Winter P.O.V

Have you ever felt... Lost? Like, you lose something important and it feels like the world falls crashing down when the first bad thing happens... That's how I'm feeling at school since Jayden's been gone. No one is there to tell the jocks to back off, or to tell me it's alright when I failed a test, or to tell me I'm beautiful. So when I was told crap like "He's not coming home." Or, "You know, you're nothing without your bodyguard." My heart crushed a little and I felt myself getting to the point where I was beginning to break again..

I walked in the front door of my house and I waved slightly to my new mom and said hi to Josh. Then I heard my laptop in my room dinging with a notification for a Skype and I dashed up the stairs to my room. I smiled wide when Jayden's picture came up for a request to Skype and I instantly accepted, "Hi beautiful, how was your day?" He asked with a bright smile as I came up on the screen. I smiled a bit back, "I-It was alright, I guess." I lied. Jayden sensed something was up and he asked gently, "Are you alright, baby? What's wrong?" I pushed some hair out of my face shyly and forced another smile, I can't have him worry about me when he has to worry about his own life. "It's nothing. I-I'm fine, really... I just.. Miss you, so much." He seemed to relax some but not much then his signal started to get rough and his picture had glitches then I heard something that was my worst fear--machine gun fire.

Jayden looked around the room that he was in a something was shouted to him and I was terrified as he looked at me and said urgently, "I have to go. I love you, Snowy. I'll talk to you soon." My voice shook as I said it back and the call was ended. I felt tears stream down my face and I let out a choked sob, covering my mouth. I felt sick. I ran to the bathroom and puked my guts out into the toilet and Grace ran in. "Winter, honey what's wrong?" She asked, gently kneeling down and rubbing my back softly as I continued to sob an my breathing quickened. "Th-there was-was gunfire... H-he had to g-go... I don't know if-..." I cut myself off with another choked sob and I was trembling as my vision blurred.

Grace pulled me to her and hugged me tightly, stroking my hair to try and calm me down as I clung to her. "I-I just want him t-to come h-home okay a-and not hurt..." I mumbled and Grace whispered back, "I know, sweetheart.. But from how I know him, Jayden is strong and he cares about you so much, Winter. He's not going to leave you like this.." I took a few deep breaths and calmed myself down, "I-I know.." I whispered to myself and I felt dizzy as I stood up and went to my room as I sat on the bed then I felt exhausted all of a sudden. I lay down and I clutched my plushie spongebob to my chest as sleep took over me.

Two weeks down, only a year and a half left..

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HEY Y'ALL!! LONG TIME NO UPDATE!! *laughs nervously*

Don't kill me PLZZZ

I've just had a crap ton of stuff to do

I'm gonna update as soon as possible with the next chapter!

Bye Beans! Stay Awesome!

~K