So many T/W.

Finding refuge in my own lies
How are you I'm doing alright
Small talk is a great disguise

Virgil found himself in the music room once again, singing.
He had thought he was alone.

Just let me be
Empty thoughts start to crowd my mind
Am I only living, living to survive?
Shake it off but I've lost the drive
Just let me be
let me be okay

Virgil had been corrupted from anxiety and depression for years.
Which is why he had stopped singing and playing the piano.

No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread

The sudden stop is what made Patton from the next apartment over get up and check on his neighbor.

No one knows what goes on up inside my head
They don't think I need help
But I'm scaring myself
I just want to be okay

Thoughts of how Virgil's family hated him spiraled in his mind as he opened his vein with blade, becoming dizzy suddenly.

All the voices in my head are coming to life
They're getting louder and I'm terrified
How do you run from your own mind?
Is this what I've become?
Take it back, what have I done?

Patton walked out of his apartment, being sure to lock the door.
What he didn't know was at that time blood had been spilt in Virgil's apartment.

No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There is a new kind of poison and starting to spread
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
They don't think I need help
But I'm scaring myself
I just want to be okay

Patton knocked on Virgil's door, no answer.

No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread

By the time Patton had busted into Virgil's house, he looked as if he were dead.

But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans, I can change my plans
I tried to find my reflection on the glass
But all I ever saw were the things I lack
All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane
All I ever thought I was
Was a mistake.

Patton shook Virgil til he barely woke and whispered. "You never asked why I do drugs"