You make it terrifyingly easy for me
To get over you
Still , I don't know what is kinder
Knowing that i never really knew you
Or never getting the chance to

Blind to reason,
I had imagined us together
Perhaps that's all you can be,
An infallible inspiration
Filling me with warmth

Was there nothing between us
To begin with?
Perhaps i have been wrong in
Feeling more for you
Than him

A murky mirage,
That is all you are now
I can choose to look away
But i don't
And I am afraid i don't know why