with some sunglasses, "you going to go with the staff. We'll be in the car behind yours okay?" Taehyung crouches in front of you looking into your dark drained orbs with his hazel ones.

You nod slowly, feeling him pull you next to a staff member to latch onto and blend in. His bulky figure looks to you and smiles warmly nodding at taehyung then grabbing your bag and handing you a camera.

"Just pretend your a member of the camera crew" the chuckles pulling up his mask also, looking ahead to the doors, which violently shake against the screams.

The doors fling open and your whole body just freezes up in nerve racking fear, the staff member drags you along as you try to compose yourself, your heart rapidly racing and ear drums shaking as you dodge past the flyers and light sticks along with letters and water bottles being thrown.

You're scared out of your witts. You have never been put in such a position and you definitely do not want to go through it again. It's worse than being shot!

You heard all the hate they were giving the boys..., a wave of inhumane screams and shouts washed over you as you launched yourself into the van.

You watched silently in safe closure, as the boys one by one hopping into their van, smiling and cheekily grinning at the nicer fans holding up loving and supportI've banners, you found yourself smiling when Jin whipped around and gave them all A flying kiss before the door of the van closed slowly behind them.

You can finally breathe and sink into your seat, however you feel uncomfortable being surrounded but complete strangers.

Lilmeowmeow : hey good job, we'll all see each other soon don't worry. :)

You : okay, thank you so much. :)

You slip your phone in your coat pocket and slouch back into the car seat leaning on the door, finally being able too rest in complete silence as the van rides off you wherever it takes you, feeling yourself fall under peaceful slumber.

— hoseok's pov —

We are all so proud of y/n, I honestly don't believe she actually came. Although I am over the moon about it.
I'm just puzzled as to why she did decide to come with us, she and Namjoon have still got bad blood and I don't see it getting any better anytime soon.

I sigh and sink into my seat, looking around the van I catch yoongi warmly smiling at his phone in his hands.

I look over his seat, y/n is texting him , that's nice...I sit back in my seat and take my phone out too grabbing namjoons attention when he see's my lock screen.

"Why is y/n you lock screen?.." he asks slightly annoyed.

"Coz she ma friend." I say with a slight accent making jungkook chuckles from beside him.

Namjoon gives him a weird look before sighing and closing his eyes right trying to gain some sleep.

That flight was the worst.

First, it took and hour to get on the plane then one of our staff members were sick and finally Namjoon lost his wallet. Again.

I don't know why he keeps loosing things, he just does and breaks things too.

I feel our journey come to a stop after a while of doodling on my phone, I look up to find that we're all outside the company building.

We all wait, watching y/n get out the staff car again and quickly slip into the building, soon after we're all in the building safe and sound.

I walk over to her, noticing the depressed expression on her face.

"H-hey... what's going on why do you look so upset?" I concern.
She shakes her head and smiles fairly, "it's okay I'll deal with it later..."

I want to ask again but I'm stopped by our manager taking her away to a separate room, while we all just sit around on our phones waiting.

Y/n and the manager come out of the room and she looks more dreadful than she did before, yoongi rushes over to her before anybody else could.

We all watch as he gives us a look, turning to the manager then shouting.

"What do you mean she can't stay with us?!" He raises his voice, as we all pile over to the situation.

"Because she can't it's the rules yoongi."
He sighs.

"Then if she can't stay with us I'm staying with her." He stomps his foot down glaring at our manager.

Our manager only folds his arms and exhales thinking.

"Fine, she can stay with you..but she has to go back at some point." He orders.

All our faces light up and I can feel the excitement rise in my stomach, "lets go home" Namjoon smiles brightly walking to the garage inside the building.

— your POV —

Your mind keeps replaying the hurtful messages that you received.

"I'm going to find you."

"Don't think that going to Korea with them will help you."

"They don't want yo there in the first place!"

You look down at your phone with glistening eyes your sight begging to blur as you silently cry on the way to their apartment.
You just beg and hope nobody noticed your tears drop into your wrists.

Their smiles warm your heart as they laugh and giggle telling you stories while you walking and stand in the elevator, the whole journey to the apartment.

But you only return fake ones as your mind slowly breaks into piece while the horrid messages eat away your sanctuary like mind.

After all the boys got in your left in the door way, taking a good look around the apartment lobby.

To your right there's a kitchen, with a modern theme and pristine clean island counter, you gaze over the the rest of the room noticing the large windows out onto the city, and lounge set up with taehyung already playing his games slouched on the sofa.

Past the kitchen is where most of the boys went, your guessing that's their bedrooms.

And to the left you notice a smaller corridor leading to two small rooms, probably a study and bathroom.

You sit quietly on the sofa, your thoughts still being eaten away not paying attention to your surroundings until you feel someone poke your shoulder.

Emotionally drained and exhausted from all the problems you've been through, you tilt your head to stare at eyes overwhelmed with concern.

Yoongi's eyes.

He just grabs your hand and leads you away into a darker room, before being illuminated by  tasteful lights.

It's his room, you suppose. Forgetting who shares with who.

Your thoughts are disrupted by a soothing voice.

"Mind telling me why your so upset?" He questions, placing his hands on your shoulders.

You shake your head.

You don't want to tell him, it will hurt him.

He sighs and elopes you into his embrace, "will you tell me now?" He bribes.

You shake your head tearing up feeling so under pressured your busy mind travelling thoughts zooming around in your mind.

He rubs your back, slipping a hand into your coat pocket and taking your phone out.

"Have you received any new threats...?" He asks concern traced in his voice.

Bingo.

You look away tired, drained, emotional and hiding the tears that slip away from your eyes.

".....yes I have..." you admit

He nods slowly, bringing your attention back to him, "it's okay take your time, I will listen."

You sigh, "I'm...so much trouble for you all..., I keep causing so much pain and suffering. It's all so much! I know you don't want me here!"
You shout beginning to hyperventilate while tears leap out of your eyes onto your cheeks.

"I'm not needed, I only was here to get shot. You don't care about me! You never did! You say that I mean the whole world to you all but I'm only the problematic girl who is dragging you into all my problems!" You scream out in pain and stress.

You sniffle, "please stop acting like you actually care about me...."

Yoongi's eyes only show sorrow and hurt.

He sighs looking away, tears also pouring from his eyes.

"I do Care about you." He openly admits.

"And if you don't believe me then I'll show you that you do mean everything to me." He finishes.

You look up to him puzzled as ever, until you feel soft lips press against yours.

He looks into your puzzled and shocked eyes, softly smiling.

"Does that seem like acting to you?..." he quietly mumbles highlights of pink bloom on his cheeks.

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