After dinner your mother has grown attached to Jin and is now helping him wash up and tidy the meal up whereas your father has bonded with jungkook and taehyung battling against them in video games squished the living room.

You smile at how comfortable they are, and sit back in the sofa holding your right arm tightly to your chest,
Hoseok sits next to you and takes your arm in his and rolls up the sleave, he then begins to stroke gently in little patterns on the inside of your lower arm.

To be honest it's really relaxing to you get comfortable and close your eyes, breathing calmly.

----hoseoks pov -----

I draw little circles on her arm to help calm her, I know that she became really distressed last time she saw the bandages, so I'm going to try my absolute best to help her feel as relaxed and as comfortable possible.

I smile to myself when I see her slowly fall asleep, and I stop tracing her arm.

I wouldn't know what I would do, or even be if she wasn't in the world...I wouldn't be in the world if it wasn't for her, it's hard. I struggle sleeping after the incident, it's only been 5 days past now but I don't think any of us will move on quickly..., I need to tell someone that I can't sleep well...it would leave an effect on the band if I'm not full of energy.

I snap out of my low thoughts and take quick snap of her sleeping face and giggle to myself. 'So cute' I say to myself...

Wait.

I shouldn't think like that namjoon told us we can not fall for her.

I look to her sleeping face and feel my heart beginning to beat faster, but, no one needs to know that I already have...

I take her hand in mine and stroke it gently like I used to in the hospital, I sit back in the sofa and put her head to lean on my shoulder and close my eyes also.

----- yoongi's pov -----

I walk into the living room and catch hoseok and y/n asleep on the sofa, I walk over a little intrigued by what happened and see that he's holding her hand, I small smile but as I walk away I can't help but feel jealous? I don't know but I feel like I should be the only one allowed to touch her, I begin to feel worried, what if he likes her...,nah hoseok never breaks namjoon's rules.

I grab a jacket and hat and go back over to them both and poke y/n's cheek, "y/n, time to wake up" I wisper and watch her eyes flutter open and let our a small yawn before smiling at me, "hiya yoongi..." she yawns before getting up and letting hoseok down slowly and grabbing a coat and hat.

I follow her putting my hat and coat on and smile at her, "so where do you plan on taking me this evening?" I question with a smirk on my face.

She just giggles and zips up her coat, "to a very special place" she smirks then leaves the house walking ahead.

I jog to catch up to her after closing the door and attempt to keep up with her speedy walking, "could you walk a little slower I can't keep up" I stutter out stumbling, she stops and then walks a little slower for me and smiles.

I smile back and walk with her, I don't know where we're going but I hope she knows the way back.

"So, how do you feel about all of this?" I ask.
"What do you mean?" She looks at me slightly offended and confused.
I feel a bit embarrassed that she didn't understand my question and sigh, "I meant, how are you dealing with all of this? You've only been awake for 2 days and you handling it very well.."

She goes very quiet and stares of into space, not uttering a single sound.

"Y/n?" I gently grab her arm, but she pulls away quickly, she sighs and apologises quickly, "let's just say I'm trying not to deal with it.." she mumbles and keeps walking.

Not to deal with it? Does that mean she's hurting...? I catch up to her and follow her down a forest path to a small lake, surrounded by mountains wrapping around the lake.

"Woah.." I've never seen anything like this, before..

I watch her sit down on the pebbles and I waddle over and perch next to her.

I look out onto the water and feeling a frosty breeze hit against my skin, it's calming listening to the leaves bat against each other and gentle ripples of the water flowing over the pebbles on the waters edge.

I hear y/n exhale loudly and look over to her direction, although it's dark I can see the little of light we have reflect of her cheeks and I notice the streams of tears that trickle down her cheeks, "h-hey are you alright..?" I stutter being a bit shocked at the sudden change in her mood.

She just sits their motionless and stares out onto the lake, her still state sends me flash backs of the concert night..., seeing hoseok get pushed to the ground and her body drop.., I shake my head trying to physically get rid of my thoughts. I scoot closer to her and look out to where she's looking also.

I cough up another question.."why are you crying y/n...?" I hesitate.

"Because it's all very overwhelming.." she replies quietly almost too quiet I couldn't hear it.

"What is?" I ask again being cautious of my words.

"Everything, I'm scared that this is all a dream...and I'm really dead, I scared that my past will return to me to haunt me.." she sniffles and wipes her eyes "in worried that I'm just a burden to you all and that once you leave you'll forget I ever existed and just not keep contact with me, like I was originally dead in the first place.." she finally coughs up and begins to shake with her panicked cries.

She's scared..of us leaving?

Forgetting?

Wait. Did she hear the meeting we had with namjoon?!

My eyes widen in shock and concern, "y-y/n why do you think we'll leave you?" I hold her arm to make her look at me but she doesn't budge.

"Because your an idol and I'm a no one." She replies bluntly.

I sigh in relief that she didn't hear our meeting, "but y/n you save our lives, so what if we're idols, we're humans too and we have feelings and I'm positive I will never forget you or abandon you."

She finally takes her eyes of the waters edge, and look into my eyes hope shines through them, "really....?" She hesitantly asks. I nod and smile and reply with a firm "yes." Before she looks back to the water with a little smile on her face.

"Thank you yoongi....for listening and tolerating my stupidity.." she apologies, I smile, "your welcome, but you shouldn't apologise." I reply with a smile.

After a few moments of waiting and sitting in comfortable silence, I slip out another question, "why is this place so important to you?" I question curiously.

She looks to me then back at the lake, "because it helps me remember all the things I have fought through and made it to the other side, this place is where I spend most of my time if I'm sad..and honestly I found it when my-" she cuts herself off.

"Your?" I questions a little intrigued by her opening up to me but she shakes her head.

"It's just an important place for me, it holds all my secrets." She smiles and then gets up stumbling a little.

I watch her begin to head back and abruptly follow her hot on her trail,

but as we're making out way back I can't help but feel a pair of piercing eyes burn into my back.

It's really unsettling.

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So, I'm sorry if this book if cliché or cringe but please keep in mind it's the first fanfic I have written, so bear with me. Hopefully your all enjoying the plot so far :3

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Also don't worry I hate the idea of dreams and comas or like you as a reader dies, so I can assure you that won't happen.