Lea's P.O.V

We were sitting in the bathroom on the bathtub. I was cleaning out Wyatt's wounds. The old and new ones. They really did a bad number on him.

I wrapped his side in a bandage before going to his shoulder where Robert shot him. The whole time he didn't say anything. He looked at me and every move I made. My hand when to his chin when I was ready whit his shoulder.

Before I could do anything he took my hand in his. I look confuse at him. His other hand when to my cheek cupping it.

"You should know that when I took you the first time I was planing on killing you, but the moment I took that blindfold of your eyes I couldn't do it. That look you gave me was something I had never seen before. With the others I saw fear, but with you not." I wanted to look down, but he made me look back at him.

I really didn't want to think back at that time. All the screaming, begging for their life's and the blood. "Hope, I saw hope. When you asked me why. I knew that you had strength in you. I was scared what you could do to me, so I let you go. I didn't want to kill you." His hand was still on my cheek holding me in place.

Slowly he stroke my cheek with his thumb. Our hands were still together on his lap.

" I thought that I could get you out my mind, but I couldn't. For a year I have watched you. I know I had damage you and I hated myself for that. Those tears that ran over your cheeks was because of me. I know what the world is and I wanted to protected you from it. I wanted you to be save with me, so that night I took you again. I had no idea what I had to do with you. For the first couple of months we had our fights and I hurt you more."

He stop for a second with talking, taking a deep breath.

"I could hear you crying at night in the bedroom. I would just sit there at the door and listen to what I have done to you, but I kept on hurting you. I even hurt you more when I heard that you had a boyfriend. Something inside of me snapped. I had more fights with you, but I liked it. I rather fought with you then letting you go."

A small smile came to my face. We really fought a lot.

"When I saw you sitting there in the phone booth crying, my heart broke. This time it wasn't thanks to me. I know that they were cheating on you, but I didn't want to tell you. When we got back home and you kissed me I was shocked. I know you did that because you were hurt, but I didn't care. That night you were mine and mine only."

My cheeks turn red for a moment when he mention that night. He knew that I was using him. But he was right.

I was his that night and he was mine. Something change between us after that night, something good.

"When my dad came back and stabbed you, I thought that I lost you. From that moment on I know that I cared about you, a lot. Lea you made me feel again. For years I have push all my feelings away, but you brought them back. Your broke the walls. The months we were apart from each other was hell for me, but I knew you were save far away from and my dad. Lea you make me want to change my life. I don't want to kill anymore, I don't want to live like that anymore. That's all thanks to you."

He pull my closer while stopping with talking.

Being away from him was also hell to me. Knowing that Robert hurt him and I couldn't do anything about it was torture.

"Lea I love you."

It was like time stood still for a moment, hell no. It was like the universe stood still. It was the first ever that he said I love you. I had no idea what to say to him. There was probably a shocked look on my face.

It took me a minute to find my voice back.

"I love you too."

A huge smile came on Wyatt's face. His lips collided with mine a second later. He had never kissed me like this before.

So much passion and love. It was like we have spend years apart form each other and wanted to be with each other now. We need each other so baldy that it hurt. It hurts to be away from him, I barley can breath if I'm away from him.

I see that now.

All that time in my bed alone. Having nightmares and panic attacks.

Wyatt slide of the edge into the bathtub pulling me with him. A giggle escape my mouth when I landed on top of him. A smile came on his face before he brush some hair out my face.

"God you're so beautiful." I look down at his chest biting my lip.

I really feel love for him.

And I know that Robert will come after us. No matter what we do he will come. Wyatt escaping was just luck, but I don't know if one of us is gonna escape the next time.

Wyatt put his finger under my chin making me look back up at him. He pull me more on top of him before kissing me again.

"You make me a better person. Don't ever leave me." He whisper pulling away.

I nodded my head giving him a small smile.