"What?" Blake says, a strange look crossing over his face. I purr again and rub my chest over his arms, our eyes both dark as midnight. Why the hell am I so horny? I had no control over anything. Then it dawned on me. It was my heat. I'm jerked out of my thoughts when Blake carries me to the bed, laying me down. His touch cooled me down instantly.

"Madi, you don't know what your saying. I'm going to go downstairs and get you some water, OK?" He says slowly. I give him an irritated look.

"I'm not two, Blake, you don't have to talk to me like I'm stupid." He starts to open his mouth but I cut him off.

"And I do know what I'm saying Blake, get your sexy ass over here and mate me!" I shout, surprising the both of us. To my own utter shock the words come from me and not the heat. I was truly ready for this.

( GRAPHIC CONTENT AHEAD! so if that makes you uncomfortable, then skip down to the **)

"You heard me. I am in control, and I want you. Now." I growl playfully, putting power into my words. He creeps back to my side and crouched down to my level.

"Madi, are you really ready. I don't want to rush you." I nod eagerly and Blake takes my hands in his and kisses them slightly. I snake them up and around his neck and pull him up onto the bed, his body leaning over my own. He looks down at me with adoration. Certainty in my eyes, he brings his lips down to my and kisses me light and sweet. I shiver under his touch and a devilish smile spreads across his face. Blake leans down to my ear and press his lips down on my jaw.

"You are mine." He says huskily. I smile and bring my lips up to his and kiss him roughly this time, threading my hands through his hair. Breaking the kiss, he grabs the hem of my shirt and tugs upward, pulling it off my head. I kick my shoes off the bed and wiggle out of my jeans. Laying under him in just my bra and panties, I try to take off Blake's shirt. When it wouldn't come off I ripped it down the middle. His mouth pops open as he stares at the now ripped shirt.

"I really liked that shirt." He says, mockingly upset.

"Shame." I say, running my hands down his chest.

And might I say, what a body!

Thanks babe. This body is for your eyes only.

He smirks. I roll my eyes at his snooping in my mind and kiss his neck. He stops me once more and I cross my arms.

"Are you sure Madi. Once we start, there is no turning back. I wont be able to stop." He says pushing himself off of me. I whine, the pain returning instantly.

"Blake, I have never been so sure in my entire life."

"Those were the only words I needed to hear." And with that, Blake rolls back over, hovering just inches from my body. The pain dulled when he wrapped his arms around my torso, kissing my stomach up to my chest. He undoes the clasp of my bra with a flick of his wrist, and I shrug my shoulders out of the straps. He flings it across the room and it snaps against the door. He does the same with my underwear and flings them across the room as well. He sits up and stares at my now naked body, his hand on my waist so I don't feel any pain. I want to cover up, suddenly self conscious, but I stop myself. Blake would love me even if I was ugly. I stare up at him with love and passion clear on my face.

"But you are so beautiful." He says, running his hands down my sides. He pulls his jeans off leaving him in his boxers. He kisses my breast and I suppress a moan. He leans down and kisses my thighs, going up to my sex. When his cool lips press down on me, I moan out loud. He kneads my breast and I wrap my arms around his neck. His tongue snakes out and darts back and fourth. I inhale sharply. I'm jerked out of my own pleasure when Blake stops suddenly, making me whine.

"Please." I find myself begging. He kisses me and I suck on his bottom lip, tasting myself. He takes his boxers of, all his naked glory hanging out, stiff and huge. I spread my legs, welcoming him. He pushes his groin against me and I moan loudly.

"Are you ready Madi?" He ask me huskily. I nod, biting my lip. I barely feel pain when he enters me. Blake slowly thrust in and out of me.

Its not enough.

"Faster." I command, breathless. He does as I say, thrusting faster and faster. I faintly remember hearing something snap but we were to far gone. Ecstasy surges through me as we both reached our climax. I lean up and feel my canines extend as I bite into my mates neck. I lick the wound and turn to Blake, kissing him with all I've got. He kisses me passionately and mumbles something unintelligible against my lips.

(** end of sex scene.)

"Hmm?" I say, words not able to form on my tongue.

"I love you." He says again and I beam.

"I love you too." I say, able to speak again. Wrapped in each others arms we fall asleep, happily mated and together.

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*I was gonna stop there, but I haven't updated in a while so here ya go.*

As the sun creeps into the room, I look at my mate. Blake sleeps peacefully next to me, a small smile on his lips. I lean over and kiss lightly.

"Morning beautiful." He whispers, a full smile forming on his face.

"I didn't mean to wake you." I say sweetly. He mumbles something incoherent and sits up. I do the same and Vertigo hits me. I moan and lay back down. Worry crosses Blake's face.

"Are you alright?"

"I'm fine. I just sat up to fast, that's all." I giggle. Sitting back up I climb out of bed. Pain shoots through my body and my legs wobble. I grab the bedpost before I fall, and Blake hurries over to me.

"Madi, are you sure your OK? Did I hurt you?" He looks as if he could cry. I laugh out loud.

"What's so funny? I'm concerned for your health, that's all." He pouts.

"Babe, I am a werewolf. You couldn't possibly hurt me by sex." I tease him. He rolls his eyes and grabs my waist, spinning me around. I scream and laugh. Remembering my original goal I tell Blake to put me down.

"Why should I?" He pushes, grabbing me and picking me up bridal style.

"Unless you want me to pee all over you I suggest you put me down and let me go to the bathroom." I say blankly. He shrieks and immediately puts my down. I laugh and head to the bathroom. Once I finish my business I go back into the room to find Blake gone. Dressing in skinny jeans and a red tank top, I follow his scent to the kitchen. I find Blake making omelets.

"So what's in the plan book for today?" I ask him, sitting on the counter top.

'Well, we should pack all our stuff to move into the pack house because my parents are coming home tonight. Then tomorrow we can have the alpha;Luna coronation." Wow. Time flies. Four months with Blake, and it feels like only days ago we were chatting it up at school. Thank the moon goddess school ended a few months ago. A plate is set in front of me, snapping me out of my thoughts.

I peer back at Blake, who stood in in between my legs. I look at the mark that I made, which was red around the edges. I lean over and kiss it, making him moan quietly.

"Can we go to the pack house today? I want to visit with the pack before we move in." I tell him, before stuffing my face with the delicious omelet he made.

"Sure. That's a good idea, seeing in three days you will be their Luna." He says, then stuffing his own face. I nod and start eating. When we finish our breakfast we walk to the pack house. As we walk, people who live in their own homes stop what their doing and wave. I wave back with a smile on my face. Children run around and play chasing games. Once we reach the pack house Vanessa comes running out, a smile prominent on her face.

"You never linked me last-" I don't finish my sentence when she pulls my arms and practically drags me to the door.

"We need to talk!" She all but screams at me, pulling me Through the house and into her room, leaving Blake standing outside in the dust. I go and sit on her bed and flop down on my stomach, breathing into the comforter. A sickly sweet smell floods my nose. I know this smell. I inhale deeply and I finally recognize the scent and nearly jump into the ceiling.

"Sex!" I shout out and run into the adjoining bathroom, scrubbing my face with a warm washcloth. I walk back into the room to see Vanessa on the floor laughing loudly. I growl and she immediately gets up, still giggling.

"Yeaah, when I told Jake that I was pregnant he was delighted. Then we had sex." She says in between fits of laughter. I shudder and take a seat on a swivel desk chair. I grab my purse and pull out a pack of gum.

"So tell me the details. Did you tell him that you knew for almost a month?" I ask her, popping a piece of gum in my mouth. She nods and sits on the bed.

"He was surprised, but not upset. He said that you told him to go easy on me, and I think that helped. Anyway, we are going to see the pack doctor today for an ultrasound." She says excitedly, holding the protruding baby bump. I smile.

"When do you find out the sex?"

"After a month. If you listen closely in a quiet room you can hear a faint heartbeat." She says. We strain our hearing for a minute until we hear a faint sound.

Thump Thump. Thump thump. Tears well in Vanessa's eyes and I smile sweetly.

"OK enough about me! I saw that mark on Blake's neck," She wiggles her eyebrows. "What was it like!"

"I don't know, how about, AMAZING!" I say, jumping up and down. We both laugh. Suddenly Vanessa gets serious.

"Madi I hope you know that you can tell me anything. We are best friends now!" I nod, and I feel the need to tell her about my mark. I open my mouth to tell her but change my mind. I don't even know if its true.

"Come on, lets go get some coffee." I say, grabbing her arm and linking it with my own. We open the door to her room and step out. As we descend the stairs a familiar girly giggle rings through the room. I know that sound. I walk down the stairs faster, pulling Vanessa with me. We finally reach the bottom of the steps, and what I see leaves me speechless.

"Ow. Ow. Ow! Madi what is your probl-" she stops mid sentence when she follows my glare. "Oh shit."

Blake, my mate, sits in the pack kitchen with sleeps-a-lot Whitney, nestled against his chest laughing and sitting on his lap. His hands on her lower back. Suddenly everything is red, and I stomp towards them. Vanessa tries to hold me back but her grip was like a child's. When I approach them Blake's arms immediately drop.

To late asshole.

"Whitney, why are you all over my mate?" I ask sweetly. A look of terror crosses her face quickly before she starts laughing. Blake starts to say something but the bitch cuts him off.

"You? Blake's mate? As if! Sweetheart, I am Blake's real mate. Your just a phase. Me and Blake have had tons of sex, and we know now that we were always meant for each other." She says snobbishly.

"Care to explain our marks then?" I say, trying to control my anger. She snorts.

"Those mean nothing. It's called an accident. Werewolves mark people when they have sex all the time. The only thing you are, or ever will be for that matter, is an itch. Just something for my darling Blake to fuck." She growls at me.

Oh you will regret the day you were born.

The lights go out, and the outside now has thunder clapping and pouring down rain around the house. I feel electricity coursing through my body, but the only thing I am focused on is Whitney. Suddenly the kitchen windows and back door fly open and rain douses everyone inside.

Everyone except me.

I take another step towards Whitney, the wind blowing my hair around, probably making me look physio. Good. Screams rip through the room.

"I smell your fear Whitney. Not so big and bad now, are you?" I say devilishly. I was so far gone, I didn't notice Blake, trying to pull me away, or Vanessa, trying to calm me down. I didn't notice the lightning only surrounding the pack house or when everyone in the room staring at me with otter shock and fear written on their faces. I only felt the electricity in my hands, begging to be let out. So I'll let it. I spread my palms wide and pointed them at the slut. I raised my arms, ready to fire when I passed a nearby mirror, and stop. What the fuck was wrong with me. I was glowing.

literally.

My hair was a mess, and my eyes were bright yellow. I'm ripped out of my thoughts as the rain and wind tear through the room, again hitting everyone except me.

"STOP!" I shout, and everything does. The rain and thunder suddenly disappear, the lightning decreasing. The glowing stops, the electricity in me goes down, and the sky is sunny once more. Blake is staring at me in shock and Whitney is bawling her eyes out.

It's true. The mark is true. I run out of the room, tears streaming down my face, and wondering, What the hell just happened.

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