Mohabbat
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Another one shot ❤
A bit sentimental though. Bear with it 😉
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Mohabbat ho ya jung, kehte h hr cheez jayaz hoti h, pr mujhe aisa ni lgta. Dono mei hi jhoot aur dhokha kbhi jayaz ni ho skte.
Log second chances mei bhi believe krte h aur mai to isme bhi vishwas ni rkhti. Once a cheater, always a cheater. Ek cheater ko second chance dekr hm khud ko hi bewakoof sabit krte h sirf, aur kuch bhi ni kyunki vo to kbhi ni badlte pr unhe hme firse takleef pahuchane ka licence jaroor mil jata h.
Jo cheezein kitabe ni sikha pati, zindagi sikha deti h aur fir practical understanding is always better than theoretical. Kitabon ne ye to sikhaya ki dil tutne pr kaisa mehsoos hota h, pr ye ni sikha payi ki us takleef ko bardasht kaise kre... Ye to sikhati h ki ek naye sire se zindagi shuru krni chahiye, pr kaise? Ye kisi kitab mei ni likha, na hi koi smjha skta h. Ye sirf zindagi sikhati h.
Kaise thokre khane ke baad, kadam ko smbhalna h, kaise us toote hue dil ko vapas uske hisso se milwana h, kaise khud ko ye smjhana h ki nahi, ab vo hmara nhi. Actually, vo kbhi hmara tha hi ni, bas dil ko ye galatfehmi thi aur dimag ne kbhi ise dur krne ki koshish ni ki.
Lekin itna sb hone, janne ke baad bhi hm is pyaar naam ke dhokhe mei pdte h, iss surfire dil ki baaton mei aakr, khud ko unhe saup dete h jo hmare kaabil hi ni, jo kisi ke bhi kaabil ni.
Haan ab mohabbat ni h tujhse mujhe, lekin ab bhi teri kadmo ki aahaton se dil machal jata h, saas bhar jati h aur nigahe tujhe dhondhne mei jaan lga deti h. Aur jaise hi tu saamne aae, jhuk kr, apni kamzori bhi bayan kr deti h.
Haan ab vafa ki khwahish bhi ni h tujhse, lekin fir bhi tujhe kisi aur ke sath dekh kr aaj bhi dil-o-jaan mei angare se baras jate h, mann krta h jaan le lu, uski bhi aur khud ki bhi, uski kyunki usne tumhe chhuya aur khudki, kyunki mai ni chhu skti.
Haan ni chahiye ab tumhara sath mujhe, pr aaj bhi jb kbhi tanha hoti hoon, nazarein sirf tumhe talashti h, bheed mei bhi tumhe dekhne ki guzarish krti h aur dil, vo to h hi bewakoof, jo aaj bhi tumhari aahatein mehsoos krne ki koshish krta h, purane dino ko yaad krke, tumhari maujoodgi ko jeene ki koshish krta h.
Ni chahiye tumhari mohabbat, aur na hi tumhara sath. Haqeekat se samjhauta kr liya h maine, lekin fir bhi na jane kyu, aaj bhi kahi dil ke kone mei dabi khwahish ho tum, dhadakano se aati khanak ho tum, saanson ki aahat ho tum, meri zindagi ho, meri ibadat ho tum.
Hmara sath chahe jitna bhi rha ho, pr tumhari maujoodgi aaj bhi mere saye mei h, tumhari khushboo aaj bhi meri ruh mei basi h aur tum, mujhme to sirf tum hi tum ho. Meri saanson ki khankaar ho tum, meri dil ki dhadak, mera guman ho tum.
Bht koshish ki is dil ko smjhane ki, bht se tareeke aazmae pr ye kambakht ab mera h kaha jo meri sunega? Ye to tumhara ho chuka h, aur bhale hi ab hm, hm ni h, pr ye to aaj bhi tumhara hi h. Ni maana, aur ab smjh ni aa ra ki kru to kya?
Tumhare bina khud ko soch bhi ni skti thi, to jiyu kaise? Ise aadat kaho, ishq ya pagalpan, pr ye jo bhi h, tumse hi shuru aur tumpr hi khtm h. Agar iss zindagi mei tum ni, to ye zindagi ni.
Busdil, bewakoof, pta ni kya kya kahenge log, pr ab koi raasta ni bacha h, mohabbat ni ibadat the tum, aur jiski jiska khuda hi usse muh mod le, bhala us bnde ke liye bachega? Ab to iss dil ko smjhate hue bhi thak gyi hoon.
Tumhi kehte the na, bht ziddi hoon mai, haan vo to hoon hi, lekin tum meri zid ni, meri zaroorat the, jaise jeene ke liye saans lene ki zaroorat hoti h, bilkul vaise hi. Meri saanse, dhadkan, raahat, ibadat, mohabbat, sb kuch tum the, tum ho aur hmesha rhoge.
Tumse to ab shikayat bhi ni ki jati, mai jo krne ja ri hoon, janti hoon galat h pr koi raasta ni bacha ab. Pta ni tumhe koi fark pdega ya ni, pr fir bhi tumse btana sbse zaroori smjhti hoon.
Pdh kr jala dena, mai ni chahti tum pr ungliyan uthe, ja ri hoon, sbse dur. Vaha, jaha dil ke haathon mazboor ni hongi, jaha aaram se baith kr tumhe yaad kr paungi, tumhare baare mei soch paungi.
Mai ja rhi hoon, tumse itni dur, jitni tumhare dil se ho gyi hoon. Apna khyal rkhna.
Tumhari aur sirf tumhari.
Sanyukta
A tear drop fell on her name and he took a deep breath. Caressing the letter, he closed his eyes, hugging it tightly.
"Oh hello Mr. " He immediately wiped his tears and stood up to look at his wife, who was standing with her hands on her hips, looking irritated.
"God Randhir! Don't tell me tu fir se us letter ko pdh ke ro re tha! " She said snatching the letter from him.
"Agar mai us din ni aaya hota to tu—" He let out a sob causing her to roll her eyes.
"To meri foreign trip ho jati! Mar thodi rhi thi mai, achhi khasi London ja ri thi 'dil tuti chhutti' manane, tune bilkul time pe aake sb kharab kr diya. " She said twisting her lips.
"Sanyukta yaar. " He took her in a tight hug. "I'm sorry, ek chhoti si misunderstanding ki karan kitna kuch ho gya. " He cried.
"Randhir yaar, it's been five years now! Kb tk aise roega, ye roz roz aansu aa kaise jate h tere? " She asked wiping her husband's tears.
"I just love you so much! Pta mai kitna dar gya tha. " He sobbed.
"Aww mera baby, but abhi to sb thik h na? To ab kyu ro ra h? Shant ho ja aur maine letter mei likha tha na ki isko jala dena? Tune aise roz rone ke liye rkha h kya? Mai hi jala deti hoon. " She said breaking the hug.
"Ni ni please, rehne de, kitna sahi likha h yaar tune. Aise mt jala aur vapas se mere paas aa. " He said taking her in a tight hug.
"Mai tere paas hi hoon, aur hmesha rhungi. " She said pecking his chest.
"Pakka? " He asked causing her to chuckle.
"Promise." She promised with a smile.
"I love you. " He reminded.
"I love you too. " She replied taking him in a lip lock.
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