Hey, so, uh.... sorry about not updating lately. I'm not sure what's wrong, I've just felt extremely unmotivated lately, and I've also been a bit busy all weekend so there's that. I haven't wanted to do much other than sleep, but I swear I'm trying to just, make myself get this shit done anyways, even if it means staying up to ridiculous times at night lmao.

Anyways, that's not the point of making this tho-I was tagged by a couple of different people so I'm going to do that now.

I'm still only doing 13 facts even tho I was tagged like, 2-3 times bc I'm lazy and I don't care, so anyways

1. My hair is purple now..!

Isn't is awesome? I think so

2. My neighbor owns a duck and my window is open rn so I can hear it outside

3. I will never be able to actually decide on a favorite sanders sides ship. It's always changing. They're all just so great and I know lots of people have like, the one ship they'll always love the most but that's not the case for me. Moxiety? It's great. Logince? Also great. Analogical, Royality, Prinxiety, Logicality, LAMP, all of it is great and I love them. Even just platonic ships for any of them, those are fucking awesome as well.

4. This week we have had a total of 13 animals in our house. I'm including our fish bc I can, and we've also had our own four dogs, three chihuahuas and an Irish wolfhound, and my uncles dogs; a west highland white terrier puppy, and two more chihuahuas. The puppy's name was Gracie and she's the cutest thing ever just look

I really wanted to steal her forever tbh. We're getting our own westie puppy soon tho! Also their chihuahuas never shut up and as cute as there are I wish they would just stop barking omg

5. Idk what's happened lately to change my mind on this, but before I always said I'd never have kids bc I didn't like them but now I'd really love to have a kid some day. That's actually the reason I had the idea for Parenthood, bc I was thinking about that and just had the idea.

6. I'm trying really really hard to keep up with this schedule of updating mostly out of spite for everyone in my life who constantly doubt that I can actually get my shit together bc there's a lot of people who doubt me and it's frustrating. So basically, I'm trying to say "fuck you" by actually succeeding at something. Which is incredibly motivating, honestly, and also might be the reason this book hasn't been updated as much lately-I'm trying really hard to keep chapters written for my other books. Sorry about that.

7. I'm honestly obsessed with nice smelling candles. I have like, three different candles rn and every time I stay in my room for a long amount of time I use them. My favorite candle currently is a watermelon lemonade one. It's the best thing ever honestly.

8. I've recently started rewatching Doctor Who, and it's just as amazing as it was before. Dunno why I ever stopped watching it.

9. I've also started rewatching Steven universe with my sister, and while Steven universe is amazing sometimes it's hard to watch it bc the person to introduce me to the show... ended up not being very kind to me. So unfortunately some episodes with a specific character still remind me of that person, which isn't very nice but I still really enjoy the show so I try to ignore that as much as I can.

10. I've been trying really hard not to be so sad and depressing lately, which I think is why I've been sleeping too much. Basically so I can just avoid feeling anything at all. Bc I'm a moron who can't ever just talk to someone about what's wrong, bc I worry too much about being annoying. Which usually leads me here, to venting on Wattpad when I should just keep it to myself. I apologize for that. I've been trying not to do that lately.

11. I'm starting to run out of facts. Uhhh if anyone looked through my search history they'd probably be incredibly confused. I look up a lot of strange facts bc I'm either curious or writing something about it. I ask a lot of weird questions. If it's not something weird then it's probably a question about animals, something about music, or definitions for words so I make sure I don't use the wrong one. I also look up a lot of stupid simple words just bc I write typically late at night and I forget sometimes okay shh I'm not stupid

12. I'd like to wear makeup a little more often but I feel like 1. I don't go anywhere often enough to do it anyways, and 2. I know this is stupid but I worry people might think I'm not actually a trans boy bc I like makeup sometimes. Which is stupid, boys can wear makeup of course but idk I just worry too much. I should just do it anyways, shouldn't I? I mean, I don't have to dress up just cause I'm going somewhere right? I should just do it cause I wanna and cause it makes me feel like I look good, who cares if no one else sees it?

13. I talk too much. Seriously, everyone else I've seen do this has a really short thing but mine is super long, idk why I just like to talk and don't do it much irl. Mostly cause everyone I know irl just likes to talk and not listen, which means I end up listening to them go on about stuff but they'd never let me talk like I wanna. Which stinks, but whatever.

Anyways that's 13 facts finally done, you can do this tag if you want to. I really need to get some actual work done now. Have some pictures of dogs before I get off of here.

George is so freaking big now my gosh

Also this is my family on vacation, dunno if I ever shared these pictures but I took a bunch of them and I like them.

We were in Florida, it was really hot outside, and yet both of my cousins were wearing long sleeves. Idk how, lol

Also this was a funny photo, and the last one I'll post lol

I'll try my best to update tonight, I do have requests but I also need to at least start on the next chapter of Parenthood so there's that. I'll just do my best. *ring pops appear in your hand bc I'm not creative* Take care of yourselves. I love you guys, and I'm sorry I've been bad at posting. Bye!-Bob