A morbid curiosity
spreads down my belly
Sending little tingles
Stripping me away of shyness

I loose touch with reason
And find you doing the same
Ripping apart all my layers
One by one

You love taking down my defences
Till i am left breathless and panicked
Then you leave me there,
Spread open

My fears bind me to the bed
Unable to utter a single word
My eyes flutter in disbelief,
As i sink deeper into my feelings

So please don't try to find my face
While i am trying my best
To lie my way out of
this terrible beautiful thing

So please just go away
If you don't want me
I can stay alone anyway
With this terrible beautiful thing