Somehow, Virgil found himself at some dumbass club. He wasn't even having fun, He was just sitting at the bar, swirling his drink... 

Why even bother getting drunk. It won't help.

Virgil sighed when Roman grabbed his shoulder and spun him around in his chair. Sure enough, Roman was with his girlfriend...

That's right Virgil, he's straight. Stop kidding yourself.

Virgil quickly downed the thick, clear liquid in his glass after Roman had yelled something along the lines. "Come dance Vee!" and tugged on his arm like a toddler.

It had been a few hours and despite all the begging, all Virgil had been doing was watching Roman and his girlfriend dance... he wasn't really much of a dancer anyway. Only Roman could really get him to dance.

They look so in love... 

Flash Back:

Virgil was fifteen, he had just been pulled out of school and put into a homeschooling system due to some serious bullying. Because of this he didn't have a lot of friends... actually, He only had one.

School was out for the summer and Virgil's parents had left for the week. So, that gave Virgil the idea to invite Roman over... which led them to where they are now.

It was midnight and every door in the house was locked, the blinds were shut and they had music on... but that got shut off. <A/N So what was even the point in saying it??>

"Ro, what if it was a gunshot? What if they're headed here next!?"

Roman chuckled, closing and locking the bathroom door. "Well, I doubt that'll happen but I respect your fears. That might be why your sitting in a bathtub wrapped in blankets and eating my ice cream."

Virgil just smirked and took another small bite of the ice cream. "You brought it."

Roman chuckled and sat across from Virgil. "Wanna play a game?"

"Why not..."

Roman smiled and sat up a little straighter. "Alrighty... Truth or Dare?"

Virgil smirked and rolled his eyes, setting down the empty tub of ice cream and squeezing himself in the blankets a bit more. "This game is stupid."

"Just answer it!"

Virgil huffed and crossed his arms, preparing himself for whatever obscenery Roman had in hand for him "Dare" 

As the night went on they continued to play the 'stupid little game' enjoy each others presents event more... then:

BAM!

Roman and Virgil jumped, then looked at each other and laughed a bit. "Oh my god, Ro!" Virgil's white dress shirt slowly began to turn red as Virgil leaped to pull Roman away from the bathtub's faucet and to examine the fresh wound on his back.

"I-I'm fine... 'tis meerely a small cut." 

"Stop trying to be cliche, and no... it's fucking huge!" Roman turned and looked back at Virgil. "No worries my love. It's just a flesh wound am I correct?"

Virgil nodded and swallowed dryly.

oh my god what if he dies? This is all my fault, he's gonna fucking die... T-That's blood. Wait did he just say 'My Love'?

"Then we shall rest for now. We've been up for days."

Virgil just stared blankly at Roman for a second, and Roman at Virgil until Vee did something unfathomable. He closed the gap in between their lips causing Roman's eyes to wide and then close and unconsciously kiss back.

A few moments later Roman panickedly pulled away and shook his head. "I-I'm sorry... I'm straight Vee."

Virgil just nodded and laid back in the bathtub. "It's okay... just promise you'll always be my friend."

That's right... he's straight.

Roman gave Virgil a sad smile and laid on top of Virgil. "Is this okay?"

A lovesick smile spread across Virgil's face as he held onto Romans waist and closed his eyes. "...fine."

Present:

That same love-sick smile spread across Virgil's face, all these years later as he watched Roman and his girlfriend lovingly dance.

A single tear fell down his cheek as his throat felt choked... after all these years and he's still in love.

Virgil sighed and decided to walk off to the bathroom, thoughts of that night when he was fifteen in his bathroom on his mind. What Virgil didn't see is that Roman noticed that Virgil left.

Where'd he go?

Roman left his girlfriend to go looking for Virgil, and when he found him... he was a sobbing mess, his eyeshadow everywhere, face soaked in tears...

Roman sighed and sat against the wall next to Virgil. "What's going on?" Virgil shook his head and pushed Roman away. "Y-you c-can't h-help!"  Roman's eyes widened as he examined his friends state... every time Roman has ever offered an assist, Verge has taken it.

What's going on? I thought we were having a good time...

"Of course I can... please, let me care for you."

Virgil shook his head and continued to sob, he never thought that he'd be this pathetic to breakdown at a fucking club in their nasty ass bathroom.

Virgil wiped his tears and before he could reply, he took a few moments to calm down. "Y-you can't c-care for m-me..."

Roman looked at him confused "What do you mean? I'll always care for you, 92 times over."

There was a moment of silence, then Virgil sighed and said:  "I love you ya dolt, I have ever since we were fifteen. Even before then. I understand if you don't love me back because you're 'straight' right."

Roman just sat there, eyes wide and mouth open. He wasn't quite sure what to do... In all the years he's known Virgil, He's only done one thing that's outspoken... and that was kiss him!

"I-I uh,.. Vee."

Virgil shook his head and stood up. "It's okay... I understand." He was getting ready to walk out when Roman pinned him on the wall and kissed him >I'm sorry XP.... It's cheesey, cliche, and detailed..>

Roman smiled and looked Virgil in the eye. "Who's the dolt now?"

Then, his girlfriend walked in.

The End:

So, this whole emotional ordeal is based off of a chapter in my life...(that I'm still struggling to go through)  

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 So, in the flash Back is everything that happened between a girl and I. Basically I'm Virgil and She's Roman.(Sorta... there was no kiss, instead we called a boy and he admitted that he was.. and I quote "Beating his meat" ........ XP.... but she did find out I enjoyed her presents more than I would like to admit)

Everything else outside of the Flash Back is just my imagination from observing, pain, and wishing.

*heavy sigh* I'm sad to say (but also happy to say that she didn't just up and leave) that this girl and I are just friends. It hurts, but I can deal. (For how long though? It's hurt for over a FUCKING YEAR... sorry ranting.)

Alright, sorry for the love-sick rant and remember kids... Never fall in love. (Or do, both is pretty great.) Fml. Welp,

See ya later Sinners ;) ~T