Jordan's POV

I stared down at the small figure in my arms. Johnnie. I smiled as he shifted his position a bit. This was my fiancé and I was damn happy about it. I couldn't be happier to be honest.

Warped Tour was hard for both of us however. We hadn't come out to our fans, and keeping our secret was much harder than it seemed. Nonetheless, we kept it secret due to Johnnie's mom being homophobic.

I slightly shook Johnnie and kissed his forehead.

"Wake up baby, we have to get ready." I whispered

"Five more minutes Jordan. Pleaseeee" he said looking up at me with pleading eyes.

"Fine, five. But don't you think Bryan might be worried since you didn't come back to the bus?" I ask slightly concerned.

"No, because you didn't either and he would've just texted. Duhhhh." He said, still very obviously sleepy.

I suppose his reasoning made sense. Bryan knew, and had known for a long time. He knew when we first started seeing each other.

"C'mere" I said

"I'm already curled up to you, what more do you want?" He chuckled

With that I smiled, and let out a laugh, pulling him on to my lap. His arms instinctively wrapped tightly around my neck, and his head rested at the base of my throat.

"This is what I meant." I said placing my arms on his waist and pulling him as close as physically possible.

"You're cute when you're needy." Johnnie said giggling.

My face flushed a bright pink colour.

"Yeah, well you're cute always." I said

He pulled his head up from where it had been and looked up at me. His perfect blue eyes locking with mine. There was a grin present. The grin that I fell in love with.

Pulling one of my hands from his waist, I rested it just under his chin and tilted his chin up slightly before leaning in. My lips brushed over his, and I felt the cool metal of his lip rings.

Johnnie, being Johnnie decided he was more awake than he previously had been, excited about the current activity. He licked my lower lip, asking for entrance which I happily allowed. We started to fight for dominance, with me quickly winning.

I decided to be a bit daring, and I moved my hand from his hip to his upper thigh and squeezed lightly. With that I earned a gasp, and then quickly following a moan. With that Johnnie pulled away.

"That was nice." He said resting his forehead against mine, trying to catch his breath.

"Yeah, it was." I smiled

"Jordan?" He asked quietly into the quiet room.

"Yes?" I replied, waiting for him to say whatever he was intending

"When can we give ourselves to each other..? I'm ready, and you told me you were too, Jordan. I want all of you, and I want you to have all of me." He said quietly

I sighed, knowing this was going to come up soon.

"Johnnie, I want to. But I want you to be legal, and I want you to be sure. I'm five years older than you babe, and I just don't want you to give yourself to someone you don't want it with." With that being said, a lump formed in my throat at the thought of him not wanting to make love with me, and then leaving.

"This is what I want Jordan. I turn eighteen in a month. No one but US has to even know. But I respect your decision. Just know I love you unconditionally and this is what I want. I said yes when you asked me to be your husband for a reason. And you know what? I don't regret it. The day I turn eighteen I want to be officially married to the love of my life, and that's you Jordan. It will always be you." He finished, and cupped my cheek with one of his hands.

A tear found its way out of my eye and down my cheek.

"I love you Johnnie Guilbert, and I'm excited for the day I can call you Johnnie Sweeto." I said leaning in and pecking his lips softly.

"I love you too Jordan Sweeto, and I'm excited for the day we can adopt a baby to call our own." Johnnie said, lacing his fingers with mine.

We had such big dreams for being so young, but we knew what we wanted. We knew we were meant to be, and we wanted a family. We wanted to wait until Johnnie was a legal adult, and we had a home together. Until then, we had our dreams.

"Babe, it's been twenty minutes." I chuckled.

"Carry me! It's not like we have anything to take. And today is our day offfffff. No fair." He said pouting.

"Yeah, but we need to be on the bus." I said hugging him tight to my chest.

He sighed, wrapping his arms around my neck, and legs around my stomach signaling me to carry him. As light as he was, it wasn't a problem.

I stood up, and gripped just below his butt. I blushed a little at the thought of it. I walked closer to the end table, and grabbed the room key for the hotel we were in.

I opened the door, and made sure to shut it behind us before making our way to the front desk. I silently gave the lady standing there the key. She gave me an almost disgusted look.

I looked at her and glared the slightest bit, before walking out the door.

Johnnie had fallen fast asleep. I shifted him around so he was mostly resting on my hip. I then started off towards the bus, that was only about a fourth of a mile away.

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I walked up to the bus and pulled open the door to be greeted by a loud conversation about Pierce the Veil.

"Hey, shh. Johnnie is sleepy." I whisper.

The conversation halts and a few coos from Bryan and Damon were heard. I smiled at them, and Bryan moved out of the way so I could lay Johnnie on his bed.

I walked back, and set him on the bottom bunk and let go. I tried to stand up and was surprised to feel Johnnie pull me even closer to him.

"Stay." He mumbled sleepily

I smiled and silently agreed. I crawled into the bed with him, and felt Johnnie cuddle up closer to me.

"I love you Johnnie, sleep well." I said kissing his forehead.

This boy is my life, and I can't imagine my life without him.

I closed my eyes and drifted off to a dreamless sleep.

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I wake up to a rubbing on my leg, and heavy breathing. I quickly know what's happening. Johnnie is having a wet dream.

Since it's late, and everyone is asleep, I don't know what to do. Do I let him uh.. Finish. Do I wake him up, so he can fix it. Do I wake him up... And I fix it? I'm confused.

I'm pulled out of thought when I hear a soft moan from the grinding body beside me. I blush a deep red and feel myself get a bit uncomfortable. I decide to just wake him up and go from there.

I shake Johnnie's shoulder "J-johnnie?"

"Hmmm" I hear him mumble and move "Jordan.. I'm sorry.. I just.. Ungh" he moaned lowly, bucking his hips against me.

"S'okay.. W-wanna go fix that or s-something?" I stuttered

"I was thinking something else babe.. If you're up for it." He said, crawling on top of me, and beginning to suck on my neck.

"We are on a bus, and you're not ready Johnnie." I said pushing his head away from my neck, and pushing a few hairs out of his eyes.

His eyes were clouded with lust and want. I felt his hardness on my thigh, and had to do my best to stay soft myself.

Johnnie let out a breath and let his head fall back on my shoulder. "Fine."

"I'm sorry, I just can't take you now. I can't baby. It's not that I don't want to, I just don't want you to regret it." I say pecking his lips.

"But I wouldn't. Don't you think four years is enough to decide whether or not I want to give my virginity to a boy?" He asked chuckling a bit "you don't give yourself enough credit babe. I'm not leaving you, and all I've ever wanted was you. All of you. But I'll give you your time, and I'll be back." He said, kissing my forehead before crawling over me and into the bathroom.

Damn. This boy is going to be the death of me.