february 28th 2021

i knew you didn't love me when you bruised my body
and yet you still wanted it
how sick is that?
did it turn you on to be the only one to bruise it
to be the only one to touch it?
did you like it when i cried?
did you like the fact that i was afraid of you?
you had no right to touch me
to bruise me
and now i've gotta pretend that i've never been touched
not by someone who was kind to me anyways
you bruised me
they took advantage of me
while i was drunk
sitting there
just trying to get out to get into my taxi
i couldn't even see right
walk right
yet i felt the hands
on my hair
on my breasts
on my legs
and now i dont turn my back in front of any guy
and i flinch every time a guy holds me by the wrists
and i know that if anyone would try to take advantage of me
i wouldn't be able to stop them