I dont get it...

   Note: It will be better if u have the vid (music) on while reading 😉

Shuichi POV

I don't get it... I don't get how he doesn't care... what's his problem.

He ran away like if it was nothing. This wasn't over

   "Kaito ...it's fine"

    I decided to leave the library while picking a random book.

    I went to my room and stared to notice what book I got. "Devil blue-violet eye..." strange...

   I went to a random page and started reading...

(Here the thing u don't have to read it but it will be useful soon)

His thoughts were everywhere but no one ever found out how he really felt since he always disguise himself

I don't Like a lot of people and that's because they get on my fucking nerves to the point I can't take it anymore and when I can't take it anymore .... everything hurts and you have no idea what I have to go trough because i know you won't go trough it with me. I just want someone to feel how I feel or know how I feel and help me with the situation but no and I'm ok with it, just know that I have no one to go trough since people already going through the hardest shit or even the tiniest thing that bringing my problems is bullshit to them they think they know how I feel everyday. I can't think anything when I'm just like this and it just feel like their is no hope in me and that I am a burden to a lot of people When I talk to ppl I sometimes bring it but guess what guess what they fucking do or say to my fucking face all they say is nothing they fucking say nothing and all I have to do is be the basic bitch and pretend I didn't say shit. I'm not prepare for shit because I don't anymore and They think I care about any of this bullshit no I don't care. I don't about anything to this point that I have to put this pain behind me and feel like I'm dying inside like 'oh no you'll be ok' 'stop it ur just playing around' wtf is ur god damn problem. Listen to me once that's all I'm fucking asking but u can't even be their for me and I'm accepting it right now bc I had enough with this bullshit and you...

   I close the book and realized it was a good one. It reminded me of Kokichi... i don't know how but it just did. For a moment I started to go threw what happen between me and him and how I went a little bit to far at the beginning.

   It's just that I couldn't take it anymore. How he took everything easy and that he doesn't care about anything. Sometimes I just wish I was like him so I don't have to go trough this pain

   I sigh and thought I should apologized to him even tho I might regret it.

  No one POV

   Shuichi stood up and grab his keys before leaving his room. He locked it and started walking to Kokichi's room.

   While walking Shuichi started thinking how he should apologize to him. He wasn't use to apologize to one since he use to keep to himself and didn't bother anyone.

   Out of no where he bump into Kaito.

"Oh Shuichi the guy I was looking for! Come with me" all of a sudden Shuichi was pulled by Kaito "h-hey wait!-" and was led to a hallway. Shuichi looked around seeing there were no cameras ...strange

"Hey can you do me a favor? I really appreciate if u could if not it's ok" Shuichi taught and decided why not

"Sure what is it...?"

Time skip~

Kokichi POV

"Sweet roses
Sweet petals
Falling on the surface
Surrounding it's true beauty"

Love you with all my heart... but you'll never find the truth.

It wasn't my fall.

*knock knock*

"Who would that be?" I got out of my bed and look there the peek hole... Shuichi

Was is he doing here!?

I hesitated but open the door. "What brings you here hehehe~" "I wouldn't expect you to be here Shuichi~"

Shuichi then looked at my eyes with a caring face. "Is it ok if I come in?" I was surprise by his request and didn't know what to do.

Should I?

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