Lea's P.O.V

"No, no, no!" I scream after what seems like hours of us just standing there, even though it were only a few seconds.

"You can't just send me a text asking me to come here and then tell me that I have to forget about you!" I was so angry at him.

How can he say something like that?! There is no way that I'm going to do that.

"Lea calm down." I shook my head.

"Calm down? How can you tell me to calm down when you say something like that?!"

He sigh before grabbing my hand. I shook my head pulling away from him.

"This is all too dangerous for you. I can't drag you back into this mess!" Just like me he was shouting.

"I don't care if I get hurt! I will be more hurt if you're not with me!"

Wyatt shook his head. "You don't know what is happening right now. It's such a mess! I don't even know if I will survive it!"

I turned my hands into fists trying to calm me down. "So you will die and I will never know? After all you have done to me this is the worst thing!"

He was shock that I said that.

And I admit it, it was cruel that I have brought back our rough past, but it's true. I rather take his beating than not knowing where he is and if he's still alive.

"Lea you don't want to make me angry." He said in a low voice.

If he's trying to scare me then he's not gonna succeed at it.

"Oh what are you going to do Wyatt? Hit me? It's not that you haven't done that before."

I could see his eyes getting darker the more I spoke, but I didn't stop. I want him to do something, I wanted him to hurt me.

It's weird I know, but I know if he hurts me he still care for me. Just like he have said in the past.

He didn't know how to handle his feelings for me, so he hurts me.

"Come on slap me! Hurt me!" I push against this chest, but he didn't move.

He was too strong for me.

"You have done it in the past, so why not now?! I said hurt me!"

My hand when up and I slapped him in the face. I had no idea why I did it, but it felt like I had to.

His head when to the side and a red mark was on his cheek. I could see that he was angry when he touched his cheek.

Slowly he looked at me and I could see that he was mad as hell, but oddly I wasn't afraid.

I know that I would get this reaction from him. I want this reaction from him.

"Lea you have to be very careful right now." He said through greeted teeth.

"Go to hell asshole. Why don't you fight back?! Do something! Nothing held you back in the past, so why now?!" I hit his chest again and again, but it didn't affect him.

I know he wouldn't fight back. I know he wouldn't hurt me. If he hurt me he will be like his dad and that's something he never wanted.

Sobs began to escape my mouth.

"Fight back. Why don't you fight back?" I sobbed.

Wyatt grabbed my wrist preventing me from hitting again. Tears began to stream down my face and more sobs escaped my mouth.

He pulled me against this chest and wrapped his arms around me.

"Ssh it's okay." I couldn't stop crying.

I didn't want him to leave me. I didn't want to be alone. I needed him and I needed Selene. She was my best friend and I need her too. If they get killed I won't survive it.

"Don't leave me, please don't leave me." I said in a shaky voice.

I was trying to get myself back under control, but I couldn't.

He pulled away cupping my cheeks. With his thumb he brush away the tears that was falling down my cheeks.

"Lea I don't want to break your heart. I just want to do the right thing. For once in my life I want to do the right thing. Please let me do it."

I close my eyes taking a deep breath. I can't let him go I just can't. After everything we have been through. Losing people over this.

I open my eyes and look back at him. I saw that he was in pain because of this. He didn't want to do this, but he have no choice. He slightly look down at me, studying my face.

"I don't want to do this." I whisper.

He nodded his head understanding that I don't want to let him go.

"I know. I don't want to do this either, but it's for your own good."

I frown my brows biting the inside of my cheek.

If he knows what's good for me he would stay. I don't want to live my life, knowing that at any moment of the day Wyatt could get killed. I don't want to live with that fear.

"What if it's not?"

He close his eyes letting out a sigh. "Lea please it's already hard enough. Just believe me."

I know I wouldn't change his mind anytime soon. If this is the last time I see him I want to remember this moment

"Can you at least kiss me before we decide something?"

A small smile came to his face and he nodded his head.

He lean in and kissed me. I never want to leave his lips. I just want to stay here in this moment. Softly he stroke my cheeks with his thumbs.

The kiss didn't last long.

It would be to painful if it did. He pull away and took a deep breath.

"I Love you and nothing will ever change that."

I nodded my head opening my eyes. "I love you too."

He open his eyes and looked right into mine.

"I don't know if I can watch you walk away." I whisper my voice breaking at the end.

He stroke some hair out my face giving me a small smile.

"It's easy close your eyes and count to twenty. When you open your eyes I'll be gone." He whisper trying to make me feel okay, but nothing about this is okay.

Slowly I nodded my head.

"Close your eyes Lea."

I took one last look at Wyatt trying to remember everything about him.

He nodded his head saying that it will be okay.

I close my eyes letting out a sigh.

I didn't want to start counting.

I feel him moving closer before a pair of lips kiss my forehead.

"Now start counting." He mumble against my skin.

"One."

His lips disappeared.

"Two."

His hands disappeared from my cheeks leaving them cold.

"Three."

I heard him turn around.

"Four."

Slowly I hear footsteps walking away.

"Five, six, seven, eight, nine."

I could barely hear them anymore, but I try to hear them.

"Ten, eleven, twelve."

My voice began to get shaky and I could feel the tears coming up.

"Thirteen, fourteen, fifteen." 

I want to open my eyes and ran after him, but I know I can't.

He needs to do this for himself.

"Sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, nineteen."

I try to listen if I could still hear him, but there wasn't any noise left.

"Twenty." I open my eyes and saw nobody.

He was gone and I was completely alone.