Hayley's POV

Chris had picked me up at the Canadian border 3 days ago and now it's the 25 of August, precisely 5 days after Ashley died. She would have been born in September...

"Say hello to the camera Hales," Chris says pointing the camera at me while his brother laughs on the couch. The two know I'm hiding and they tease me by trying to record me and now they finally have.

"Chris no...! I'm hiding, remember?" I say and hide behind my white hair and continue eating my burger from Mc Donald's.

Crawford grabs the camera from his brother and shove it right in my face, "You know he won't post it, he's too nice... But I might..." he teases causing me to playfully glare at him.

"Well it is your last night here so we can make a few videos, right?" Crawford jokes causing me to shake my head at the ground with a distant smile on my face as I eat my food.

I know I'm fat and should probably start eating cotton, but I'm craving a bunch of food lately, probably because of the hole Luke thing. I think my body knows when to eat its problems away... Unfortunately, my body is lead with my heart and my head with my brain, so my body is pretty stupid.

"Hayley won't you make me the happiest guy around and be my bride?" Crawford asks, and I can't tell if he's joking or not, causing me to choke on my food.

"Crawford, no!" Chris laughs, causing Crawford to start laughing along. "You people are crazy," I say after I stopped coughing.

"Yeah, crazy about you," Crawford says smugly, while Chris's cheeks flare pink. Crawford then shoves the camera in his face and teases him for blushing, causing him to blush even more, while glancing at me apologetically.

Crawford ends the video and disappears in his room, probably to edit it. Even if he does send it, it would take 4 hours and 51 minutes to get here from LA to Canada.

Now it's almost 18:00 so I decide to go and take a bath, so I tell Chris and go upstairs. "I posted the video Hayley, so I'm gonna go now, enjoy the rest of your night and goodbye," Crawford says right when I try and enter the guest room.

"Alright, bye Crawford," I say and hug him. I get in my room and grab my Pikachu onesie, bra and underwear. I then grab my slippers and move to the bathroom.

It takes me about 50 minutes to find the bubble bath, because of what I assume is PMS pains that are hurting my stomach.

While I let the bath fill, I check my phone just as I get a Facetime from Kita. I always answer Kita's Facetime's to check on her ever so often, so I answer it.

"Just a fair warning my onesie loving friend, we are coming for you and we know you're in Canada," Kita says, causing me to role my eyes.

Even if you do get here within the 4 hours of driving, it will also take you time to find out where I live and by that time, I'm long gone," I tell her smugly.

"Just surrender now, Hales... You can't run from your problems forever... Plus The boys actually care so much that Their taking an even longer break then needed now so they could find you," She says.

"Great! Why don't we make it a scavenger-hunt and invite all the girlfriends, huh?! Why don't we make a rule of whoever finds Hayley first could scratch out her eyes with their fucking claws why don't we!" I say angrily and end the Facetime just when Luke enters the screen.

I take a deep breath and close the taps when there's a knock on the door, "Hey, Hayley... Are you okay...?" I hear Chris ask, causing me to sigh. "Yeah I'm fine, I was just talking to Kita and we got in an argument, it's nothing serious," I tell him and notice that it's 19:00 by now.

"Alright, well just take a relaxing bath and get some sleep, you'll need the energy," he tells me and leaves. I strip from my clothes lazily and get it the warm, bubble filled tub.

I lay in the tub filled with the white bubbles and slip my body completely under, only letting my face stick out... If I slip once more... my head will be under...

Slip.

I close my eyes under the water and wait for suffocation. I've had enough. Suddenly I feel a surging pain in my lower abdomen, causing me to fly up from the water and groan. This can't be period pains!

I take deep breaths and steady myself in the tub. I concentrate on the pain. It can't be my appendix, and if it was, it would have given me a warning before it just decides to explode, so no.

I press on my stomach softly and start massaging my abdomen, but the pain intensifies and I start crying. What's happening...?

Is this death...?

If it is... I welcome it with open arms...

A searing pain shoots through my stomach and I hold onto my abdomen with shaking hands. Maybe it has something to do with my uterus...?

There are too many bubbles to see, so I feel with my left hand for anything out of place, and feel something solid by my entrance... That's not normal...With further inspection and painfully manoeuvring myself, I feel hair... And it's not mine....

"Chris!!!" I screech and start to panic. This can't be happening! What is this?! I can't be! I cry even harder, just when Chris bursts through the door with messy hair. He must've been sleeping, causing me to look at the clock again making it read 21:45... How long have I been in here...?

"Chris..." my voice wavered, "I think I'm having a baby..." I say in tears, causing him to frown. "Please call an ambulance, it's already crowning!" I cry and steady by breath and push after every three large breaths I take. Thank God I love documentaries. They give great tips... Those and animations...

I hear murmurs of a panicked looking Chris who's arguing on the phone, but all I could think of was... Luke...

Oh my god... I ruined his life! I'm going to ruin his life, my life. How did this happen?! They're going to say I'm a whore! He's going to say I'm a whore... He already has a girlfriend; he doesn't need me... He doesn't even want me! What and I going to do?!

I remember again that I have to push so I do and suddenly I feel a great release, causing me to let out a small exasperated moan and take the baby out of the water right after Chris says that the ambulance is on its way.

He then notices the baby lying against my thighs and his eyes widen. The baby wasn't moving... I do the first thing that comes to mind and clean out his nose and mouth, and right when my pinkie enters his mouth he sucks in a breath and lets out a cry... My little boy...

Suddenly the paramedics enter the bathroom as well as a lady in scrubs. She comes over with some metallic looking blanket that looks like tinfoil and takes the baby from me while the paramedics clip the umbilical cord.

The medics help me up as I notice some bloody puss in the bath, must be the after birth. Chris quickly raps me in a towel and robe. I then notice my white hair is stained in faded blood.

They put me in a gurney and rush me out of the house with Chris hot on their trail. They get in the ambulance when I hear my phone go off in the robe.

I feel for it and answer the call button when the nurse doesn't notice, "Hello...?" my voice breaks. "Sorry for calling so late, but we're almost at Chris's address," I hear Kita from the other side.

"I just wanted to let you know, to get up, because we're getting you and going home, no buts," Kita continues, causing a snicker to be heard on the other end. Lizzy...

"Ma'am, you're not allowed on your phone right now," the ambulance lady says causing Kita to gasp, "Hayley why are you in an ambulance?!" she screeches before I hang up and give the phone to Chris.

We stop at the hospital and they carry me out in the gurney and back to the hospital and into the ICU.

They give me a check-up, along with the baby while Chris shows the woman the video of earlier on to show her that I didn't look or feel pregnant.

"Ma'am you have visitors waiting at the doors but only two at a time could enter," a male nurse tells me. "I want my baby," I tell him, ignoring the previous statement.

"Your baby is healthy, but your results haven't returned yet and in safety of the baby, we're waiting for your results. Now about the visitors...?" he continues.

"I just want my baby..." I say just as the female nurse enters with Lizzy and Kita... No... I want my baby...

I start crying, causing then to hurry over, "No..." I look back at the male nurse angrily, "Give him to me!" I yell, causing him to look shocked as I cry further.

The female nurse comes over with Chris causing Kita to get mad and grab him by the shirt, "You're not going to look so sexy after I beat your face into the ground, now tell me what happened?!" she threatens him, causing him to point at something behind the curtain and just when they reappear I see my baby being carried by the male nurse I yelled at earlier.

He hands me my baby and I hold him to my chest and refuse to let anyone see. In the process, Kita has dropped Chris and slowly made her way to me with big teary eyes, while Lizzy stares shocked while mumbling, 'Not again.'

I lift his head to look at me and his big blue eyes stare up into my soul, causing Lizzy and Kita to gasp. "Fuck me..." Lizzy says and exits the hospital room quickly, causing Lin to slip in and her eyes to practically fall out.

She moves closer and sees the big blue eyed baby, causing her to let out a shaky breath and look at Kita.

I hear a commotion outside and suddenly Ashton enters and rushes over to me. "No way..." he says and moves closer, putting his hand over his mouth unsure and comes stand next to Kita, holding her hand.

"I'm guessing the Holly thing is over," I say and look up into his eyes, causing him to smile brightly, "I want you and Kita to be the first pair of god parents. Then Lin and Michael to be the second pair and then Calum and Lizzy the last since there's no way they'll actually date," I laugh, causing Ashton to giggle.

"You know that you have to tell Luke, right...?" Ashton says turning serious. I look up at him causing my eyes to sting, "And ruin his life...? I can't do that; I love him too much to ruin his life like that. He has a perfectly groomed girlfriend and a perfect life ahead of him, he doesn't need me, or even want me for that matter..." I say and stroke my thumb over the baby's face as his eyes close.

Ashton takes my face in his hands and looks at me incredulously, "Are you mad?! He loves you! And the only reason he's dating that thing is because management told him to sign a contract to help her gain in her career as a model and so far she's getting a bunch of attention so Luke might just be allowed to end the contract," Ashton says not even blinking once.

"She's not Thing... That's insulting to the Addams family..." I say like a stubborn child, making him laugh.

"It's true Hales, we saw the contract and read it and Kita thinks she found a loop hole to end the contract early.

"And what would that be?" I ask her. "So the contract states something about biological difficulty's and I think they meant like if he gets aids or something, but you could change it and use it in different ways because technically if you do a blood test with the baby to make sure it's his to the government, the baby is biologically his and it's a difficulty because he has to help care for it and doesn't have time to help the bitch because of his busy schedule and whalah there goes the contract," Kita says while Ashton frowns at nothing and blinks a few times.

"That's brilliant!" Lin exclaims and rushes out the room only for Michael to enter. Kita looks at the nurse and asks her to do a quick DNA test with the baby and a very unaware Luke.

Michael comes closer with one of those, 'Shit, not again' looks and looks at the baby, causing him to wipe off his face and give me some strange lazy and 'give up' smiles, and you can definitely see he's fed up with this bullshit.

He then looks at Ashton, "This band needs a serious talk because this is the second time one of you impregnated someone and we should probably stop this before Calum magically impregnates Lizzy!" Michael says exasperatedly, causing me to giggle.

Everyone looks at me shocked because this is the first time I giggled in a long time. I look at Michael, "Oh and your one of the second pair of god parents," Causing his eyes to widen and him to fall into the hospital chair, causing Lin and Ashton to chuckle.

"Well at least this is better than the last time we were all in the hospital for the same reason," he says causing Ashton and Kita to stiffen and him to apologize.

The nurse comes back and hands me the papers along with a blue card that reads, 'What is a dad?' And in the inside 'You. You is a dad.'

I laugh at the card and show Ashton. "The DNA test is a match and the blonde man outside is the father, so I suggest you give him the card," the nurse tells me and I give the DNA matching photos to Kita and she exits the room with them and returns quickly.

"I gave then to Symone and she's taking them to the boys' management and trying to end the contract, I'll go talk to Luke and in the meanwhile I think Calum would like to come in," she says and exits the rooms.

Calum comes in and right when he's at my bed and notices the baby he turns around quickly and heads for the door, but Michael catches him.

"Please don't tell me that... Luke...?" he starts, causing me to not and him to wipe his face in the same way Michael did, but then notices my smile and smiles back while frowning a bit.

"Well at least you're happy and I'm sure Luke would be happy too. Now let's go tell the dumbass," Calum says and heads for the door but Michael stops him again, "We already told you we're just waiting for Luke's contract to break with the whore and then we'll tell him, dumbass," Michael says causing Calum to give him a constipated glare.

Kita comes back in, "Symone sent the documents over fax and it's take just a few minutes for them to rip up the contract and call Bitch and Luke. In the meantime, think of a name, yeah?" she tells me.

Think of something with an L, Like Lucius or something," I say causing Michael to frown, "How about Lucifer... It's got a nice ring to it," he jokes causing me to glare at him, "And what do you think Liz would say?" I ask him, causing him to shut up.

"How about we make Lucifer his second name so no one notices and the say Michael did it?" Kita suggests, causing me to smile.

"How about Lucian, it's pretty," Lin suggests. "Well to make it easy let's call him Lucian Lucifer, and call him Luca for short," Lin says and I look at him, "I like the name Lucifer actually. I like it, we'll call him Lucian Lucifer, but only if Luke agrees, it Michael will get the blame with the whole Lucifer thing so I don't'," I say causing Michael to panic. "I was joking! You can't do that!" he tries to change my mind but the nurse already wrote it down causing everyone to laugh.

"Symone comes in with a frowning Luke, causing Michael to get up and hide in the curtain, "Sorry but to be honest I don't want to be in the crossfire when you tell him that name," Michael says causing Ashton to giggle, bro it's not like she named him Satan. Lucifer means morning star and Lucian means light," Ashton explains causing him to lift his phone up and smile.

Luke looks so confused right now, with his red puffy eyes, causing me so smile. Kita gives him the card and he reads it wide eyed as a single tear falls from his broken face.

"Luke..." I say making him look up at me, "Meat your son, Lucian."