Saji Argelia's Point of View.

"I am saying I love you without your awareness," napatitig ako sa kaniya ng sobrang ganda ng ngiti niya.

"But I remember you said you had a girlfriend," nagtataka kong sabi ngunit mahina siyang natawa, he hugged me. His hands were on my stomach napatitig ako sa kaniya.

"Hyung never stated the time, nagka-girlfriend ako. Ikaw, we broke up yet you're my fiancé." Umawang ang labi ko sa sagot niya.

"Pero may kausap ka at love ang tawag mo sa kaniya." Naningkit ang mata ko ngunit natawa siya.

"I knew it, you'll get it wrong. Love is the law firm's secretary. Love is her name, okay?" Lumabi ako at umirap.

"I thought it's Leona." Bulong ko.

"Hindi naman pala, ako naman pala. Iiyak iyak pa ako bakit ba hindi mo na lang sinabi sa akin una pa lang na 'hoy Saji! Pakasal na tayo.'"

"Malay ko ba kung may special someone ka na? Remember walang linawan na naganap." Ngiwing sabi niya at sumandal sa balikat ko.

"Aren't you going to invite me? If you do I'll say yes already." Nangunot ang noo ko sa sinabi niya.

"Anong invite? Ikaw ang may birth—"

"I guess I'll wait until our honeymoon." My eyes widened as soon as I realized what he's talking about! I smack his chest and give him a glare.

"You're unbelievable!" Singhal ko.

"I am really," he huskily said and leaned, hindi na ako umatras at sinalubong ko na lang ang labi niya. He gently pushed my shoulder until I felt the soft couch on my back, he hovered on the top of me while kissing.

After kissing he looked away and laugh a little. "I get embarrassed now," bulong niya kaya naman ngumisi ako.

Pasimple siyang umayos ng upo sa couch at hinila ako sa naayon na lakas na meron siya at kusa niyang hinawakan ang ulo ko upang isandal sa dibdib niya. "I want to marry you already love, why can't we just set it tomorrow?" Pabulong na tanong niya kung kaya't natigilan ako at seryosong tinitigan ang sing sing.

"I want it to be have a date so I get nervous and excited before our wedding."  Nakangiting sabi ko at hinawakan ang kamay niyang may sing sing.

It has little diamonds on the outside this looks really expensive but mine has a big diamond and little on the side corners.

"They're beautiful," wika ko.

"It's so pretty, whenever I'm staring at it I remember how your tears and your lips met this ring." I said in a low tone trying to remember what happened a year ago.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you back then, I made you take sessions." Napayuko ako at bigla ay naging emosyunal, sa kahihiyan ay tinakpan ko ang mukha ko.

"I feel so guilty," bulong ko.

"It's okay, I'm alright now. You did that to save our life, my parents are already old and I'm thankful for what you did. I appreciate it so much," wika niya at pinahid ang mga luha ko.

"Don't cry na, you cried a lot this day. Enough na okay?" Lumabi ako at itinago ang mukha ko sa dibdib niya.

"The thought of watching you marry other woman hurts me a lot, how could you make me think of that huh? You should have tell me once you find out!" Nagmamaktol kong sabi dahilan para mahina siyang matawa.

"You might cry while reaching our destination, but once we reached it I'll promise to make you smile and happy with me and our future babies." Mahinang sabi niya sa akin, pulling me closer to him.

"I'll make you have your final walk, I'll let you hear doves sing. I'll make you the happiest woman in my whole damn world, so be my moon forever." My smile plastered, it can't be stop.

"Don't make vows in front of me," natatawang sabi ko dahilan para yakapin niya ako at halikan sa noo.

"Should I surprise you with my vows?" Tanong niya.

"Of course you should! That's how novels—" nahihiya akong tumigil.

"Oh so you read romance novels huh?" Nakangisi niyang sabi dahilan para makagat ko ang ibabang labi.

"No, I read erotic novels." Nanlaki ang mata niya at mabilis na nag-iwas tingin.

"You got me there huh, I can't say a word anymore." He stated that made my brows furrowed.

"Yet you said those words." Naningkit ang mata niya sa sinabi ko.

"That was my line love," sita niya.

"Uh huh?"

"That too," he licked his lips that made me smile.

"Luh, ako na naman?" Nang-aasar kong sabi dahilan para irapan niya ako at ngumisi.

"You memorized me well, how many kids do you like?" He stated.

"You said you don't plan—"

"Yeah I remember that I preferred finding out how much I can make rather than planning, how about we find out now?" Napakurap ako sa tanong niya dahil hindi siya mukhang nagbibiro.

"Huh?" Nahihiyang tanong ko, kunyare ay hindi naunawaan ang sinabi niya.

"Acting innocent yet your face is so red, I might think you're a tomato." Ngumuso ako at nag-iwas tingin.

"Let me have courage first okay?" Natawa siya at napailing iling.

"Just kidding," bulong niya.

"Kidding again?!" Inis na singhal ko.

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"Then let's—" I sat on his lap that made his eyes widened, his lips were parted and eyes were visibly sharp.

"Let's find out then," bulong ko at sinimulang halikan ang labi niya hanggang sa tumugon siya at hawakan ang leeg ko upang hindi lumayo ang labi ko sa labi niya.

My heart was racing fast that made me pant easily. I gripped on his shoulders he kissed me like his thirsty for it, between our kisses he plastered a smirk before kissing my cheek down to my jaws.

I felt his friend became hard as steel, it made me think impulsive that I moved on his lap pushing myself closer to his that made him groaned. His kisses are now on my neck his hands are inside my clothes on my waist.

He roamed his hands with respect that made me feel more steamy, I bit his lips gently but he removed my coat and just throw it away. I smirked and removed his tuxedo that made him removed his hand inside of my clothes.

I started unbuttoning his top, his black long sleeved button up polo. I stopped him from kissing my neck and leaned to reach his lips and kiss it, pinning his back on the couch that made him smile. After opening his 3 buttons I pulled my lips away and stared at his hard built chest that made me bit my lips.

"Why?" His voice started to sound so husky, I stared at his eyes.

I licked my lips and continued unbuttoning his top, "you sure want to watch my reaction huh?" He asked that made me smile playfully.

"Uh huh."

"Oh that," he bit his lips and stop himself from smiling.

Nakatitig lang siya sa akin habang inaalis ko ang polo niya at ng tuluyan ko ng maalis 'yon ay binuksan ko 'yon dahilan para makita ko ang nagwawala niyang katawan. Fuck how could you hide this kind of sculpture?

"You're drooling, stop it." He sermon that made me smile but he leaned and started kissing me again, deeper and different from how he used to kiss me.

But he stopped and grabbed his phone that made me think why, he played something that made my eyes widened. "You are so—" he cuts me of with a kiss.

He played the song Still Into You by Paramore.

'Cause after all this time, I'm still into you.

I should be over by the butterflies but I'm into you.

What a man.

I can't believe we kissed deeply after the music is done and my eyes immediately opened when the next song played. Our kisses never stopped, but the song is making me want to cry.

The Only Exception by Paramore.

'When I was younger I saw my daddy cried and curse at the wind

He broke his own heart and I watched as he tried to reassemble it

And my mama swore that she would never let herself forget

And that was the day that I promised, I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

My tears flowed that made him stop, he smiled at me and stated the words. "Darling you are the only exception." Napapikit ako ng halikan niya ako sa noo at yakapin ng itago ko ang mukha sa leeg niya.

"The song is so beautiful," bulong ko.

"So are you," he replied.

After that song I think he's crazy enough yet he kissed me again. "Can you stay up all night? Fuck me 'till the daylight." I heard his chuckled after hearing the lyrics kaya napalo ko siya sa dibdib.

But that's when he started. "Thirty-four, Thirty-five huh? Asshole!" We both laugh, he removed my top and touch my chest that made me bit my lip hard.

"Freak," bulong niya at halos matakpan ko ang bibig when he started to leaned forward on my chest and play the sensitive part of my chest.

I grabbed his hair trying not to moan not until someone knocked on the door I was so nervous about it but he covered my mouth using his palm. "Sir, we reached the island already." The voice on man said.

"Okay, you can go ahead." Simpleng simple iyong sinabi ni Kent Axel at muling ginawa ang ginagawa dahilan para mabaliw ako sa sensasyon na binibigay niya.

"We're already here," bulong ko sa kaniya but he didn't give a damn and kissed it like how he did to my lips that made my closed my eyes and cover my own mouth.

"L-Love," kinakabahan kong bulong.

"Don't be nervous, I surely locked the door." Mahinang bulong niya eyes were darkened while the moon became our light.

After playing with my mounds his kisses lowered that made my face red. "L-Love," kinakabahan kong bulong.

He gently grabbed my pink slacks that made me gulped. I closed my eyes when his eyes met it, I feel so shy! When I felt the coldness down there I know he did a successful pull.

Bahagya siyang lumayo at doon ako nagbukas ng mata ngunit halos manlaki ang mata ko sa gulat kahit marahan niyang pinadaan ang daliri doon. "Damn you're going to drown me." Bulong niya, I get what he's saying! Nakakahiya!

Pulang pula ang mukha ko ngunit muli na siyang pumatong sa akin buhat buhat niya naman ang buong timbang ngunit napapikit ako ng kasabay ng pagdampi ng labi niya sa labi ko ay ang pagdampi ng daliri niya sa pinaka-sensitive na parte ng ibaba ko!

He spread my legs gently and played with my clit that made me moan, he stopped kissing me and started watching me that made me more shy! "Kent Axel!" Singhal ko dahilan para mahina siyang matawa.

"Jeez my fiancé is shy and is so red," he teased that made me cover my face using my palm.

Not until his thumb had a routine down there, he circularly massages it using his thumb that made my lips parted and tried not to moan but my legs shake. "Uhh." Nakagat ko ang ibabang labi.

"Huh." He continued that made me smack his chest.

He gently massaged it, I moan his name that made him smirk. "Now you got what you got huh?" He whispered and kissed my cheeks.

"I know what I'm doing so don't make me look innocent just because you're my first girlfriend." Hindi ko nagawang magsalita ng maramdaman ko ang nag-wawala sa loob ng puson ko hanggang sa nangyari na ang nangyari ay napansin ko na baon na baon ang kuko ko sa braso niya.

"I didn't know you're a cat person lov—"

"Shut it!" Hiyang hiya kong sabi at napansin ko ang ngisi niya ng makita na nagkalat ako sa couch.

"Magtataka na sila bakit ang tagal natin," bulong ko sa kaniya but then to my surprise he started cleaning me using his own mouth! I gasped and reached for his hair and grabbed it.

"Uh fuck." He murmured. I gasped when I felt his finger enter me, those fingers thrust into me. It feels like being tickled you can't understand the feeling if it's good or it really tickled that you wanted it to stop.

After making me feel that I was about to explode again he stopped and but his lips while staring directly at my eyes. He removed his bottoms that made me gulped as I saw his friend. Napakurap ako ng maraming beses but then he called me.

"Look up, Saji." Nahihiya at namumula ang mukha kong sinunod siya.

He's freaking huge bigla ay parang gusto kong umatras. "T-That would be painful r-right?" Kinakabahan kong sabi that made him nod.

"It is so tell me if I have to stop already," his voice were calm and there's a hint of concern.

"Y-You can continue," mahinang sabi ko. He positioned himself above that made me more nervous, my hands were cold and it's sweating.

I felt his tip that made me pushed myself up, tinignan niya ako dahil sa ginawa ko ay napalayo ako sa kaniya. "S-Sorry," bulong ko at nahihiyang inayos ang sarili.

He smiled and slowly entered his friend that made me tear up, mariin kong kinagat ang labi ko hanggang sa naramdaman ko na ang kaunti no'n ay inabot niya ang labi ko at hinalikan. Sinusubukan niya akong i-distract but it's really painful.

"A-Aw.."

"Sorry love.." Bulong niya at hinalikan ang noo ko.

"Should I stop? Does it hurt so much?" Umiling ako.

"Continue, it will not hurt later on." Pabulong kong sagot kung kaya't hinalikan niya na lang ako sa marahan na pamamaraan kung kaya't ng dahan dahan na siyang gumalaw ay unti unti ng nawala 'yon.

Bumilis ng bumilis ang pag galaw niya hanggang sa panay mahihinang mura ang naririnig ko sa bibig niya, while me? I wanted to salpak some freaking bread in my mouth from moaning nonstop.

"Ah Kent Axel.." I moaned again that made me gasped.

"I-I can't come inside, I'm not using any condom—"

"J-Just do it!" I gasped and arched my back. Nails were on his back scratching because of the pleasure.

"W-What?" Kinakabahan at nag-aalangan niyang sabi kung kaya't ipinikit ko ang mata at niyakap siya ng maramdaman ko ang kakaibang init sa puson ko na para bang may sasabog. Kakaiba sa pakiramdam hindi tulad ng kanina.

"Love.."

"A-Are you sure?" Bulong niya mula sa tenga ko.

"I am, oh please.." Hindi ko na ininda ang hiya at basta basta ko na lang naramdaman ang mainit na bagay sa loob ko at ang malutong na mura ni Kent Axel habang ang katawan niya ay nasa ibabaw ko.

Sobrang hingal na hingal kaming dalawa, he fixed himself and fix my hair. Tinitigan niya ako bago hinalikan sa labi at tsaka namin pinagkasya ang katawan sa couch, he hugged me from the back and gently kisses my nape.

"I love you, I still do after everything." Bulong niya dahilan para harapin ko siya at sumandal sa dibdib niya, ramdam na ramdam ko ang sakit no'n sa ibaba ko ngunit dahil sa mainit na katawan ni Kent ay antok na antok ako.

"Is it really okay that I come inside?" Kinakabahan niyang tanong, reassuring if it's really okay.

"It's alright," bulong ko.

"You have to marry me next month then," he stated that made me stare at him. He pushed his hair back and smile.

"So that before I got you pregnant we're already married, expect it in few weeks." Bulong niya sa mismong tenga ko dahilan para matawa ako at mahina siyang paluin.

"Masakit ba?" Nag-aalala niyang tanong at ipinatong ang kamay sa tyan ko kung kaya't dahan dahan akong tumango.

"It hurts.."

"But it's okay," bulong ko pa.

"I said honeymoon, god." Bulong niya at napapikit.

"I even said to myself that I'll marry you untouched." Reklamo niya kaya natawa ako.

"Attorney, should we forget what happened today—"

"No, don't you dare. It'll remain our secret, best secret." His lips rose up that made me jokingly slap his chest, he touched his chest and looked at me.

"I love you so much, my moon." He whispered and leaned to kiss my forehead that made me close my eyes and wrapped my arms around his waist.

I love you, sasabihin ko na lang 'to sa mismong kasal natin love.

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@/n: Okay kain muna tayo yelo HAHAHA chour! Good luck and keep safe always!