Sanzo was in the kitchen making a meal that she learned from Hakkai 2 days ago. She was wearing a light blue kimono instead of her usual robe. She made Goku something else. She called everyone downstairs to eat. "Goku here." She gave Goku a plate and sent him upstairs. She then handed Hakkai and Gojyo their food and ran upstairs." Goku this is all you can get this morning. If you thirsty then tell me and then I'll breastfeed you. Ok?" She said once she set foot in Goku's room.

"O-Ok. Can I get some now please?" Goku asked quietly. Sanzo nodded and undid her kimono. "Here." Sanzo said while sitting on the ground. Goku crawled up to her and started to cry little then Sanzo placed Goku under her chest and he started to suck. "Why are you crying?" Sanzo whispered. "B-because I never had a real family and you are like a mommy to me. I want to call you my mom and I want you to call me your son." Goku sobbed.

"I do want you to call me mom and I do want to you my son." She carried Goku like a baby downstairs and sat him on the floor next to Gojyo. " Why are you dressed like a...a baby?" Gojyo said looking at Goku.Goku had a pacifier in his mouth and a diaper and a bib that says 'Mommy's big boy.' Goku looked at Hakkai reached out for him and started making "Mmm...mmm..." noises.

Hakkai bent down and picked him up. "What is he wearing and how did this happen?" Gojyo said."Well, we were up stairs and Goku started to cry. So I calmed him down. I took my gold card and 3 blankets. I tied the 3 blankets together and we went out the window. We went to the store and then the market and came back here." Sanzo explained. Goku giggled and started to nod. Gojyo looked at Goku. Goku started to feel uncomfortable and started to reach for Sanzo. When Sanzo didn't pick him up he started to cry loudly. "Goku shut up! I'm getting a migraine." This made Goku cry even more louder.

"Goku is a baby right now and he is very emotional about everything. Even loud noises." Hakkai said softly so he can't make Goku cry even more. Sanzo walked over to Hakkai and picked Goku up. She started to rock and sway and hum. This calmed Goku down. Once Goku was calm she asked Gojyo to go to the store and buy Goku some toys,diapers, wipes,powder,diaper rash cream,gummy candy, and anything baby related except for bottles,a bed,a crib, and no cigarettes.

Gojyo was surprised by the no cigarettes but he did what he was told. Hakkai looked at Sanzo and Goku for a while. "So your a mommy now?" Hakkai chuckled. "Y-yes. But I don't know and I have no clue how I got him into these baby clothes." Sanzo said while giggling. "Mmm...Mmm..." Goku was laying on Sanzo's chest. He was drifting to sleep but all of a sudden a demon came to town. "Sanzo take Goku and hide." Hakkai ordered.

"But I can still fight and read scriptures. So,why can't I come and help." Sanzo said back. "Because you have Goku now and he is a baby. Now look at him. What do you see?" Sanzo looked down at Goku. Goku was shaking and clenching on to Sanzo. He was ready to cry.

"I see a frightened and scared baby holding on to dear life...holding on to me. Shaking and shivering." Sanzo said with a tone Hakkai recognized then tears was pouring down her face. "Go Hakkai and be careful. Hakkai I love you." Sanzo whispered the last part where Hakkai was the only one who heard it. "I love you too Sanzo." Hakkai said back then he left to fight the demon. "It's ok Goku were safe now." Sanzo said.

She might have said that a little too soon because a demon came up behind Sanzo after she sat Goku down to sleep. The demon took Sanzo by surprise and took her to the bed room. "Mmm...mmm...mmm" Sanzo was screaming while the demon hand was over her mouth. When the demon was in the bedroom he threw Sanzo on the bed and pounced on her. He ripped her kimono off and he had her pinned under him. He turned her on her stomach and forced his 'member' in her entrance.

'It burns so much. Hakkai please save me.' At that moment the demon whispered in her ear. "Good now the baby don't have to die." Sanzo started to cry. The demon started to push harder and harder. Until he met his limit and took his 'member' out of Sanzo and started to cum everywhere. After the demon was done he left Sanzo there crying,shaking, and unstable. Hakkai came running in the inn. He saw Goku awake on the couch staring into space (So he thought) and Sanzo nowhere to be found. So he went to the bedroom and that's when he saw her.

Hakkai went up to her and she scooted away. She was rocking and shaking...she was covered in blood and she was naked. "What happened?" Hakkai whispered."I-I was r-raped b-by a demon." Sanzo sobbed. Hakkai held on to Sanzo. He placed his hands over Sanzo body. It healed her visible wounds but he couldn't fix her in the inside. She was still shaking and rocking. But after awhile she stopped and looked at Hakkai and started to cry. "Oh Hakkai I was so scared.

I was screaming telling the demon to stopped but he said if he did he would kill Goku." Sanzo sobbed and throwing herself on to Hakkai. "There,there it wasn't your fault." Hakkai said. He saw something on Sanzo's head. It was gold with pretty jewels embedded within it. "What is that?" Hakkai asked. "This is a crown I made and enchanted. It's very powerful and I finished it this m-morning." Sanzo said after calming down.

"Enchanted?" Hakkai asked more to himself. Sanzo nodded slowly. Hakkai slow picked up Sanzo and brought her downstairs. She was shaking and crying when Hakkai stepped outside.

"The demon is gone Sanzo you are safe now. Goku is safe now. Ok? I don't want to see you cry and in pain." Hakkai said. "O-ok." Sanzo said in between sobs.

Hakkai sat down with Sanzo in his arms. Goku saw Sanzo and Hakkai and tried to crawl to them but couldn't. So, he just sat there watching them. Once he saw Sanzo crying in Hakkai's chest. He started to cry himself.

"Oh what's wrong Goku?" Hakkai said with his usual smile. Sanzo looked at Goku and she looked at Hakkai. "Thank you Hakkai. Can...get Goku for me?" Santo whispered.

Hakkai nodded and sat the now crying Sanzo in the chair and picked Goku up and placed him in Sanzo's arms. He watched how Sanzo rocked Goku to sleep. Sanzo felt like she was torn away playing what that demon did to her over and over. She felt like crying all over again. 'Why did he rape me?' Sanzo said while trying to fight her tears.

"Are you alright?" Hakkai asked. "Just wondering when Gojyo bring the baby stuff for Goku." Sanzo half lied. Hakkai noticed she lied but didn't press on.

"Hakkai?" Sanzo said in her innocent sweet soft voice. "Yes?" Hakkai said while making tea. "Um...D-do you think I'm pretty,useful,and better this way than my male self?" Sanzo said.

"Yes." Hakkai said sitting a cup in front of her. "Thank you for being honest." Sanzo said. 'I can't let her know.' Hakkai thought.

'I can't let him know what I've done.' Sanzo thought. Sanzo was upset but looked up at Hakkai. Gojyo walked in carrying a lot of stuff. "Um...Sanzo where do I put this?" Gojyo asked.

"Hey your back. Can you put the things upstairs." Sanzo said in a sweet voice. Gojyo went upstairs and placed the stuff down. When he saw blood he came running down the stairs. When he reached the bottom he tried to play it cool.

He sat at the table were food was placed and ate. "Maybe you should take a bath and wash the blood off of you after you eat." Hakkai whispered in Sanzo's ear. "Can you take one with me please?" Sanzo whispered in Hakkai's ear.

Hakkai nodded. When they were done eating Hakkai,Goku,and Sanzo went upstairs to take a bath. Goku went first and then was put to sleep. Then Hakkai and Sanzo. "How are you feeling Sanzo?" Hakkai asked.

Sanzo stayed quiet. She is still scared of what happen. She looked up and tears were running down her face. "Not stable and hurt...*sniff,sniff* I-I just want you to be by me and stay with me and also protect me. When that demon attacked and rape me he didn't just...(Breaks down into tears and put her face in her hands). He didn't just hurt me physically but also mentally Hakkai. I need you now Hakkai. I'm scared...no,no not scared. Terrified Hakkai. So please just-" Sanzo was interrupted by Hakkai pulling her into a hug.

"I'll do all I can to heal you mentally and physically." Hakkai whispered. Sanzo kissed Hakkai. It was a very long kiss. When the kiss departed Sanzo and Hakkai stepped out of the bath and got dress for bed. "Um...Hakkai can I...can I sleep with you tonight?" Sanzo asked trying not to look nervous.

"Of course." Hakkai said. Sanzo got in the bed and waited for Hakkai to get in the bed. When he did she snuggled close to him and fell asleep. 'Oh Hakkai I wish I could tell you so...' Sanji thought. 'What have I done?' Hakkai thought while trying to go to sleep.