Cant Handle it.

Justins P.O.V

Its been a few hours since what happened this morning and we really haven't talked. Laur had a shower and we ate breakfast now were watching some movie on tv. I wasn't really paying attention I was watching Laur, I wanted to ask what happened but I waa scared to hurt her and I wasn't sure I wanted to know. "Jay just say whats on your mind staring at me isn't going to fix any thing" leaning in I nuzzled the spot behind her ear "Thats not true your beauty fixes everything for me" bitting her lip she looked at me a blush tinting her cheeks. "I Mean tell me whats on your mind Jay" sighing I ran my fingers through my hair, "Its about this morning...I wish you trusted me enough to tell me what happened" "Its not that I dont trust you jay its just that I can barely wrap my head around it...I dont think you'd be able to do it either" cuping her face in my hands I smiled "Try me" with she nodded ok.

"When I was four years old my mother and I got in a car accident........we both ended up severe head trama....Or at least thats what I was told....we ended up in acoma. I was in acoma for two months....When I came out tho I remembered two people Jake and My dad I didn't know I had a mother or anything. I had amnesia they thought it would go away but it never did....The only thing that ever came was the burning....The pain of hot metal searing my skin....the pain of heat all around the pain a shocking sensation on my skin....of a sharp shooting as I met thw concrete...Just lots of pain. A few months after the dreams started my dad took me to the doctor and he told us that its my only memory of the crash and that it will go away eventually but that its my minds way of remembering and that the only way to stop it is to be druggd up all the time and that wasn't ok with me.....when I was 12 my dad finally explained everything and I understood it was also the year I he told me what happened to my mom." Wiping a few tears from her cheeks I kissed her lips softly "Thank you for telling me love" "Thank you for listening" she replyed "Always" was my answer.

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