[AU, fluff]

Aka part two of crimson paths By snowstormjinx loop song  If U recognize the song u get a cookie 

NOte book writing :

Sakura realized she has an impact on her house mates when Sasori had tried to break her habit of making a nest on the bed. He had started to spoon her with him to try and break her habits .

Long story short , she contaminated him ,he was a bit surprised himself when he spooned her in the form of a circle  a week ago . His eyes went wide he had raised eyebrows  but he liked it better cause I snuggled closer probably He played with my pink locks while I smothered his red ones .

There is a girl with this group she and me randomly burst into sound that came on the radio with a bang , we link our hands and sing like a couple of alley cats the queens of jazz not two girls cooking some food for the boys , the ungrateful children wanted different meals .

I had taken over all the warm spots .oh Kisame just got up from the spot he has been sitting on for an hour to get corn flakes , guess who took over that spot , the  chick with pink hair . '

The ban of misfits loved to poke fun at my hair but, Hidan , Sasori , and the girl who's name is Konan likes my pretty tresses .

Today is a very sad day indeed it is truly a tragic moment I remembered I left all my things at the shared apartment with Sasuke .

"Sasori It's so cold I left all my stuff at our apartment "She whimpers, and I give her a smile, her cheeks are red from the cold plus she's sensitive to the cold, her emotions must have kept her warm at the pond.

"Give me the address, I'll get you some things, it's been a week and this base is cold. You need clothes " I say bluntly and she nods before writing down the address on a napkin.

I look at the pink haired girl and I think maybe I should get her a cat so she wouldn't be too lonely, there's plenty on the streets. It would be like a project to see if they act the same. She lets out a laugh when I poke her nose, and I walk towards the door I look back and she's moving towards the stereo.

"Don't blast it too loud they'll yell at me for you being loud," I say as I leave out the door. Sakura has a wide smile and sticks her tongue out childishly. I notice she doesn't get along with Deidara when she layed her eyes on the blond she cried 'he looked so much like them 'she cried

I get along with Konan all right since I feel like we need to stick together, I jam the music, on it feels right to sway to the music even as they coldness of the wind chills my bones. I sing aloud the sad music on the stereo plays, and nod my head. I need to be able to look at Deidara in the eyes, I can't remember them when I see him or I'll never have any progress.

I need to forget, forget him, forget her, or engrave an impact on this world for them .for Ino, Naruto. I can't compare them to Deidara, even if they both have a wide smile and contagious laughter.

They have the same eyes ,so Blue , so so , Blue  .

I stopped for a second and softly hum, I need to make it up to him 'but how'. I think and I thump my foot to a swing beat, I stop when I get an idea Onigiri . (Rice balls )

I can add jam inside as filling to make it sweet , and cherries as well , maybe I can add tuna and mayo to one . I jump up and down with glee and smile I put on Sasori's clothes .It's been a week since I showered since it's freezing outside, maybe I can try and fix the plumbing to give us water inside  that's a great gift for everyone . Myself included .

I set off to work after putting on some deodorant and a bit of Sasori's scented oils to make sure I don't smell to bad . I de-tangle my long pink locks after some frustrated struggles with the brush kissing the side of my head. 

I take the stereo with me on my shoulder , Jazzy tunes and swing beats play and I nod my head to the music the song reminds me out of something from a mafia movie .

If I was stupid and didn't give a damn this is when I would take a drag and drag my body to death . I start making the rice , and I look for any fillings canned or otherwise in the cabinets . Na fam , the only thing they have is a bottle of jelly  in the fridge , and some canned tuna , as well as some noodles , and a bit of meat from the fridge , it has a broth .

I boil it on the stove and then I give myself a little smile and  I swing my hips like my mother had taught me to dance . I stop and flinch and press pressure on my pulse to calm me I can't think about that either . I smile and look and Deidara comes out of his bedroom , shirt less with only boxers on and I suddenly realize I need under clothes .

I had asked Konan for a change of a bra and panties and I only got two sets , cause I didn't wanna be a burden . I should make some today , at least undies I haven't changed under clothes because I forgot .

"Deidara can I borrow some of your things , since you decide to greet me with a different view this time . "I plea tauntingly . I look at the blonde who gives me a pout and then slaps his knee .'

"What do you wanna borrow , Miss Sakura , yeah "  He says and I bat an eye . "I -nee-d under clothes , or at least spare cloth and some needle and thread "I stuttered at the beginning that's a stab straight through a arm .

"I'm pretty sure there's needles and regular thread in Sasori's room ,I'll share some of my briefs with you and I'll give you anything I don't want so you can make yourself something nice ." Deidara whispers and gives me a smile showing his bright white teeth.

"You can come and eat soon, or tell the others that I'm making food when your done , all right Deidara-san "  "Why are you treating me like this now you wouldn't even give me the time of day before "he remarks one of his blue eyes shining and the other robotic one eyed me worriedly .

"You reminded me of someone I can't live without , and that's all I 'm able to say,after all I don't wanna cry in front of a man "I say with a laugh and his face freezes he wrinkles his nose as if he's trying to sense any lies on me I snap and stop my foot , and do an aboutface .(180 turn )

I stare at the pot of broth , and the rice that's boiling . "It was rude of you to stare "  "So what a pretty thing like you cries when she remembers a man ." Deidara taunts .

"He wasn't even a man yet he was just a boy , not to mention his identical sister , I was a bit too close to them , perhaps is that why I'm so sad . They  died young , in ways they weren't supposed to!!? " I shout and look him in the eyes  , I snarl and turn back to the bubbling pot .  "It was probably an accident Woman !"he replies

"HOw did they die , at least you didn't kill them calm yourself !!" he yells back and pats my shoulder trying to reassure me . " I ..

When I didn't answer he gives me a look of shock . " I had to"I simply reply and after I check on the pot I go to Sasori's room and get a needle and thread and I find a flowing cloth on the ground it's small about the size of a key board but it would do .

I sit on the old sofa and  a small smile greets it , I let out a small puff of air as I relaxed.Taxing myself with a needle and thread adding stitches to the cloth.  The music plays serenely , and I go to turn it up but Deidara beats me to it and the blonde sits next to me .

He gives me a scrunch in his face his blue eyes shining with curiosity , but it stops and he gives  me a look in pain that says you look so young lil girl . "Don't give me that look Deidara, I can sense you have blood on your hands " he gives me a slight once over and lowers his eyes . Probably taking in my pink hair and my small size , these green eyes .

"And I'm not proud of it " He says but I looked at his bare trapped words with a skeptical emerald eye ,' he's not looking at me when he's talking ' and I shiver .

My thoughts end when Deidara starts to smile his eyes are bright and he lets out a laugh . "I like their final moments, they scream , and I remember one girl lit me on fire , oh the pain the metallic irony . For a moment I can feel it the fire she reminded me of you Sakura ." He says and I think  'He's laughing like Naruto did when I killed him why are you laughing like this ' .But I let him continue .

"You have the same walk as her but you have a voice like silk, and from what I could tell you have a battle dance , That girl was just there and gone . And from the looks of it your stuck with us !!"He says with glee a maniacal glint in his eyes with a laugh he presses a thumb on my cheek.

"You lied in the beginning you are proud , you don't feel bad at all " I say softly 'You feel guilty ' I think and I let him fall asleep a few coercing words from the music on the radio , and he's curled up on the sofa after this little out burst . Like a child that has had a long day .

He lets out a healthy sigh and I coax my fingers in his long blond locks and I hope he finds peace in his slumber .

Sasuke were are you now ? I have only a few questions. Will You answer them probably .. .

..

Maybe  I hope so .

I shouldn't put hope on such a tasteless thing , I get back to my sewing .

"Who are you " the red haired man asks as he bags another shirt in , he also adds a blanket into the pack a fluffy one that looked furry.  

" Oh your from the Akatsuki " Sasuke says remembering this man's trademark hair and his red eyes that shine at him in the dark . " Oh your Sasuke, Sakura told me a bit about you  ." He responds .

"She has most of her stuff still packed "I reply . "She was on our hit list , you could've protected her. " Sasori continues his red eyes look at me straight forward ."I only got in the way cause she took the time to talk to me " he continued .

"What do you mean she was on a hit list why didn't you tell me that when you tried to recruit me?! "I shout confused .  "She was added after you said no ,we had no idea she was related to you till later on  " He told me and then he tugged a scarlet colored  piece of his hair behind his ear, I look at the lockets he has in hand they make a sliver jangle and he presses one to his cheek.

"She keeps her favorite things here " I tell him and open the floor board that she likes to keep things under it has a small hole on it but I shrug it off I don't see a thing tho except for the ragged blanket has gone where is it. . "That sounds like her , but if we dig a  little deeper " Sasori starts to move the dirt away  of a spare floor board he finds a mangy kitten and several old cans with pictures rolled inside.  They are more pieces of jewelry inside in a small tin box, like a hair locket dangling on a chain , the brooch I gave her is missing she probably threw it when she got mad

"how come the cat finds it before me? "I says confused and I grab him by the scruff of his collar , his small tail winds around my hands . Sasori grunts and takes the boxes without looking at the contents he puts them into a large suitcase . He looks at the locket in his hands the silver is a beautiful eye catching color and he traces the patterns that were crafted into it with a gentle finger and I clench my fist a bit jealous at the fact that he holds her favorite locket .

When I found her she had so many things on her person the lockets on her hair , so pink and bright in the streets, the leather jacket , and silver studs on her boots , her belt had chains , she had thick handcuffs on delicate looking wrists. When she turned around to look at me I realized they were an accessory she liked them as a bracelets . She had a shimmery dress shirt on with a red tie , the tights were a blue and the shorts that held her belt and chain accessories hanged loosely on her person held by the belt. They weren't hers it seems but everything about her seemed sharp.

I took a picture and the flash made her turn her head and her eyes made me stop soft lime green eyes like the lemon tree in front of my house and she had a look that said if she could see it at least I made a bad choice I thought at that moment .

"Sorry I just thought you would make a good picture it was spur of the moment " I say and she nods like she understands and takes out the paint brushes from her bags , and points towards a brick wall I can't see it from where I stand and I walk with her .

She has a beat as she walked the tip ,tamp of her feet and her steps . She had painted the wall a beautiful blue sky but it was a night sky , the stars glittering and seemed to shine . " Can I stay with you , I got no place to go . " Either she was dumb , or she really had no places to go anymore  so I took her in she did the house work , an was my inspiration she did odd jobs to try and earn her part.

"She was in Love ," Sasori says he doesn't miss a beat and continues "I can tell the look in her face but you've lost her , " He grabs the kitten in my hands , and it relaxes in this strangers hold . I'm curious and I take a whiff I see the cat rarely likes me , but it loves Sakura and anything she touches , I can smell her lotion on his arm .

"You smell like her so ,I can't blame the cat ."I say and my voice comes a bit harsher than I mean for it but I soon stop caring .

He walks off and I clench my fist as he leaves with every piece of Sakura except for some of her pictures I got the original when I took a picture the first time I saw her .

"Can you guess why she is so peculiar ? "  Sasori says I don't need more words .I look at him and I smile "she's nothing special she wasn't some super nova ."

she makes an impact softly subtle she's the kind of a girl I'd look back on and say 'She had a way of words , she likes motorcycles the hum ,the feel the of her jewlery , she didn't like the way I liked to correct things she went to thrift stores, and purposely brought broken things . She liked the month of June because of the sound it had when the word left her lips . I thought these things  but I didn't let them leave my lips .

"You won't even say her name any more , are you not worthy or can you not stand the name anymore .. Sakura , she's important , super important . " He leaves quickly and then looks at me and says" she loved the books" , and throws me my battered copy of Winnie the pooh the one she had in her Lil stash.

The cat meows loudly as he is taken . I never liked that brat anyway, at least I have something to remember her by I grip the book a bit tightly .

A/N : Apple cider is so goood ~

I have one more part left I plan on finishing it soon I hope you enjoy .