I don't know exactly how long it's been since the incident, weeks maybe. I haven't left the ruins since then, everything just seemed. . . Different. No matter how I felt or what I did to try and feel better nothing worked. Sans and Papyrus came by a couple of times but they stopped trying after the third or fourth time. I felt terrible, but I couldn't just tell anyone about my family.
It's just. . . It's too sensitive.

Every day I waited by the ruin door, I don't know why. Maybe I thought Sans would come to get me and it would be easier, but with how deep over dug my grave from the last week I wouldn't be surprised if I never saw or heard from him or Papyrus ever again. That thought stung more than anything, just because I couldn't share what happened and because I couldn't control my emotions I might have lost the two best friends anyone could ever have.
I'm such an idiot. . . Why didn't I just let him in the first time. . . The small argument replayed like it did a thousand times.

"Kiddo, please talk to me," Sans said as he juggled on the door nob. "Come on, do you know how much I've wanted to see you sing and dance. I knew from the second I say you, you were a natural. And I was right! The way you showed all that emotion in just a few moves-"

"Go away! I don't want to talk to you! Can't you just get that through your skull! Go bother Papyrus and just leave me alone!" I was trying to hold back my tears just long enough so I could talk. I didn't want him to ask or say anything about my dancing. I gave it up the same moment my mom did. . .

I clenched my hand into a fist and pushed open the door. I ran through Snowden, I've missed the white snow almost as much as I've missed my friends. When I got to the door I knocked rapidly. The door opened to a tired skeleton in a blue hoodie. I jumped into his arms and quickly started to go apologies. "Oh, Sans! I'm so sorry, I didn't want to let you in. I didn't want you to know the truth. I didn't want you to know why I was down here. . ." I didn't know I started to cry, "Please don't be mad at me, I understand if you are. I said some mean things that I didn't mean."

Sans took a minute to process everything, but he finally hugged back. "Geez, kid, you're being too hard on yourself. It wasn't that bad. You just told me to go away. I knew you'd come back to us when you were ready."