Hayley's POV

It's been 2 weeks now and me and the girls are going on tour again, Apparently Symone had gotten a band to open for us on tour and she keeps saying it's a surprize. Meany.

Luke also had apparently gotten the dating speech from Ashton, but Ashton being his sweet self is trying to privately get me and Luke alone so we could hang out. Bless his soul; he's such a sweetie pie.

I put on my loose Adele shirt and my black skinny jeans because we're starting tour in Australia. I asked Symone if the band we're touring with was semi-what famous or not, like we were when we toured with All Time Low and Bring Me The Horizon, and she said yes, so we might know them.

The guys are also staring tour early, but they left before us, so they're probably already on the road. They've been bubbly all week though and Lin and Michael are official too now, so that happened.

The fans have found out because of all the selfies and Michaels kissy faces by the posts, so Lin started getting hate and now there's a Twitter war going on, which our fans are obviously winning, since half our fans are 5SOS fans that have shipped Linichael from the beginning.

They've also been shipping Lukayley from the beginning, which started getting big, because they started photoshopping us together in bed and stuff; it's kind of scary how real it looks though. I think some were done by professionals or Directioners, because what can't they do?

I grab my bags and roll them over to the bus that we're going to be sharing with the other band for 3 weeks. Then we'll be sharing a buss n America to save money so we could donate to cancer.

I personally donate to orphanages in Africa because we know they get it worse. But I also help my dad donate to Afghanistan and bad places in America.

Also to save money we pretty much live off of the things the fans send us, because they also send us clothes they made for us specially, I mean who wouldn't wear they're fans' specially designed clothes for you?

I step onto the bus first and suddenly get thrown with confetti, and showered with very familiar cheers. I look up to find Symone standing in front of the culprits, holding up her phone while probably recording our reactions.

I giggle and run over to them, my bags forgotten as I hugged Luke, then Michael, then Calum and finally the one with the tiny confetti cannon; Ashton.

Symone switches off the camera and hands it to Ashton; Of course it was his phone... He's a little twat that records the stupidest things, like me eating large bites of food because he claims that I could be half snake.

"Good fucking God, as if I haven't had enough of you twats ruining my break by infesting the only place that calms me!" Kita yells, throwing her arms in the air and moving her bags to her top bunk in the back.

I usually take one of the top bunks in front because I get car sick, but the boys' infested the front, causing me to pout and move to the back.

"You can have my bunk if you want to sleep in the front you know," Calum says, causing me to turn around with raised eyebrows, right before they frown as I get a straight face, "You just want to peep at the girls," I say lifting my eyebrow, causing him to purse his lips with wide eyes.

"I knew it," I say and place my bags on the top bunk above Lin. I know I'll regret this later because of Michael also being in the bus, but I'll just have to live with it, because to her advantage; I'm a deep sleeper and the other girls aren't.

We plop down in the TV room area and notice Michael had already put in his Xbox so Kita can't put in her PlayStation that she took from my house.

The moment Michael walks in, she starts to glare at him as he smirks at her, "It's your turn to watch me play," Michael says smugly, causing her to glare harder and Ashton to giggle at her.

Ashton had discovered that he could pester her by giggling at her, so whenever she tries to start a fight with him, he starts giggling at her, which causes her to lose the confident look at jest walk away because she says 'It's just no use then,' but I think him giggling makes her feel butterflies, like everyone else, and that scares her so she aborts mission.

Kita looks at Ashton with small annoyed lips and eyes that say 'I dare you to say one more thing, bitch,' Only causing him to giggle more, which makes her get up and walk to her bunk in swift movements.

Lizzy coughs "Sexual tension..." she says while coughing still, causing Michael and Calum to laugh. "Kita's always sexually frustrated. She hasn't had sex in a year, I think she'd snap any moment," I tell her, causing her to shake her head in amusement.

"She's a bloody nymph, she just can't stop," Lizzy says, making me frown. "Maybe it's like smoking and she's addicted. If it is, she's doing a bloody good job at it, just like she's starting to give up smoking," I tell her.

"All she has to do now is through the smokes away and then we'll talk," Lizzy says and continues to play a game on her DS, while Calum watches with parted lips like an idiot.

"You do still realize I can hear you guys right?" Kita yells from her bunk. "We know!" Lin yells back, causing her to laugh.

"Well... I don't feel awkward at all with that conversation..." Ashton sarcastically says while stiff and has raised eyebrows. Luke is just sitting next to me with small awkward lips and big eyes, causing me to giggle and playfully bump him, which causes him to smile.

I get up and go over to Kita's bunk where she's just chilling with her hands behind her head and her eyes closed. "You have some sexual tension between you and Ashton..." I say awkwardly.

She opens her eyes, "I want to lick him," she says in a Russian accent, causing me to choke on air while laughing, "Excuse you?" I ask shocked.

"I need to get laid," she whines squeakily, while sounding like she wants to cry. I awkwardly pat her leg with pursed lips, "You want to sleep with Ashton...?" I ask softly with my lips still pursed and my eyebrows furrowed.

"Yes!" she says exasperatedly. "He's got a fucking huge dick! Did you know that?" she whisper yells at me, causing my mouth to widen in disgust and my eyes to open wide with fear, "No, why would I know something like that?!" I ask squeakily and awkwardly.

She laughs at my reaction as I blush furiously... I don't think I could look at Ashton ever again... Sweet Jezus on a pogo-stick!

I close my eyes and get up, walking into the TV room still with closed I eyes as I sit back on my spot, almost sitting on Luke's lap because of my closed eyes.

I hear Lizzy's amused evil giggle, "What did she do or say to make you blind?" she asks amusedly, causing me to shake my head viciously, while my lips form in one of disgust and my eyebrows furrowed again, while goose bumps form on my skin, making me shiver.

"Are you alright...?" I hear Ashton ask amusedly, causing a squeak to come from the back of my throat as my eyes close together more, just as we feel the bus starting to drive.

I feel a large hand on my knee and stiffen, "Hayley...?" I hear Ashton ask from right next to me, causing me to gape in shock and a gurgling noise to exit my mouth as I ungracefully roll over Luke's lap, when I could feel him stiffen, and I quickly crawl over to where I suppose Calum is sitting next to Lizzy and grab his arm in fright, causing him to double over laughing, which I can obviously feel.

"Did Kita tell you about the towel thing...? Honestly it was an accident, my shower broke so I had to use the house bathroom and Gremlin jumped on me thinking I was a scratching post. He didn't get hurt though! He fell on the towel. Kita just so happened to be in the hallway though..." he says awkwardly, causing my mouth to drop and my jaw to unhinge with how shocked I am.

"My poor Kitty!" I shriek, making Calum flinch and Lizzy, Michael and Lin laugh loudly. I also happen to hear Kita's laugh boom in the next room, "You forgot to mention where I said that you had a lovely penis!" she yells over at him, causing him to blush and everyone to laugh louder. I slowly get up and walk over to my carrier where I put Gremlin and Snowbelle in to save space.

I open the carrier and take both animals out and move them to my bunk as I place Gremlin on my bunk and Snowbelle on the floor.

She hears Lin's voice and follows it, running to the TV room like a spastic running piece of fluff that lives under the couch. Dust puppy...

I get on my bunk and cuddle with Gremlin, who just so happens to love cuddles because he gets cold quickly because of his nakedness.

I take a Selfie with Gremlin right when he Mews and my mouth opens with cuteness and post it on all my social media's.

I then take out my notepad that was in my purse and start writing down video ideas for Liar Liar. So I was thinking wrath, destruction, hope and pain. I wrote down those words along with apocalypse, individuality and death, as well as politics and laws.

I'll have to talk with Matt about my visual of the video, because it would need a lot of effects. Apparently he and Megan, our pyro and affects major are getting married in Paris when we go to play a show there. Their planning on getting married on stage in front of Kita while we play some rock love song like 'Sleeping with Sirens- If I'm James Dean then you're Audrey Hepburn' but the acoustic version, since it's a wedding.

They'll be having their honeymoon there too, while we go on break again because Paris is our last show before break and that would make a hole year because tour is 9 months long and then we get 3 months break and this time I'm going to my mom for a month and then I'm taking my siblings to Australia for another month and then take them back, and head to LA for the last month while we work on the video.

Our first show is tonight and I'm going to just sit here and pic out what we're wearing on my tablet. Our clothes are at the arenas before hands because we're girls and have to look good, so our clothes can't be wrinkled, plus even if we try, it won't fit in our bags. So I have the entire wardrobe on my tablet and send what I want us to wear to Reniska our stylist.

Reniska gets the things done before we arrive so all we have to do is get dressed and grab our guitars. Her husband Joey tones our guitars and my bass, and also sets up Kita's drums who she's sharing with Ashton now.

We arrive at the stadium 30 minutes later and rush towards the backdoors, over all the screaming fans. We head over to our dressing rooms and I quickly grab my black corset dress, my clip-on stockings and my long heeled boots.

Lin puts on her red and black checkered corset dress, her black skeleton legs stockings and puts on her red and black checkered short heeled boots as well as her long middle finger ringed gloves. She then quickly moves to the bathroom with Reniska.

Lizzy puts on her black corset shirt with the light pink tie for cancer, as well as her fishnet stockings and black short shorts. She puts on her black skeleton hand 'fuck you' socks and her short high heeled boots with spikes all over as she also pulls on her fishnet gloves.

Kita puts on her skeleton body dress and her latex corset pants, as well as her see through tarantula heels. She usually wears the least, because of her sweatiness.

It's a cold night so I grab my Nightfury jacket and put in on so it would make sense for the end, right when we hear 5SOS start playing.

We head over to the mirror section and apply our make-up, just when Lin comes back with a hair dye cap on her head. "We don't have time to wait for your hair!" Kita exclaims, causing Lin to smugly lift up a velvet wig, "I've been wearing this since that day I went to the shops because I dyed my hear black. Right now I just put in some highlights," she says smugly as she applies her make-up.

Right when we hear the last song of the boys, we head to back stage with Lin's hair blow dried, curly and Black with white highlights here and there. Reniska is a fast worker.

I stand there with my bloody looking bass and wait for the song to end. Right when the song ends the lights go out and the boys run out looking at us with wide eyes as we make our way on stage without a word, causing them to gape at us. Sorry we're focussed, no time for chit chat. Plus Ashton stinks.

Kita goes and sneaks onto her drum stool as we sneak onto stage while the crowd is too busy freaking out. When we reach our places Lizzy starts playing the notes to 'Pocketful of Dreams' and the crowd goes wild-er.

Suddenly the beat drops when Kita lifts her drumsticks in the air and shoots out two fireworks that signal we've begun and she'll shoot another two when we end because there are only 2 little fireworks in each drumstick.

In the middle of the song when the beat go's small again the lights go dim and I sing softer, causing the crowd to go silent, right until the las5t verses beat drops and everyone goes nuts.

When the end comes of the night the lights go less dim and we end with 'Liar Liar.' The crowd goes wild when they hear Lin's growling.

I look back stage where the boys are watching excitedly with all the stuff going on, on stage. There is so much fire that it resembles hell.

Lin starts growling her solo after Lizzy's guitar solo causing a loud whistle to come from back stage. Michael you twat...

Lin then starts singing in her normal voice making the crowd go crazier and I hear another wolf whistle from backstage.

Right when we end I put a robotic mouth holder thing in my mouth causing fire to spew from my mouth. Megan gave it to me to put between my teeth, knowing I won't fuck up. So right now I look like a dragon. Then the light go out when the fire from my mouth goes off causing the crowd to start freaking again after their initial shock from when the fire that came from my mouth.

I spit out the robotic fire spewer and run off stage to where the boys stood shocked. Well people thought we came from hell before, why not make then afraid now?

They look at me with so much shock that I think their eyeballs would pop out, causing me to giggle at the thought and of course their faces, that is until they all pulled me into a bone crushing hug.

Ashton pulls away, "Don't ever do that again Hayley!" he yells at me, causing my smile to drop and me to zone out again.

*Flashback*

"Don't ever do that again Megan!" my mother yells at me while picking me up and dropping me on the chair in the lobby place of her work.

"I told you to stay in the lobby, where Tony could keep an eye on you while I work. There are strange men here that could take you, so no playing outside by the Coy Pond," she scolds me and walks back through the shiny door.

I stand up and walk over to the shiny door, but Tony stops me from going inside. "You're too young to go in there, Meg. There are naked ladies and bad men," he tells me sympathetically.

"But mommy went in there and I'm bored," I say confused, "And my fwend Kita's mom works there as a dancer, why are there naked woman?" I ask him causing him to pick me up and place me behind the counter where I'm now looking at the ugly naked girls on the wall in front of me.

"Ew, their ugly. I can see her mangos," I tell Toney, causing him to laugh and a woman in her underwear to glare at me. Oops.

"Well at least I have mangos, and you don't," she scolds me while slapping me through the face, scratching me in the process with her long ugly fingernails.

"Hey! She's just a kid! Go back inside!" Toney yells at her just as mommy comes out of the door and sighs. "Toney can I please take the rest of the night off. I'm sorry about her," mommy asks Toney, causing him to frown and nod, while rubbing my back and handing me to mommy.

The ride home was silent, and I'm a restless 6 year old. Mommy parks the car and we get out, going into the house.

I go upstairs and put on my comfy pyjamas and wash my scratched face. I make my way downstairs to watch a video on TV.I watch Bugs Bunny and the Looney Toons, but when it stops I head to the kitchen for some milk and cheese for a snack.

I find mommy on the floor holding a knife and her wrist is bleeding. I then scream holding my stuffed Penguin to my chest.

I run over to the phone when daddy comes through the door worriedly, "What happened, I heard you yell?!" he asks panicked. I point to the kitchen and hear daddy say to call 911 so I do and tell them that my mommy is bleeding from his wrists on the kitchen floor.

They tell me to calm down and I do. 5 minutes later there's men coming through the door with a moving bed thingy, causing me to tell the lady on the floor, so she tells me to put down the phone and I do.

They carry mommy out to the hospital van and I see daddy walk over to me, covered in mommy's blood as he pulls me into a tight hug, causing the blood to cover my comfy Pyjamas and my stuffed penguin.

"Will she be okay daddy...?" I ask him while he was crying. "She'll be fine sweetie; she's just being taken to the hospital..."

*Flashback over*

I wake up, being led to the dressing room by Kita, so I turn around and thank her before walking in myself and changing into my clothes from before.

When we exit the room I look over at Ashton who has an ice pack of his jaw. "Oh my gosh, what happened?!" I panic, causing him to whip over to me and pull me into a tight hug, "Oh my god thank goodness you're alright! Last time you had a break down," he says into my neck as he lifts me in the air.

I pull back, "Yeah I know, but who did that?" I point at his jaw as he places me down on my feet. "Um... It was... It is... Well Kita was just... and then Lizzy was there..." Ashton stumbles over his words while the rest of the guys hug me.

"Lizzy punched Ashton and told him that it was the softest punch she had," Calum says grinning but trying to hide it. "Well yeah, if Lizzy punched him, it had to be soft. She actually could kill with a punch," I tell them seriously, causing them to laugh, thinking I was joking.

"I'm serious..." I say seriously, causing their laughter to seize. "How would you know?" Michael asks, causing my mouth to open and close like a fish out of water until it stays closed in a thin line and I walk away. No one knows, no one can know. It was in the past. She was just 10... It was self-defence.

I walk to the bus quickly while the guys run after me pestering me about what happened, well mostly Calum and Ashton, Michael is jogging to keep up and Luke is just taking long strides next to me with little effort. My little long legged penguin... Wait. No. He's not mine. Yet... No. Shut up.

I get in the buss, causing Ashton to give up and walk to the TV room swiftly, followed by Calum. Oh Fuck...

Lizzy's POV

Ashton barges into the TV room with Calum, "What did you do?" Calum ask the same time Ashton asks "Did you kill someone?!" causing my back to arch upward and me to stiffen... who...?

Hayley walks in with her lips in a tight line, while frowning. I sigh. That's her face that says 'I've said too much so I'll just shut up'

I look back up at them with raised eyebrows, "That my dear fuck up... is none of your business," I snap causing everyone's attention to snap to mine.

"Please tell us..." Luke asks, frowning like a scared little boy. "I can't... It's my past and I don't live in the past like Hayley. I live in the present," I tell him stubbornly. They don't need to know. It's my business. It's my life. I was 10... and he deserved it... He...

I look down at my hands... He didn't deserve that though... At least not by my hands. But they'd let him go, he was black. Shut up, that's racist. The government is racist, they'd let him go and he's do it again. Shut the fuck up! They let me go and I'm not African American! But yow WERE a child...

"Fuck off," I whisper under my breath as I glare at the floor, causing Hayley and Lin to stand up and pull the guys back, but Ashton was being stubborn.

"What did you say?" Ashton asks baffled. I start to tear up and quickly get up, swinging my fist hard in his direction, swerving it before it hit him, going through the buss's wall to the sleeping area, causing my fist to go straight through, making the boys yelp and Ashton to stumble backwards into Michael and Calum's arms.

I take heavy breaths as I rip my hand out of the wall while crying, "I said fuck off! I was 10! It was self-defence! He was going to take me! I'm not racist! I did the world a favour! They'd let him go! The government's racist! I didn't do anything! I was scared..." I whisper the last part ass I slide down the wall.

Everyone's eyes were wide and Hayley and Luke were crying and holding their hands over their mouths.

"I'm not crazy... I'm not a murderer... I was just scared..." I whisper while breaking down. Lin walks over and engulfs me in a hug. "Leave my skeleton alone... It didn't bother anyone! Why must you burn down my closet?!" I cry.

"There's a reason we use so much fire in our shows," Kita says, causing all attention to move towards her, "Because we're already in hell..."