Thank you so much for reading and I really hope you like it! I had this idea, but it took my seriously forever to write, so this is just part 1, please please please let me know if you want a part  2! as always please keep comments clean and Patton-friendly!

I'm super sorry if this is half-baked and doesn't make any sense, please just comment, and I'll work on editing it when I have some time.

warnings: cyber-bullying type stuff, Anger, jealousy, drama, toxic and potentially mildly abusive relationship, being played, cheating. (that's all I can think of but please let me know if you find anything

you ran, the cool wind whipping around your face as your feet landed heavily, ignoring the loud footsteps behind you as tears streamed down your cheeks, this was never what you'd ever dreamed what would happen, but I guess it's not often one daydreams about betrayal.

this whole picture reminded of something, you dreamed would happen. a dream, funny word, as they often lead to heartbreak rather than fame, or love. they leave you crumpled on the ground, cold tile beneath your feet as you listen, your heart aching, the feeling your throat would burst from the lump that had formed there.

you remember that dream, that sweet daydream. the warm breeze would past, fluffing your hair, you'd turn when someone gently grabbed your arm, turning you around. and there he would stand. the jacket lightly falling of his shoulder, his multicolored eyes would hypnotize your own, as his chestnut brown hair fluttered over his eyes. and he'd open his mouth to say-

"Hi!" the cheery chirp of your favorite 1st grader rung out, as you felt a hug attack on your leg, the little brown-haired boy smiling up at you with big chocolate eyes and a tooth missing. as he bounced around a little.

"what's going on today, little monkey?" you asked, kneeling down to look him in the eye as he continued to beam.

"I have a fingerpainting project today!" Emile shouted, jumping up and down a little, his eyes still bright and twinkling.

"that's so cool! you'll have to show me after!" you said with a huge smile, as Emile smiled back. you saw his older brother now running up, the tall emo that seemed completely opposite to Emile, yet similar too, they had the same button nose and freckles, the emo a bit paler but nobody really cared.

"hey, you've got to get to school." Virgil said, out of breath. as he shifted his gaze to you, then Emile, who was hugging you tightly. Emilie hugged you once more before turning his little head up to Virgil.

"I just wanted to say hi to my bestest friend in the world! I missed them!" Emile said, squeezing you a tiny bit more before running over with Virgil who was waiting to cross the street. after they did and were safely across, Emile was dropped off and Virgil walked over, waving at you.

you weren't sure if you'd consider Virgil a friend or not, he's wonderful in group projects and always listens to you, but you'd really just met him. one good thing about being close to Virgil is that Virgil was close to Him...

"Virge, can you please introduce me to your group... I really really want to meet them." you said, looking over at Virgil who seemed to tense, staring at you a bit.

"w-why? they're not very fun anyway." Virgil said nervously, but you merely smiled at him.

"Please! I really really want to meet them." you asked again and Virgil seemed to cave with a long sigh, holding out his hand for you to follow.

you approached the group, your stomach flipflopping as you looked at the different people, one kid with a mustache, a rare ability in high school, one in sunglasses, iced coffee in hand, then the ringleader. the boy in the hat. Virgil waved, his arm around your shoulders in a subconscious protective manner.

you saw the sunglasses one pulling his sunglasses down, the mustache boy staring at you with a raised eyebrow, and the special one turning, his perfect skin and eyes as he smiled at you. you felt Virgil's grip tighten a tiny bit but you didn't think too much about it.

"the name's Remy" the sunglasses guy said, as the mustache man turned.

"Remus, but you can call me Duke, Sugarplum." the mustache man said with a wink, you blushed but scoffed, ignoring the growl coming from Virgil.

"ignore him, doll... Janus, and what's your name?" Janus said, leaning over you with a smirk as your face erupted in a blush.

"y/n..." you mumbled softly, as Janus smiled wider.

"I'm sure such a good-looking person like yourself has people falling all over you to go to the dance, huh?" Janus asked, getting into your personal space as his cologne floated around.

"n-nobody's asked me..." you said, a flush covering your cheeks.

"how could such a cutie like you not have been asked? it's a shame really, well I'll change that, come to the dance with me." Janus said with a smirk as you nodded slowly.

"I think we should get to class." Virgil said, wrapped his arm around your shoulder and pulling you away from the group, biting his lip hard, as he glanced at you, his whole aura seeming deflated. but you were too caught up in a dream to notice.

things continued from there, Janus kissing you during the slow dance, you both soon becoming the gossip of the school, how would THE Janus like someone like you. you were the envy of the school, and the lover of Janus.

he'd see you every day, a single sunflower, a swift kiss on your cheeks or lip before each class. a date once a week, and sitting close to Janus during lunches, as he fed you small things, acting lovey-dovey. your dreams.

what you failed to notice though was during this time, Virgil seemed to grow into his shell, he barely spoke, often staring at you, his gorgeous chocolate eyes lingering, he seemed to just be off, you should have placed why but in that moment you couldn't.

he became more distraught the longer it was, you were currently going through your 3 month anniversary of being together with Janus. it was a lovely cool afternoon, the sun still shining brightly.

  After dropping Emile off at a movie Sunday afternoon in his school Virgil called you. both of you meeting in the park as he bit his lips, pulling his hair nervously as you stared, wondering what was bothering your friend so much. but he turned to you with guilt in his eyes before opening his mouth.

"I wouldn't tell you this, if I didn't really really care about you, but I do... Janus, isn't being honest with you." Virgil said, forced, as if the words would never come naturally, as he grew even more anxious under your concerned gaze.

"what?" you asked, turning to face Virgil as he hesitantly pulled out a phone and headed to his messages, logging into a group chat. his scared gaze glancing at you before turning it towards you to see the pictures.

Snake-Boi : I am seriously so done with all of this

Pine-Cone-Panda: why don't you just dump them already, you've had the fun you wanted to have

Starbucks Sass: yeah, they're totally killing the mood

Emo-Misfit: y/n is such a sweet person, why would you only date them for 'fun'... that's... not okay

Starbucks Sass: Nobody asked you

Emo-Misfit: this is seriously really awful of you guys, do you know how much y/n loves you?

Snake-Boi: I am aware of that little mouse's feelings, why do you think I had so much fun with them in the first place?

Virgil showed you it, nerves racking his system as tears gathered in your eyes as you stared, holding your head, holding it tight, as tears slipped down your cheeks. Janus wouldn't do this, Janus couldn't do this...

"how could you lie to me like this?! Janus would never do something like that!" you cried, standing up, without knowing how to process anything. you took a look at Virgil's hurt face as his eyes glossed before you turned running, that's all you ever seemed to do...

Thank you so much for reading and I really hope you liked it. again sorry if it was bad, I've had literally no time to really write this week, so hopefully more update will come over Christmas Break, I'll hopefully get all the requests finished by then, I'm so sorry they've been so late. as always please don't hesitate to request (I promise I'll get to them eventually) as always the artwork isn't mine so please give credit to the amazing artist, please remember you are loved and special!

Have a Fantastic Day!

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