Rin pov

It's been ten years since Lucifer saved me. I am still grateful to him. He saved me from hell. Thankfully a lot of my wounds healed and they aren't that visible. 

Lucifer and I spend a lot of time together I am almost always by his side. I don't know what all of those standards are but it doesn't matter. Lucifer cares about me and I am loyal to him. The least I can do for him is follow him, he gave me everything, it's truly a small price to pay for everything.

Iblis has gotten a bit weird as the years have gone by. Astaroth is overbearing and Egyn is fun. Beelzebub is neutral so he isn't a part of the Illuminati but on occasion, he stops by the ship. He is boring, very boring.

I have yet to meet Amaimon, Mephisto, and Azazel, or Father but I want to. But Father is trapped in Gehenna and Everyone else is a part of the true cross order. Well, not Amaimon. But he spends a lot of his time with Mephisto. 

By design, they are my enemies. I simply don't understand it, the order has done nothing but kills and abuse our kind they are still loyal to the murders and lairs of the order. 

I wish I could fight but Lucifer keeps me away. He claims it is to keep me out of the reach of the True cross order. He doesn't want me to be in the middle of the war so he keeps me on the sidelines with him. When Lucifer goes anywhere near the true cross order he makes me stay on the ship. 

But I could be of greater use! I am strong enough to tear those exorcists to shreds, or burn them to a crisp, what was my training for if not this?

Currently, he is on one of those missions. I am sitting in our room and I reading the diary that I have kept for the past few years.

April 10th

I have already learned how to fight in five different ways. I know two different languages. I know the entire history of the world from all perspectives. I also know the entire layout of the Dominus Liminis. It's been four years since Lucifer saved me. I am currently ten and border out of my mind. I have nothing to do. I'm borrreeeddddddd.

I smile at my childhood innocence. I was so small when I was ten I wouldn't be able to handle a fight. I skip around in the diary and I randomly settle on a page.

May 12th

Lucifer came back from one of his mission he looked very sick and he kept coughing. Eygn wouldn't let me see him. Asatorth keeps telling me he is fine but I don't think he is fine. He looks sick. I am worried about him.

I was seven when I wrote that. Lucifer's host can't handle his powers and his powers slowly kill his host. He has to change hosts ever so often because the pain gets to be so bad. Living is so painful for Lucifer I feel bad for him. He has spent so much time caring for me and yet I can't help him. It bothers me. 

If I can't fight then the least I could be able to do is help him heal, but he refuses to let me work with the doctors. 

I am thankful that over the past years, the guards have let me go to Lucifer after his missions to comfort him. Astaroth walks into the room. Iblis, Astaorth, or Egyn usually look after me while Lucifer is on one of his missions. Even though I am closer to being an adult than a child, they still fuss over me like I am six. 

"Whatcha reading?" He asks walking over. 

"Nothing," I reply closing my diary. 

"Rin show me."

"it's none of your business." 

"Yes, it is I need to make sure it's appropriate for your age," Astaorth replies trying to take the diary from me. 

"It's my diary!"

"Well now you have to show me," he replies still trying to get it. 

"Touch me or this book and I will burn you" I reply. 

"Fine," he grumbles laying down next to me. "So is there something you need like company or something to eat?"

"I just had dinner and I will not give you a chance to read my diary so no to those things... are there any updates on Lucifer's mission?" I ask. 

He shakes his head.

"Well, I should be good for now. If you get anything about Lucifer's mission come tell me." 

He rolls his eyes and walks out of the room and I get ready for bed. I crawl into bed and wait for Lucifer to get back. I hear the door open and I sit up. 

I see a cloaked figure.

This isn't Lucifer.

The guards are both knocked out outside.

I lunge to attack but before I can reach whatever this is a gun is fired and it all fades to black.