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I groaned, as the sun invaded my eyelids. They were squeezed shut yet I could still feel the glare.

"Make it go away."

I mumbled in my pillow speaking to the empty room.

Wait, my pillow isn't so hard!

I opened my eyes and looked around my surroundings. Light was pouring in through the windows illuminating the room. I groaned.

When I looked down i nearly fell of the bed.

I was sleeping on Gabe.

Like...I seriously was on him, my legs were tangled in his and the sheets were on the floor. I quickly sat up so I was straddling him and I was about to crawl off but I didn't.

I stupidly sat on him and was staring. Once again I found myself studying his features, his bed hair was gorgeous, his face was calm and his lips were full and pink and inviting and if I leaned in just a little I could...

I was ripped from my thoughts when I found myself staring in his eyes.

He had just sat up suddenly and I was thrown off balance and he put his hands on my waist steadying me.

So that's how I am now mere inches away from those lips that were calling out to me earlier. I stared at them enchanted, I was now aware Celeste was awake, and don't ask if she wasn't just wishing she could...

Just then as the images of what Celeste was asking for filled my mind I felt a bolt of electricity zoomed down to my...

I clenched my thighs together puzzled by what just happened, but I found myself wanting it to happen again. I was now feeling very hot like the temperature skyrocketed. And my mind was fuzzy, my wolf Celeste was anxiously waiting for something only she knew of.

I shifted in Gabe's lap unconsciously, still wrapped up in my thoughts. Not aware of where I actually was.

Then he grunted and I was pulled out of my thoughts. When I looked up at him, I gasped. His pupils have dilated so much that all the caramel was replaced by blackness. I was now very aware of the closeness of his body to mine.

He was looking at me with such an intense emotion in his eyes that I didn't recognize but it still affected me and another zap ran to my core. And me being who I am squeezed my thigh together trying to make it stop.

But at the same time I was enjoying it. I was confused to say the least. But since I was still straddling Gabe so of course squeezing my thighs together was a bad idea. Because his look became a knowing one and before I knew it I was on my back and Gabe was hovering over my lips exactly an inch away.

I had my legs around his waist now and he was snuggled in between them his entire body was flushed against mine and I was suddenly very aware of how the oversized T-shirt I got from Caleb was now bunched up around my abdomen and Gabe's body heat was causing tingles to run through my body.

His breath was hot on my face and I suddenly noticed how ragged and uneven it was. It did things to me I didn't understand and I was both puzzled and excited by it.

But before I could decide which feeling to embrace,Gabe's lips smashed into mine.

I imagined my first kiss as slow and controlled and I would feel like I was floating, it would be calm.

This kiss was the very opposite, Gabe wasn't calm and collected in fact his soft lips were torturing mine, there was fireworks, and chaos and I felt like I was spiraling downward to something hot and eager. I was enveloped in heat and other feelings I couldn't understand.

His hands were under my shirt,playing on my stomach and it seemed to burn a path where his fingers were tracing on my skin.

I was aware that noises were escaping my lips but I couldn't make sense of them. I was disheveled and on fire and I wanted more.

But Gabe pulled away. He literally had to tear his mouth from mine. I groaned in protest. We were both breathing hard, he buried his face in my neck.

"What are you doing to me." He whispered in a strained voice.

Before I could answer he had pulled away, got up from the bed and was now looking down at me, I scrambled up into a sitting position. I was suddenly overwhelmed with guilt.

"I'm sorry!" I blurted then bit my lip shocked at the lie I just told.

He seemed torn in half because he took a step towards me groaned, then shook his head, spun on his heels and left.

I wanted to go after him but my legs wouldn't work they felt heavy and useless. I instead crawled to the bathroom and pulled myself into a standing position using the sink. I was taken aback by what I saw.

My skin was flushed, my hair was in a messy braid, my lips were swollen and red. My cheeks were blushing and my eyes, no longer its normal color but now black, mirroring Gabe's.

Then it hit me like ten ton bricks. That the many times Gabe's eyes darkened when he was around me he was feeling all this while I was oblivious.

I covered my face in my hands

"I'm so stupid." I said aloud.

"I know." A voice responded

I turned to see a smirking Matt. I glared at him.

"Take it back!" I threatened.

He chuckled. "Easy tiger, I'm just kidding."

He then added. "And go brush your teeth we're going to the pack house for breakfast."

I nodded.

And shoved him towards the door

"I'll be ready soon."

A shower, and a brush later I walked out into my room to see Matt sprawled on my bed. He got up on his elbows and studied me a little.

Considering I was in a towel I squirmed.

"Chill I don't like you like that."
I sighed and relaxed a little.

He then added "I like your legs though. But why does your bed smell like Gabe?"

I stared at him wide eyed.

"It doesn't!" I protested "Now get out pervert so I can change."

He chuckled and got up while walking to the door he stopped

"I don't know how it was where you are from but.."

He trailed off.

"Gabe has been through a lot and so have you and somehow that made you understand him more than anyone else will. He's caring and determined and has a good heart with pure intentions but.."

He gulped, then added.

"In the end we're all weak, and were not always in control, He's been through a lot, so don't hurt him okay."

I nodded.

Dumfounded

He then walked out leaving me with my crazy thoughts.

Where were you with your knowledge say... I don't know about an hour or so ago hmmm Matt?

I huffed.

Talk about bad timing.

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