Touch aversion

(A little projecting my own problems onto Logan again~ There's what SEEMS to be unsympathetic Roman, Remus, and Patton but they just don't understand –OR they could be unsympathetic if you want-)

Scenario-

Logan is touch starved, that's a fact and a half- but Logan also doesn't like to be touched. Not from strangers or even his own friends, he just didn't like it without his consent or even sometimes he just didn't like it. He knew with anyone else- he would call it an anxiety disorder and say that it was logical to not like being touched- but with himself, he thought it was illogical and just something stupid that he shouldn't feel. But he still never allowed anyone to touch him, well... TRIED to not allow anyone to touch him. He never told anyone about his anxiety with being touched but Virgil, of course. He told Virgil nearly everything because Virgil understood lots of his problems. Janus never really touched him besides with his cane but even that would spiral him into a mini-panic since he knew Janus was doing it, he seemed to understand though whenever Logan would freak and try to get the cane away as fast as possible so he rarely did it unless for the other's safety. But Remus, Roman, and Patton never understood or even noticed. Remus would tackle him from behind in a hug and Logan would just freeze and squirm on the floor under him, nearly in tears as he tried to subtlety beg for Remus to get off of him but Janus or Virgil would find Logan in near tears with Remus clung to him, getting the intrusive man off as quick as possible. Roman would lift him up or throw him over his shoulders, causing the other to tense and hit on his chest or back as he scolded at him to stop and put him down but would only get put down after Virgil would shout at him in panic. Patton was the worst, he would touch Logan any time he could; Grabbing his arms, holding his hand, patting his head, hugging him from behind, sitting extremely close to him, and all kinds of other stuff. He didn't understand whenever Logan would freeze and try to scoot or pull away in panic, he just assumed Logan found affection to be illogical. Janus caught on really quickly and after Virgil confirmed that Logan got extreme anxiety from being touched without consent or even in general. Logan expected Janus to find out so he wasn't surprised when Janus suddenly started rambling that Logan should tell the other three about his Haphephobia but he just said that he couldn't bring himself to accept that he had an illogical fear. So, even though Janus and Virgil didn't like each other, they got together to get the three from touching Logan without consent. They just needed to figure out how and even if the others would understand. Continue...

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