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[A/n - l/n = last name {forgot to mention last chapter}]
--- Yoongi pov ---
Did I.....?..No.....i couldn't of..
I held my rapidly beating heart feeling it's vibrations through my jacket just think about how close I was to y/n then...
My heart is jumping up and down in my chest going crazy like it's had 4 energy drinks, I cant slow it down at all just the imprint of that moment stuck in my head on replay..
Did I...want to kiss her?....
I need to calm down, she's got too much going on I can't just be selfish now, I have to be there for her but not in that way...I need too lock these feelings away.
I sigh and close my eyes in the back of the van as we travel back to the house, y/n is sat in the front along with hoseok whos driving, we park up speedily and I hope out quickly, heading into the house after Jin unlocks the door.
I need to pack up my clothes along with y/n's for this plane journey..., it's better to be prepared..poor y/n's is now getting threats, I sigh allowed while packing my clothes in my suit cases.
I can't stand this, she just needs a break! She got shot for goodness sake!
...She might have died...oh...God....we wouldn't be here making these memories if she....
Shaking my head trying to physically draw the thoughts out my head, i dont need thise kind of thoughts running around in my mind.
while packing my things taehyung walks into my room and lies on the bed, "yoongi hyung.." he mumbles out.
I hum in response still focusing on packing my bag.
"Do you...or do you think...you might have feelings...for y/n?" He asks cautiously trying not to upset me.
But I honestly have thought about if I do have real feelings for her...
"I can't say that their real or not yet teahyung.." sighing I get up and walk over to him, "it's too early to decide, why do you ask?"
He sits up and pouts slightly, "itsts just that, I think everyone is catching feelings...I just don't want us to fall out about it all..., also I'm really concerned about the unknown number.., is y/n hiding something from us do you think?" He tilts his head in question.
I shrug, "we still only know little about her, I'm sure over time we'll become closer than ever." I say before leaving my room.
I need to talk to y/n about that actually all I need to do is find her first.
--- your pov ---
You text your best friend instantly when you get into the house, you need someone to rant to and to honestly talk to without feeling awkward at all, Coco has been your best friend since kindergarten.
She left to study abroad in south Korea a few years ago and that how you found out what kpop was, Coco knows everything about you inside and out, so you just couldn't wait to find a quiet place to talk to her.
You rush upstairs, and break open the doors to the balcony and instantly call Coco.
"Y/n!!" She screams down the phone.
You instantly burst into tears, "coco please listen I have so much to tell you a-and you the only person who I can talk to now..."
"Awh nooooo, y/n!~ please don't cry! Awh okay okay I'll listen as long as you stop crying first okay? I can hardly understand you!" She exclaim through the phone.
"Okay.." you sniffle, " I don't know where to even start..."
She giggles, "start with how you woke up in hospital!" She squeals.
You slightly giggle feeling almost instantly better, "okay well...I woke up too all the boys greeting me and then...we decided to all spend time together in this really luxurious holiday home and we haven't spent much time in it at all a-and now we have to go back to south Korea...!" You whine.
She laughs, "that's bts for you, their working their butts off to keep you safe you better appreciate it!"
You laugh a little, "I do I do, today Yoongi, insisted on getting me something and he was really really sweet to me.., they all have but...He sticks out to me the most, as being the most caring.." you gossip into the phone sniffing every now and then.
"Oo, it's my best friend y/n hooking up with an idol hmmmm?????" She laughs instantly making you laugh and smile.
"No no nothing like that" you cover up.
"Yet!!" She screams down the phone.
You laugh out loud, giggling, "Jin is like a mother he is also caring but he takes things seriously when needed to, namjoons very strict though..he's loosening up now but he was really firm before..."
" and hoseok! He's doing okay now! I hope...his smile makes me feel so happy inside, he hasn't taught me to dance yet but I can't wait until he does..he's been also trying to get close to me as well as yoongi..." you mumble into the phone.
You hear coco, giggle loudly "seems like you have your hands full then huh? Okay so tell me why you were crying what's been going on, because your obviously not okay."
Cocos tone turns into a serious tone and your take deep breaths before starting with the big news.
"Cole. Is back coco, and he's hunting me down."
You hear the loudest most dramatic gasp front the other side of the phone, like the calm before the storm.
"THAT MANGLED PUG?!" She belts out of the phone.
You instantly laugh at her insults, "yes he's been threatening me...He er nearly kidnapped me but hoseok saved me just in time, I need to show him how grateful I am.."
She sighs, "okay is there anything else?"
You sigh, "some melon is threatening me through text and namjoon took my phone!"
"So how are you calling me?" She asks.
"I took it back that's why I have to be quick so he doesn't notice I've taken it..!" You whisper into the phone.
Coco laughs, "okay okay, how are you holding up its around the time of year again..." She hints towards the anniversary of your sisters funeral.
You take deep breaths trying not to cry "yeah..I'm getting there, I still haven't told the boys.." you mumble.
"You should. Do it. Do it now." He voice again goes for 0 to 100.
You sigh and nod to yourself, "your right coco, I need to tell them everything..."
"Tell us what?"
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Who do you think caught you talking to coco? And will you get to meet coco in south Korea? Maybe!
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