So, I'm really really sorry this isn't a request and I swear I'm working on them, but I needed something really short to write to distract me from an anxiety attack and I know that it's probably not going to be too great so I didn't wanna work on a request in case it was awful and the person who asked for it hated it. Anyways, I promise I'll try to get them done soon, but for now have this

Also this is very unrelated, but I am considering writing something for Pen your Pride, the Wattpad thingy for pride month. If I wrote a story with some of my own original characters would anyone be interested in reading it?

Roman smiled as he glanced down at his hand that was currently linked with Logan's, the both of them walking outside. Roman swung their hands, looking up again at Logan and flashing a grin as he looked back. Logan smiled as well, just barely there. He glanced away with flushed cheeks, but he had already been caught. Roman just smiled wider, the two of them continuing to walk and making their way up the small hill the two of them often sat on.

Roman laid out the blanket he had carried up with him, Logan helping him to straighten it out before the two of them sat down. Roman, missing holding Logan's hand, moved closer to Logan as the two of them laid down, shoulders touching. He was going to take his hand again when Logan beat him to it, not looking at him even as Roman turned to look at him in confusion. He decided to just go with it, smile returning.

It was quiet for a moment as the pair stared up at the night sky. It was a very clear night out and from where they were they could see a lot of stars in the sky. Roman had been the one to find the spot, and he had shown his friend Logan knowing that he loved the stars. Since then the two often spent time at their spot looking at the stars. Roman had to admit though, he spent more time staring at Logan than he did watching the stars.

He simply found it amazing how Logan's eyes seemed to light up when they were out there. He wore a huge smile on his face as he talked, completely focused on the stars above them. Of course, Roman often prompted him to talk about the different constellations in the sky, hearing everything he possibly could about them. He could probably recite everything Logan had told him about different stars and constellations easily, but he would never tire of hearing about them again if it meant he could spend more time with Logan.

That's what the two did again that night. Roman asked him about a specific constellation and Logan told him all of the information he knew about it. They would get off topic sometimes, talking about other things in space and sometimes they would end up simply talking about their lives. They talked for hours on that hilltop, smiling and laughing, and Roman hardly ever glanced away from Logan.

Tonight was one of the times their conversations wandered. They ended up talking about something completely unrelated to stars or space, still talking and laughing and having fun. After a while though, Logan stopped. He turned to look at Roman seriously, catching him staring. Roman tried to ignore his face burning as he waited to see what Logan was going to say, holding his breath.

"Thank you, Roman." Logan said simply, a small smile returning to his face. Roman returned his smile nervously, feeling confused.

"What for...?" He wondered, watching as Logan turned away from him to look back up at the sky.

"I know you don't honestly care that much about stars or space," Logan said, looking back to Roman and shaking his head to cut off his protests. "No, it's fine. I know you come up here with me because I enjoy it, and I just wanted to thank you. You are a good friend."

"I do like the stars, though," Roman said, looking back up at the stars as Logan watched him. "Yes, I come up here with you because you're my friend and I like seeing you happy, and it's true that I never really noticed the stars before, but... well, my view on stars has changed entirely since we first came up here."

Roman paused to draw in a nervous breath, Logan glancing at him and waiting for him to go on. "The stars are no longer just these lights in the sky that are always there, that are boring and normal. The stars now are... well, they're late nights spent talking with my best friend all night long. They are smiles and laughter shared together on some random hilltop I found one day and decided to bring you to. The stars... they remind me of you."

Roman smiled up at the sky, sighing happily. Logan was still watching as Roman turned back to look at him, seeing his happy smile turn into a small and nervous one. Roman glanced back up at the stars one more time before looking back to Logan, finally getting out the words he had been meaning to say for some time. "I have grown to love the stars just as I love you, and I hope that maybe... maybe you will feel the same."

Logan simply stared at Roman for a moment, mouth opening and closing as he searched for the right words to say. Roman grew worried as he waited for some kind of answer, and Logan noticed this. Logan quickly swallowed his nerves, finding it best to not answer with words. Instead he leaned in closer to Roman, just barely brushing their lips together and waiting for a response. Almost immediately Roman got the hint, leaning in the rest of the way to connect their lips in a long kiss, wrapping his arms around Logan as he did the same.

"I take it that means you feel the same," Roman whispered breathlessly as he pulled away, his smile once again returning.

"Yes," Logan mumbled back with a smile. "I love you too."

Roman leaned back in to kiss Logan shortly, still smiling as he pulled away. "Good," he muttered, pulling Logan closer and starting to lean in once again. "That means I get to keep doing this."

Well. This was longer than expected and also took me days to finish...... oops.

Yeah sorry, I feel like crap and I know I haven't been posting enough in this book lately. I swear I will try my best to fix that. Just know that like... it may take me a bit. I'm feeling very depressed again and unmotivated, so who knows what'll happen.

Anyways, it is 7AM and I haven't been able to get to sleep yet so I'm gonna go try to do that. Sorry again for being awful at posting and also for taking so damn long on requests, I'll try and get something else done once I wake up again if I can. Thanks for reading, hope you liked it. *

* uhhh can this be a reality??? Like if someone's feeling sad sometimes I'll just show up and cheer them up like fuck yeah I wanna do that. Cause I mean...... obviously you guys all deserve to be happy and I love you all. Thanks so much for the suggestion! Take care of yourselves or else I will personally show up in the middle of the night to make sure you're healthy and happy. I'm gonna go sleep now. Bye-Bob

Oh also have these random things I did

I think these all look super cool. If you have any suggestions for more I can make let me know and I'll post them in Ring Pop Royalty Rambles.

Oh and also I drew myself

Which is now my profile picture cause why not, I like it. Also I can't draw faces so I didn't bother trying lol. I've also been working on drawing the sides with pride flags and I've done them all except Virgil bc my gosh it's hard to draw him what

I'll also post that here if anyone wants to see it??? Idk I thing they look okay. Anyways I'm getting off for real now bye