Do ya like my new profile picture? I really wanted to change it and I love Logan so that's what I changed it to lol. Also, sorry if this ones.... not great. Sorta a vent fic. So yeah, warning for anxiety attacks.

It was all too much.

The paper, notebooks, pens, dirty laundry, all of it, everything was too much. It covered the entire floor, it had built up over the last week. Logan wasn't sure how it even got this bad. He hadn't even gotten enough work done, so where did all this mess come from?

He wasn't sure, but he did know he wanted it gone. Now. He wished it would all just go away. Yet, he couldn't move to begin cleaning up. It was too much, too much, he couldn't stand it. When did he stop breathing? He needed to breathe.

He drew in one shaky breath. It was so difficult to breathe, but he knew he needed to. His lungs burned, and he felt something sliding down his cheeks. Tears. When did he start crying? He decided to give up fighting whatever this was, sinking to the floor and choking on a sob. All of this, from a simple little mess? How silly of him.

He wasn't sure when Virgil showed up, or why, but suddenly someone was beside of him. They were telling him to breathe, he could hear that, but he didn't know what they asked his next. They repeated the question, asking if they could touch him. Very slowly, he nodded. Only when they moved closer, holding both of his hands did he see the black and purple hoodie.

"Breathe, Logan. You need to breathe, remember, in for four seconds, hold seven, release for eight. Do it with me, you can do this," he said, showing him what to do. Logan started to follow. He couldn't do it the first few times, but slowly he figured it out. He did his best to focus on the figure in front of him, not the room around him. He didn't want that to happen again.

"You're okay, Logan," Virgil told him, moving closer to him. "I promise. Can you tell me what happened?"

"The mess... it was too much," he mumbled, wincing at his cracking voice and just how ridiculous that sounded. "I... It is silly. I know."

"It's not," Virgil assured him, shaking his head with a small comforting smile. "You want me to pick up in here for you?"

"You don't have to-"

"I want to help you. I'd rather avoid you having another attack like that, so... let me help?" He offered, and Logan sighed. He nodded slowly, watching uselessly as Virgil began to move around and clean the mess he caused. At least he could help tell where certain things needed to go, so he didn't feel entirely helpless.

As soon as the room was mess free Logan felt a huge weight lift off of his shoulders. He still didn't understand why it had effected him that much, perhaps it was simply added stress, but he was thankful that Virgil had helped him. He felt a lot better now that it was gone.

"Looks like that's it," Virgil said, sitting down next to Logan. Logan nodded.

"Yes. Thank you, for the help." He gave a tiny smile himself.

"No problem." Virgil shrugged. "Anything else you need?"

"I... no. I really just need to get back to work, this... has distracted me." He stared into space, thinking about all the things he had left to finish. Virgil looked at him, seeming surprised and frowning.

"Really? Dude, you need to take a break. Relax, maybe even take a nap. Aren't you exhausted after that?" He asked, and Logan frowned as well.

"Maybe... but I have so much left to complete." I could not stop working now." He insisted, and Virgil shook his head.

"No. You need to take a break. You deserve one, Logan." Virgil argued. "Look at it this way... If you broke your foot, would you continue to walk and run on that foot, or would you give it time to get better?"

"I... did not think of it that way." Logan muttered. "But, if I don't get this done then-"

"What will happen? You already got some of it completed. You will just continue working on it later. But next time, you should make sure not to get too stressed out over it." Virgil told him, and Logan sighed. He knew he was right, even though he still wanted to get back to working.

"Fine," he mumbled, pushing his glasses up his nose. "I suppose... I could take a break. Would... would you, perhaps, like to join me in solving a puzzle?"

"Sure," Virgil shrugged, smiling at him. "I'd be happy to spend time with you, Logan. And because I don't want you to ignore what I said and start working again, but mostly because I like hanging out with you."

They both gave quiet laughs at Virgil's statement before Logan chose a puzzle for them to solve. They talked and laughed, spending time with each other for hours, and Logan actually forgot about his work. He wasn't worried, or stressed. He enjoyed his time spent with Virgil.

I hate literally all of my endings, whoops.

Lmao I literally wrote this but am I gonna follow my own advice and take a break from writing just cause I may have panicked a little? Nah. I got too much to work on. I still need to get the next chapter of Tally Marks done, and like... six other oneshots I have saved as drafts rn. Even tho I still haven't gotten up to clean my room and it's still making me anxious (which is really fucking weird. Why does not having a clean room make me panic so much? It's silly. What's wrong with me?)

I'm also thinking of changing my username? What do you guys think? If I did it'd be to something like ringpopboy or ringpopprince. Those are my usernames on all other social media, and I kinda like it. I dunno.

I also got tagged, so here's that.

1. What's your favorite color?
It used to be just purple, and I love purple but I also love blue and pink a lot. Idk. I just like colors.

2. What's your favorite subject?
Language arts. Of course.

3. What's your favorite sport?
Aha.... what's... what's that?

4. Who's your best friend?
I have two, Sammi and Freddie.

5. What's your least favorite subject?
History. It's... so boring. Depending on which time period I'm currently learning about, but for the most part it's boring.

6. What's your favorite Wattpad book?
You guys know this by now, my favorite author is insertpunhere0. My favorite book by them if I had to choose would be The Only Way Is Forward. But they're all great, and I really need to catch up on them all wow I'm behind... I'll do that after I finish some more stuff. Hey, maybe that will actually motivate me to get some work done, who knows?

7. Tag 10 people who need to do this.

Hm..... nah. Do it if you want, lmao. I hate tagging people. I always worry they don't wanna do it and I'll be annoying, whoops.

And now I actually think I'm gonna go cry, I'm so tired of being yelled at I just need to finish getting everything done so I can ignore the world for a while

Thanks for reading, hope you enjoyed this. *cries you all a river of ring pops* ... no one left any suggestions, so that was all I could come up with sorry. Take care of yourselves. Love you guys. Bye-Bob